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Chapter Four

 The shadows. The shadows  just apeared and started circling me. i started to whimper when i felt the coldness that touched me. Is this how i will die? I couldn't move, it was like they/it was keeping me in place soon I started sobbing really hard. who wouldn't when you knew this was the end of your line?

But these shadows didn't kill me instead they just circled me and whispered too. Then there he was. The guy from my nightmares. But just like the last times, i couldn't see him. Only his torquise eyes.

they were so mezmarizing that i couldn't look away. he took one step forward and i could see the tip of his shoe apear from the darkness that followed him. The shadows made way for him as he kept walking out of the darkness towards me. I still couldn't see him, once he stood three inches away from me i could no longer look into his eyes because he was so much taller than me.

Warmth spread through me once his soft hand touched my chin and forced me to look up at him.

And what he said was what cuased me to lose my balance and black out.

"I will make you mine, forcefully"

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I woke up in my bed with a back pain and I felt heavy for some reason.

Opening my eyes i found two blurry figures looking at me.

"where the fuck have you been livian?!" jason apeared to be really mad at me for some reason.

"huh?" was all i could say.   "WHAT THE FUCK-" My mother interupted what jason was about to say.

"calm down jason let me handle this. Livian where were you? You never came home with your brother yesterday." jason's palm rested on my forhead for a couple seconds before he took his hand off.

"mom she's got a fever." I reached up to feel my forehead to make sure he was right, and he was.

my mother said that it was fine for me to stay home this day.

so thats what I do. But it's not as fun as I tought it would be. After a couple hours I felt better and went down stairs to get my self a glass of water. opening the kithchen cabnetts i pulled out a cup and filled it with water, sipping it slowly ,a magazine caught my attention. so i read through it and felt bad about myself so I decided that maybe if i try a bit harder on myself that I might become more atractive and confident.

I wrote on a post it note saying 'going to mall be back home' and stuck it on the fridge.

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Aperantly there is something called lace panties. So I got myself a couple of pairs jjust to try thhem. The mall is a ctually tiring. I bought lots of stuff like dresses ,heels, shorts, crop tops etc. but im not really into them that much but hey, ive got to try new things.

I was about to leave when I saw a make-up shop and enterd it. A really pretty women came up to me and asked "can I help you" she had long red hair that was tied in a ponytail. she had purple contacts on and an eyebrow piercing. I noded my head yes.

"you don't seem like the make-up kind" she said with a warm smile.

"yeah, I-i d-decided that maybe I sh-should" she grabed my hand and started explaining to me whhat I should and shouldn't use and how to use some of the beauty products properly.

At the end she gave me her number and name just incase I needed a friend.her name was Elisa.

Driving home was nervewracking. Tomorrow I will go to school as a new person hopefully.

jason and mom were in the kitchen eating dinner. My mother got up from her seet and hugged me tightly.

"Finally you decided to become like your mother!" My mom used to always enter beauty pagents at my age and was the popular girl in school. But she never forced me to do anything I didn't want to do. I just smiled at her and told her that I just wanted to become more confident about myself.

I headed upstairs to go to sleep but before I did that I put away all my new things in my walk-in closet and make-up in my table with mirror.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

What the flip? I thought I broke it.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"SHUT UP YOU UNWANTED ALARM CLOCK!"

I jumped out of bed and grabed my alarm clock and through it out the balckony watching it meet it's justice with a eveil smile. And I realised I was in nothing put a sports bra and underwear. so I hurried inside and shut the door.

I picked out what I was going to wear today and chose a neon pink crop top with black stripes horizontaly and picked  black skinny jeens that opened at the knees and mid thigh with black convers. I went into my bathroom and striped all my clothes for a shower.

Chapter six

I stood in my shower letting all the water run down my body. I squeezed some shampoo in my hand and masaged my scalp with it then letting the water rinse it off, I then applied a big blob of conditioner into my hair and scrubed my body for three minutes while the water washed it all off.

With a towel wraped a round my body I stepped ot of my bathroom and into my bedroom to get a pair of panties and a matching bra.

Downstairs I found my mother with a camera in hand and jason with his arms spread out for me to hug him. I stepped into his arms and kissed his cheek then my mother awed and took a picture of us.

"wow livian you look good!" said jason with a wide grin on his face.

"Livian I am so proud"" my mother cooed along.

"Jason c-can you give me a ri-ide?" I din't want to  go alone today looking like this so atleast jason and I could enter toghether.

"come on then Livy"

On our way to school my brother kept telling me that if his friends ask me out oor flirt with me i should just ignore them. I kept telling him that that wont happen cuase why would they talk to me?

we enterd the school parking lot and parked. my brother hopped out and opened my door for me. stteping out I felt exposed. once my brother and I walked down more some heads looked up at us and I thought that today was going to be really emberasing.

"who"s the new babe!" asked some guy. and My brothers arm around me tieghtened.

jason and I stood outside the school since we're early and most of the school stood around us asking if I was his girlfriend.

"What the fuck guys, this is Livy. MY SISTER!" Michelle one of jason's friends stood next to me.

"No fucking way thats Livian" oh my god!

I just walked away from all of it and into the school. once in I opened my locker and put my bag in it, taking out my History book and went to the bathroom.

In there i looked at myself in the mirror and applied more mascara and lipgloss.

The bathroom door swang open and in enterd Olivia and her sllut friends.

They looked me up and down with disgust.

"who are you?" asked Olivia with her snobish voice.

I din't answer and just walked out. I went to the principles receptionest asking if I coulld see him for a second  she said that I could just go in.

But I could tell from her expression that she doesn't know me.

I walked into the offce and realised that mr.Preston was sat with some guy  I couldn't see who because his back was to me.

"Oh can I help you?" asked Mr.preston. ugh he also doesn't know who I am.

"mr.Preston it-t's me Livian Sternell." his face skrunches up and his eyebrows knit.

The guy that he was talking too turns around to look at me.

He was really good looking, really really. Like sexy level. His hair was the shade of black, he had a jaw line and broud shoulders. His eyes- his eyes I recongnise them from somewhere. Tourqoiuse.

"Oh miss Sternell! you look different" Mr. Preston made me break eye contact with the sexy guy.

"y-yes I thought-t that maybe I-i should change a bit" I look back at the guy and catch him staring at me intensly. He doesn't look away even though he knows I caught him checking me out.

"well miss Sternell take a seat" and thats what I do.

"thank-k you sir" I look over at the mysteriouse guy again and he's still looking at me.

"oh! sorry how rude of me, Livian this is Neon Tenebris. He will be starting at this school today."

I smile at him as a welcome. "how about you help him out? like show him around the school?"

"u-um.....sure c-can I-i have his schedule?" mr preston nods and hands me the piece of paper.

I look it over to see what classes he has, and we have some classes together like history now.

"okay come on Neon" oh I didn't stutter! Neon gets up from his seat and follows me out.

he still is looking at me and it makes me shiver.

"Hey, so what class do I have now?" his voice is so husky it almost made me whimper. That voice, I know it from somewhere. I stop in my tracks and look up at him. he is taller than me.

"Do I know you from somewhere?" his lips lift into a half smile witch makes me wet inbetween my thieghs.

"maybe" I nod my head and keep walking towards History class,

"okay Neon, walk faster we're already late" wow I haven't stuttered at all!

we scurry towards the door and before I could open it, someone reaches out to open it instead and I see that it was Neon. He opens it wide for me and gestures for me to walk in. I do that and see that we really are late. everyone in class has stoped what they were doing and is looking at us.

"oh hello there. You two must be new here-"

"no actually mr.Ahston im Livian sternell remember?"

his eybrows reach his hair and then he looks me up and down which makes me uncomfortable.

"oh wow Livian you've changed"

"yup. okay um..sir this is Neon Tenebris and he's new here."

I turn around to face him and give him a smile and walk up to my desk to sit down.

"oh ok hello mr. Tenebris. can you please have a seat in one of the free ones."

I look around to see which ones were free. one was by the front another, one behind me and one by Olivia. I see Olivia purr at Neon and move her purse out of the chair next to her but Neon just ignores her and comes sits behind me.