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prologue

Life is all about hideing the truth no matter what it costs us.

We were tought to not trust each other, to never go into the forrest after nightfall and to never EVER look deep into the shadows or what hides behind it.

Yes i know cheesy right? well get used to it. Now you see that opening? yes well in all the stories i was read to when i was younger started like that, why you ask?

Well i have no damn clue! But it does kinda freak me out. so.... yeah.

But honestly though ever since those stories i wasn't myself. Everytime I inch forward believing that maybehing out there, something else.      My name is Livian Sternell, I have hair is the color of chestnuts, and i have dak blue eyes that are   almost black. I live in california whith my mother and older brother.

I go to highschool as a sophmore and you can say i am one of those people who are considerd popular by others but i choose to hang all on my own. yes shocker.

Chapter One

BEEP BEEP BEEP

Ugh god that sound! I tried to find the snooz button on the friggin alarm for over 15 minutes.

Finally it shut up so i took that as a sign for me to go back to my peacefull dreams.

Just when i was about to pass out the damn alarm went off.

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"UGH! SHUT THE HELL UP" i shrieked and got out of bed.

I walked into my bathroom and started heating the water for my shower, while that was happening I went to the sink and statred brushing my teeth and the other works.

After I fineshed my shower and brushed my hair into a poney tail i walked in to my walk in closet and

picked out a plain V-neck shirt the color of white and matched it with my navy jeens and whith sneekers.

"Honey come on down for breakfast! Your going to be late!"  called out my mom from downstairs.

I headed downstairs. My mother and brother were sitting around the table in the kitchen with breakfast infront of them.

"Goodmorning sweety" Chirpped in my mother.

"oh....uh y-yeah g-goodmorning-g g-guys" yes i know i stutter that started since i was 12 years old so i've been going through with it for the past 5 years.

My brother Jason got up from his chair and walked towards me with a sandwitch in hand.

"Hey livy, here i made you a sandwitch to eat on the way cause we need to go now to pick up Tylor" He handed me my sandwith and kissed my forhead. I noded and followed him to his BMW, I picked up my back pack aswell.

****

In fifth period i sat by the window and stared out at the cheerleaders. I used to be like that before

but ever since my dreams I changed.

Every night i would dream the same dream.  They all start with shadows, the shadows would wrap around me and I would start to feel like i am being drowned by them and i would always black out at the end.

"Miss. Sternell?  Care to explain to the class what i just said?"

oh dear god. everyone in the class room has turned towards me waiting for what i'm about to say.

"well....u-um..... y-you were t-talking ab-bout hist-tory so..."

and that was when everybody started laughing, but what i don't understand was wether they were luaghing at me or with me.

"No that was not what i was saying miss. Sternell. This ia about the tenth time you are not paying attention in my class, I'm afraid you are going to be needing this slip to go to the principles office this instant"

 

 

Chapter two

 I was sat in the principles office for about 2 minutes waiting for him to finish his lecture about why we need to concentrate in class and blah blah blah blah.....

God i hate him.

While mr.preston was talking I once again went into my own world. Why cant I be like one of those girls who are confident about themselves, who have boyfriends and go to parties and who have friends  other than their brother. Well at least i can keep hopeing but in reality that wont happen.

I was draged out of my thoughts by Mr.Preston.

"Do you understand miss Sternell?"

I nodded my head yes.

"Okay then you are welcome to leave-" he looks at his watch on his left arm"-oh! Its already your lunch break. Well off you go then!"

I gatherd my things and headed to the canteen.

I stood in line too get my lunch, and thats when the school slut steps inline behind me.

She starts giggling and poking my back with her fake nails.

"c-can you st-top that-t" ugh i wish i would stop stuttering!

She lets out a fake luagh "n-n-no l-l-oser!"she starts making fun of me infront of the whole lunch room until my brother cuts inline next to me

"Hey leave her alone" growls my brother at them.

My brother jason is the football captin and the most popular guy in this school, so all the girls are attracted by him. And yes he is a manwhore.

once Olivia (the Slut) sees jason she puffs up her chest and starts purring.

"oh hello jason-" she puts one of her fake fingers in her mouth "-i was wondering if you could come over later-" my brother interupts her speach

"Shut up Olivia why don't you offer your pussy to someone else, your not my type"

and thats the cue for everyone to luagh at her. My brother turns to me and grabs my arm

"Come Livy you dont need to stand here, you can heve my lunch." he starts to pull me away from the line towards his table thats filled with cheerleaders and his teemmates.

I stop in my tracks and tell him that i would rather go study in the library. He understands what I mean so he just gets me his sandwitch and his drink and lets me go.

I head to the bathroom and sit in one of the stalls for the rest of the lunch but i eventually fall asleep.

****

I have the dream again. But this one was different. In the dream i was walking in someplace that looked like a Graveyard. I  kept walking till I ended up infront of my fathers grave, and out of no where the shadows appear and like always they start to sufocate me. But then there appears to be a person from the behind the shadows and the person is like controling the shadows and just like that the shadows uncover me and i realise that its a boy, well a man.

He walks up to me but i can't see anything of his feature all i see are his eyes, theyre the shade of green mixed with blue.

I was so mesmerized by his eyes i didnt realize he was no standing 3 inches away from me, he lifts his hand upto my chin and whispers the words 'mine, you won't escape me'......And thats when i woke up.

I look around me and realized that i was still in the bathroom.

 Trying to get up from the toilet but my butt was really stiff from sitting on the toilet for so long.

I opened the bathroom stall door and got out, washing my face infront of the mirror I looked up to see out the window and realized it was dark out. OH MY GOD!

I hurried to the bathroom door to get out but it was looked. So that leaves me with one more

option. Climbing the window. Ugh i'm bad at that. I jumped up on the table by the mirror and reached out to open the window, with that done i jumped up and placed my knees on the edge of the surface and tried climbing out head first. Then I realized that it wont work because i'll just end up hitting my head on the concrete so I climbed back in then climbed back out feet first and jumped to desttiny.

 

 

Chapter Three

Walking down the streets outside the school I then realized I live far away from here.

How am i suposed to go home now! I dont have a phone and i cant call my family because i haven't memorised their numbers. How stupid am I?! They must be worried sick as to why i haven't come home!

I continued walking straight with no clue where to go.

What time is it? It must be late in night because no one is outside. And thats not the worst part, I am scared poopless with all the sounds of metal clattering and I think cats crying? Well it sounds more like a baby swollowing a cat or something. I hate night. it's always scary and there are shadows everywhere yes i am scared of shadows and that sounds weird coming from a seventeem year old but if you put yourself in my sheos you'll get it. I mean why wouldn't i be terrified of them? I do always dream about them killing me so..yeah. I started walking faster between the alleys cause we all know what usualy happens there. And thats when i saw it.