blue is the warmest color, arielle lynn [each kindness read aloud .txt] 📗

walk that far he says. I’m fine go to school se you there I say and turn down the road just get in the fuckin car blue he grumbles but I don’t I and in a couple strides he picks me up pressing hard on the bruises. I yelp in pain and he eases the pressure sorry love I didn’t me to hurt you he says I blush at the word love. Don’t call me that I say but I liked it my mother use to call me love. Why it fits you he says looking at me and tugs a piece of hair behind my ear. I’m going to be your crutch today he says so romantic I say sarcastic and I feel my self-giggle but it hurts. I like your laugh love he says and stares at me I feel that blotchy blush go up my neck and I shudder. We need to go I say and he looks away and starts the truck and drives out I turn the radio on and my favorite song. I whispered the words bobbing my head and I got louder until I was really singing my world shifting somewhere I don’t know where. I bit my lip and hummed until I heard a snort and then a groan. I forgot where I was and my eyes shot open Damon was looking at me you have a beautiful voice love he whispers. Thanks I say and he nods.

We get out of the truck slowly my body aching and Damon walked around the truck and put my arm around his neck. He smelled good I eased myself on his foot as he walked am I heavy I say and no your too light you need to eat better love he says and looks at me I snort cause I know I’m not that light. He shifts my body so he I’m pressing right into him so my head is in the crook of his neck. I look around and catch the eyes of mica she glares at me. Damon I can walk I panic. No you can’t your stomach is bruised and don’t worry I won’t let them hurt he says our heads are so close so are our lips I push back and lean my head on his shoulder. I look at it and I see ink without knowing I pull his shirt down and trace the tattoos I hear him suck in a breath. Love please stop your distracting me he says and I gulp I’m sorry ill stop I say and I put my hand down. We get into the school and he lifts me up so I’m kind of off the ground and I feel his hands brush my neck and then my back he traces little trails down my spine. What are you doing I croak out and he looks down at me I don’t know blue what I am doing but your fueling my actions he says. Sure I say and giggle and then yelp the pain spiking my stomach are you ok love do you want me to carry you he says. The thought of him carrying me makes me panic that would only fire up mica more and I don’t want that no I’m fine I say biting my lip cause the pain.

 

*Damon*

I don’t know what the hell I’m doing but all I know is that blue is melted into my side with her head pressing against my collar bone. Her smell wafting in my nose I look around to find mica I can’t believe she beat her up and made me angry. My lips ached to be on hers they stung so much it hurt the way her lips are so close its pure torture. I wanted to kiss her I wanted her to touch me in ways that were not very friendly like not at all hell I want her in every way every moment. My lips stung painfully but I won’t leave her cause she would be in danger very much danger and I don’t want that. Without knowing I place my lips on her head to release the sting in them but I need her lips and only hers. What are you doing she says but I ignore her until the pain in my lips goes away nothing love I say and she blushes. I could tell she loved the word love. My love it fit her so damn perfectly fuck it I hear her say and before I could look up her lips meet mine the sting is gone and her sweet plump lips burn the taste away. First it was soft until I needed more and it got rougher my one hand grabbed both of her wrist in one and I got rougher and rougher I nipped her lip asking for permission. But she didn’t reply so I nipped harder and she moaned and my tongue slipped in I played with her. Until she started smacking my back I stopped and looked at her tears streaming down her face no I can’t know I don’t want this she said and backed away from me. I’m sorry I got rough I say but she keeps backing away please blue I didn’t mean to I’m sorry I got carried away I say. No you’re not all you want is to get into my pants and I’m not one of your many sluts you can fuck around with she snips. And turns around did she really think I wanted to get in her pants if I did I would of already done it she is wrong to think that. Blue I yell but she is gone I need to get her back before mica gets her. I stare at the distant figure I need to convince her that I love her cause I do.

chapter 6

 

Blue

I fuckin kissed him my lips burn. What have I done this is wrong so wrong what have I done. A stabbing pain hits my head and I fall my world goes black and fuzzy for a second. I look up and its Mia she glares at me and I feel weak she bends down you whore fuckin whore she says and I feel her knuckles smash across my cheek it stinks. And I have the urge to scream cause the stink got worse you think you can just steal from me she says and I feel her knuckles come down on me harder. I yelp out the oh the pain it burns I know what feels to be helpless. Her knuckles hit my stomach and I bite my lip and I feel my teeth sink in my lip you will pay you stupid fuckin bitch she says. And I see james the james the one with the dog. What the fuck are you doing he hisses and he shoves Mia away hard making her slam into the locker he puts his hands under my body and scoops me up and slowly puts me over his shoulder. My lip is split and I have a huge cut on my head from her. I can walk James I say but I wince when I speak cause my I breathe in. no you cant wheres my cousin damn it he was suppose to walk you around school he says. You mean damon I say and wince when he moves me causing pressure on my stomach yes damon he says and walks me out of the school and I wince when the air hits the cut on my lip and forehead. I think I might go to my aunts cause this isn’t working out and im getting beaten up in a constant loop of pain and memories.

I feel tears slid down my face god it hurts god it feels painful. And without knowing I put my head in james neck and sob out cause I cant do this cause im breaking like a glass all of me is scattered into a million pieces and I cant find any of them there gone. James holds me and lets me cry I know his shirt is soaked in my tears momma had to leave me why couldn’t it be my dad he was mean and cruel my mom was sweet and caring. The burn in my throat increases and I feel like someone just poured gasoline on the fire sending my body into a fire a internal flame that wont go out

 

I sit on the counter as my uncle cleans up my cuts. Im sending you to your aunts blue I cant have this I cant have the teacher always phoning me saying that your getting beaten up tomorrow im sending you he says and I all I can do is nod cause if I say anything ill break into tears and I shatter and I don’t want to shatter. Go pack your bags he says and I slowly get off the counter and slowly go to my room. I pack all my stuff that I need or want like my cloths and stuff I pull out my ipod and stare at it. That was the last thing my mom gave me when I was younger and that’s all ill have left of her.

 

 

The next morning comes up and I get out of bed slowly I feel tears brick my eyes. I don’t want to cry cause then ill shatter and I don’t want to shatter. Come on blue my uncle says and I nod grabbing my bags and stuff I don’t bother getting dressed or anything. I just go down stairs and get into the car and put my music in. my uncle sighs I curl up into a ball in the back seat and cry cause that’s all I can do I cant fight ill be sleeping in this car for two days.

 

We're falling apart, still we hold together
We've passed the end, so we chase forever
'Cause this is all we know
This feeling's all we know

I let the music take me away from here from this place. Bye damon bye south Dakota I watch the small town slowly disappear new start new life here I come. I sit back and smile cause I know life will be better. I laugh and my uncle stares at me and smiles. But tears slid down cause I loved damon.

 

 

 

 

 

Bye

 

 

 

damon

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

this isnt the end of the book sorry lol

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