Anger (Hell's Heaven #1), K. Green [urban books to read txt] 📗

woman leaves the car. She has a dark costume of a lawyer or some agent in the police. Her hair is short and straight. Tall and skinny. She removes her sunglasses and then I see her face.

"SHIT!" I say, almost yelled, few people around me saw me, but thank god they didn't

"What?!" Em says

"Man... that's our ex club's lawyer. Miranda. My father used to fuck her. Her husband doesn't even know. I caught them before a year."

"NO WAY!"

"Yes fucking way! Shit, shit, shit! FUCK!"

"Chill out!" Wes said

"Chill out?! Man you know nothing about this woman. There's a reason why she's here, even with her family. Or she wants the D back, or she wants her job. My father paid her well."

"That's messy."

Oh yes it is messy. The loud speaker came on, with women's voice.

"Please Liese Amberley Jackson to come at the Director's office. Please Liese Amberley Jackson to come at the Director's office. "

I look Em and Wes, then Dante. I made him a sign with my head to come with me.

"Let's go." I said to my friends and stood up.

I make my way through halls to the Director's office, followed by Wes, Em and Dante. What this old cunt wants from me now. We never understood each other, always fighting. But he never expelled me from school. Outside of his office Miranda and her son were waiting on the chairs. She lifts her head of the documents she were filling up and looked at me. Her son who was listening to music fully ignoring us.

"Miranda" I say.

"Liese! What surprise." She says. We shake ours hands and I notice her son's frowning face in confusion.

"I study here after all. Why would it be a surprise? How is your..." I look her son removing his earphones, then her again "Husband?" I said raising my eyebrow.

"Very well, thanks for asking."

Director's secretary came out of her desk and said we can go in. I went into his office. Miranda and her son sat on the chairs, and I stayed stand still.

"Why am I here?" I asked interrupting their conversation about Miranda's son "Don't waste my time."

"It's rude to interrupt" the guy said and I roll my eyes.

"AND also, it's rude to talk about bullshits, while I am waiting. What do you want from me?!"

"Your behavior at school is awful" the director said. I raise my eyebrow. He bit his lips. "The teachers made a decision. You'll be his tutor, for 5 months."

"WHAT? No! I won't babysit some grown guy."

"Accept this, or you'll be expelled Liese! You've made me a lot of troubles the past year, caused of your mother's death."

I step forward "Don't talk about her, you cunt"

"Fact is a fact! Your mother was a great woman, Liese, everybody know that.."

I hit his desk sagging it. "Do I have to repeat myself?" he jump a bit because of the unexpected hit

"You are threating the whole school!" he raised his voice and stood up. "You are beating others, smoking weed, making gravities in the halls, not respecting anybody here!" Clench fists and lean forward.

"Do not tell me what to do. I do whatever I want, and you cannot stop me. I won't tutor him."

"Let me add and something else! You have anger problems! Your mother's death ruined you Liese, and your father did not do anything about that." Yes my father didn't do anything, because he doesn't know how to handle the situaions.. but he just passed the line. I make a step backward in shock. 

"Excuse me? What did you say?" I grab his metal plate with his name and hit his face. "Repeat it!" I yell

I step on his desk and throw myself over him. We fall on the ground, and I start hitting him as hard as I can. He tries to defend himself.

"Liese!" I heard Miranda yelling

"DO NOT" Hit "TALK ABOUT" Hit "MY DEAD" Hit "MOTHER EVER AGAIN IN YOUR MISERABLE LIFE!" Hit

I keep hitting and hitting, and I don't stop. I think he fainted... but I keep hitting until strong hands pulls me and clenched me hard far from him.

"Let me go! I AM NOT DONE!"

"Yes you are done for today" I hear Dante's voice in my ear. "We go home. Ambulance is coming"

Yea... one normal day in my life, after my mother's death.

Chapter 2

Liese's P.O.V

 

I hear ambulance sirens outside the school, while Dante is literally pushing me to go outside.

I warned him, didn't I? Do not talk about my mother, but he kept doing that. He did knew I have anger problems, didn't he? So I am completely excused in this situation. Keep talking bullshits and I'll show you one. In your face. Simple as fuck, isn't it?

"What happened?" Dante asked when we went to his bike.

"What happened? This son of a bitch kept talking about my mother, and I did warn him! His own fucking fault!" he rolls his eyes annoyed and get his phone and makes a call.

"Boss?" AWESOME. JUST PERFECT. "We got a problem here." Pause "Your princess's Director got beaten up." Pause "Yes, her. He's will be in hospital for almost 2 weeks as I assume by his bloody motherfucking ugly face. Yea, got it." He closes the call and looks at me "We goin' home to meet your father, get on sweetie." I go on his bike, behind him. "Don't go hero mode, wrap your hands around me, princess."  We left.

Princess? Sweetie? Who in the fucking hell he is to call me like that? I am neither of those. I am just a person with anger problems! Not my fault I cannot calm myself down. I lean my forehead on his back. Shit.

Now when I think about it, I don't even know why I did that! Why on earth I did it? This poor man doesn't deserve this. Maybe I really need help with the anger. But I doubt something will help me. I tried everything to be honest. Still nothing. I can't excuse myself with hormones anymore, everybody knows it's not that. Everything is way too obvious. I am one depressed little bitch, who is still suffering about her mother's death.

And the only person I blame for my mother's death is my father. His fault that he let her die. He did this, he is responsible for my actions and suffering. Everything is his fault. He moves on, marrying again. And I am still stuck on the same place, wandering on the same ground on same problem... my mother's death.

When she died, she took a piece of my heart with her. I feel a hole in my chest, which I cannot fill. I wish I could get a glue, so I can stick the pieces back together. Fucking bullshit. Why can't I just suicide, why do I keep doing this? Doing the same mistakes, just because I can't move on? This is lame.

We stop outside of the warehouse. There are bikes and cars parked outside. He makes one of his stupid meetings again. Shit.

I walk to the door with Dante behind me, closer than needed but fuck it. Right now I don't give a shit. We go in and straight we go into his office. When I opened the door the people, who were sitting around a circle table looked at me.

"Heard of knockin'?" my father said

"What do you want?" I ask and Dante goes out and after few seconds he comes back with first aid kit box. My father shows me the chair and I sit, like nice puppy. I hate to be ordered around. Not anymore. Dante sits next to me and opens the box, and takes my hands and starts cleaning the blood off.

"Did you lose your mind or somethin' Liese?" he asked calmly.

I lean back and look at him shrugging "I warned him. He didn't listen to me" I feel pain in my hand and I clench it a bit, without saying a word.

"What happened. Explain."

"I was outside, sitting peacefully, talking to my friends, when this fucktard called me into his office"

"And..."

"And... I saw your friend. Miranda!" I chuckled, when he blinked few times in confusion. "Seems like she's in town again, probably moved. She was signing in her son in school. Aaaand then the principal called us in, talking bullshits with her..."

"Then?" he asked

"Theeen I interrupted them, so tell me what he wants cuz I was getting bored there. He asked me to be Miranda's son tutor and I refused. Then he said that's teacher's decision and you pretty know, I don't give a fuck about that either. He told me all the shits I've made on the school after... my mother's death" I slow down on last words. I look the table then him again "Warned him not to talk about her. He kept going." Dante took my other hand and start cleaning it too. "Want to know when he passed the line? His words are still in my head. Plus at some point he is blaming you about my attitude."

"What did he say?" One of his brothers asked. I looked him with raised eyebrow. Sky. He's one of the people who loved my mother.

"'Your mother's death ruined you Liese, and your father did not do anything about that.' Sad... " I said "Then I took his thing where his name was written and hit him. Then everything went black, I don't remember."

"You were beating the shit out of him Liese." Dante said next to me bandaging my hand. "She was on top of him screaming and hitting at the same time."

My father rubbed his eyes with his hands tired and looked me in silence, for a bit. We keep watching each other for few minutes.

"Why do you keep doin' this?" he said and I raise my eyebrow. "Why? What did I do?"

"You killed my mother?" I say and the room goes silent. "Moving so fast like she was nothing for you. Marrying after a year?" I laugh bitter. "This shows you what ass you are"

"You know the story, she tried to protect me Liese." He said.

"I am stuck here!" I said loud "She's dead because of you, and nobody else. You could tell her to go somewhere else... but you didn't. "

"Liese"

"How dare you?" I say with my small tremble voice "How dare you, not protecting her. How dare you making me feel like that?"

"Hun..."

"I hate you!" Do not let them see you are weak. "You and your fucking whore and bastard." I hiss towards him.

"Watch your words"

"Or what? You know I am right. You know I am stuck, that I can't get over with it, while you are playing on happy family with some whore here? Is this bitch is more important than your own daughter? You did fucking not come to me, asking me how I feel! I didn't move from her grave for whole week, looking for you. Wanting my own father to come and comfort me, not those people here." I point the people sitting on the table

"Stop talking, while you can!" he yelled

"You can't accept the truth. Admit it!" I yell "You are nothing, but one selfish bitch."

"Take her home." He said "And don't let her go out."

"For that I am talking about!" I said and take the first aid box, throwing it towards him.