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The sun began to rise over the horizon as I sat on my matress watching it with horro.

I am no longer pure.

Mother always told me before I went into my chambers, 'Purity is the most preciouse thing a women must keep, and only give it as a gift to her loving husband.'

Now I might never have a husband. No gentleman would marry a touched women.

How shall I face my raper and take his biddings?

I started to sob onto the pillow. A soft knock sounded at my bedroom door. Could it be him?

"c-come in..." My voice sounded frieghtened even to my own ears.

The door opened just a few inches and then I heard a soft voice from behind it.

"Lady Alana, Mr Veteris would like to see you" I will not show my face. I no longer care if I will be killed for diss obaying his commands.

"Thank you very much, But please tell mr veteris that I will not see him" she mumbles a As you wish before the door of my bedroom clicks shut. Seconds after I hear the unmistakable sound of his voice.

"GEMMA COME DOWN NOW!" And with that I was scared of what might happen if I don't do as he says so I ran down with my head pointed low as I stood before my raper.

"There you are Gemma, Now take a seat" He said In a husky voice.

I do as he says and sit across from him at the dinning table.

"Gemma today I want you to be ready in your bedroom around dawn" I keep looking down at my plate that is filled with lots of meat and vedgtables.

"Look at me when I am speaking to you!" I tilt my head upwards to look at him and His features look outraged. The they change into a more softer look. I stare deep into his eyes. Those diffrent colored blue and green eyes.

"Forgive me Gemma, for raising my voice at you." I simply just nod. I am too scared to say a word infront of him.

I can no longer trust my mouth to speak.

"Do you have any questions?" I actually do, But Im too scared to ask.

 

chapter four: do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there I do not sleep

"Yes I actually do" I stood up from my seat making the chair screetch in denial.

Mr Veteris looked up at me with amusment mixed with anger in his eyes.

"Continue gemma" he gestured with his pale hand for me to go on.

I cleared my throught and said what kept me at night awaken.

"W-why? Why did you take- No! How could you do that to me the day before now?!" I am not a whore! I will not let someone force me into doing such a thing and not get an answer fo it.

His face changed from playfull to blood thirsty in a matter of seconds.

"Listen her whore! raise your voice at me again and I will not have you see the next moon rise! You will obay my every comand and do as I pleas! I will make you wish you were dead if you raise your voice again! I am not a patient man so you will sit down NOW and eat then you will go upstairs and make your self look presentable for me in your chambers!" I stared at him with wide eyes shocked. I would have never thought a man could ever carry such harshness and disturbance in ones voice.

I nodded my head afraid of what might be the outcome of my actions if I disobay him.

His face relaxed and he stretched out on his seat and motioned for me to eat whats on my plate. I looked down at my plain white plate and ate some soft eggs and baked beans. I finished quickly not wanting to get more flustered under his intense gaze.

"Im finished. I will head up to my chambers now sir, But I am too curious. So I must know what it is that you want me to look 'presentable' for mr Veteris" I stood up from his chair I realised how tall he really is. His chair however did not make a pinch of a sound as mine did.

"If I tell you now You might try to kill me or yourself"

"What do you mean?"

"nothing just go up" I nodded my head and beggan to walk fastly up the steps.

 

 

 

I did not have many options of clothing to choose from So I just settled for a rose pink gown that flowed behind me and opened at my shoulders.

I walked up to my balcaney and looked out to the setting sun. How lucky the sun is, it is bright and free and no human wishes for it to leave. If I were to be the sun...maybe just maybe I would be loved and worshibed for by people.

I wouldn't be feeling dull and unloved by my family...I would be apretiative.

Chapter Five: dedicated to @margaretarn

I waited in my chambers for quarter an hour awaiting the arrival of Mr.Vateris.

I stood up and walked up to a small mirror and brushed my hair gently with my finger tips. Mr. Veteris makes me feel valnerable and nervus.

I heard a knock sound at my door and opened it to face mr. Veteris. His eyes filled with hunger as he took the sight of me in. It made me feel uncovered. He entered my room and shut the door behind him. without breaking eye contact he walked closer to me making me step back.

"You look breath taking Gemma" He proceeded to inch closer to me and I continued walking back until there was no longer any space for me to stap in with my bare back against the cool concrete wall.

"u-uh m-mr. Veteris, shouldn't we be heading somewhere?" my voice barley audible.

His lips lifted up showing some teeth and an unusual long snd sharp one at the side of his mouth.

"You've got it all wrong sweet Gemma, we were never going anywhere. I just wanted for you to get ready for this"

Before I could protest and ask He had his long arms on either side of my body caging me in between them like a wild bird. vulnerable. His lips planted them selves on to mine in seconds forcing my mouth open. so soft and warm.

I felt this kind of pull towards him with every flick of his tongue make contact with my bottom lip.

I couldn't keep away no longer! I had to feel him under my palms so badly. My hands pushed up his biult chest up to his broad shoulders resting there.

His soft wet tongue entered my mouth tasting the insides of it. His arms ccircled my hips pulling me closer to him if it were possible.

I wanted more. I neede it. But I still kept hearing a voice inside me calling to me .warning me. to not continue and get atached to him because he himself said that I will be treated as a whore. and no whore would ever be treated with respect and love. And I didn't want that.

I pushed at his chest pleading for him to let go. but he didn't. He began moving us onto my matress until me back hit the soft plush of my bed. His hands cupped my back side spreading my legs so he could rest his hips in between them.

"No! stop!" His hands froze and he lifted his head up, looking at me with his different colored eyes filled with confusion. they made me want to take back my protest and kiss him once more and embrace him.

"Whats wrong Gemma?" I shake my head at him and push at his body but he stayed put.

"Im not a whore! You cannot use me mr veteris! I have emotions as well as you do!" his eyes filled with rage and he roughly grabed my chin.

"You do not know me Alanah! I do not possess the feelings that you speak of and I do not care for yours! you belong to me! you are mine! And I get to do what I want with you with or without your consent!" He jumped off and stormed out the room.

 

Is that what I really am? A possesion for him to take control of? No man could ever love a girl like me.

A broken, depressed female...sold away. he might be the only man in my life from now on to forever.

I would truely wish for a gentleman who would marry me and respect me before touching me. However that is not what I have gotten. I got a selfish bastard who does not care for me and only wants sex. I might as well just let him take control of me beforehe decides im  not worthy enough to live and kills me. because I know what kind of man he might seem lik, the handsome caring man but he is not! He is a killer! With just one look into his deep eyes you could see giult and death.

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