blue is the warmest color, arielle lynn [each kindness read aloud .txt] 📗

(blues eyes0

Damon

Blue who I say and laugh what a stupid name. That girl I know I can’t remember I think we had sex last night. She laughs and trails a finger down my chest and I falter a little.

Yeah blue she is really beautiful I like her hair James says. My sister frowns she hates when we make fun of them. I think she beautiful I mean take a look at her eyes no wonder they named her blue my sister says. I roll my eyes she would be a good fuck maybe she wouldn’t id never know. Wow I love when people talk about me said a quiet voice. I look up and my heart jumps and my pace slows she is interesting her eyes are the darkest deepest blue I ever seen her hair a light pastel blue. Where is damen she says? I look at her me I say smirking. Well guess what you’re stuck with me to show me around she says. She smiles and holy dimples.

I don’t like when people stare at me she whispers. And I look away and by the time I look back she is gone and when I mean gone I mean gone like she was a ghost.

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This shit sucks I grumble. What’s wrong my sister asks. I can’t fuckin find that blue chick I say. Somehow it bugged me more than before. I saw her somewhere around the football field she says. I look at her she is something I mumble. Catty nudges me in the ribs and I flinch. What she is something one minute she is there the next minute she isn’t she is like a ghost poof I say using my hands to make it look like something disappeared.  I hear a laugh it was musical and sweet I liked it. I turned around and poof like I said she was there laughing her lips smashed together trying not to laugh. I grumble her bag is slung over her shoulder her hair in a bun showing how big her eyes were and like I said before holy dimples. Sorry aloof she says and I quirk my eyebrow up aloof I said. And come on aloof I’m going to be late its quiet but I can hear her.

So blue why you moved here I say. Her delicious scent wafting in my nose. Vie always lived here she says and I laugh god how I hate people who lie. I’m being serious she says and I stop she looks at me and I realize she is being serious. I was home schooled by my mother she says. And tucks a loose strand of hair being her ear and I see transparent freckles dusted on her nose. This chick was something. Why did your parents name you blue I say. My eyes she says and I look there like warm swarms or blue like oceans that you can drown in. She blinks and I’m out of the spell they put you in. come on the bell is going to ring she says. As she speeds up I kind of stand there for a good couple seconds before my feet start moving. She sets me off edge come on aloof I got shit to do she kind of yelled. I nodded and set off to her.

So blue how old are you I say and she looks around and bites her lips and my eyes happen to travel down to her lips. I realize there plump and godly soft I’m seventeen she says and I look up. Then she turns into the classroom and I realize I’m not in this class and somehow it bugs the shit out of me. This damn girl is getting my inside into a war zone I growl and it’s almost like I can hear her laugh in my head. Holy calm down a screechy voice says. I realize its mia and I I’m not ready for this. I turn around and my eyes bulge her breasts are hanging out of her shirt her skirt is hiked up almost making her arse. Show and I my face screws up in disgust I didn’t really see of how much this girl really a whore a big one. Hey mia I say and she jumps at me smashing her lips against mine and I never knew this but her lips are chapped very much so. I have half of the urge to push her off but then that would start a war between people and I’m not wanting that.

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Blue

I sit in the classroom high school sucked ass and that boy is annoying. I bite my lip and write down notes for history. I sigh tired blue Anderson a voice yells and I look up a girl that just looked like damen but a girl version smiles at me. I fiddle with my fingers yes this is she who asks I say packing my books in my bag just as the bell rings. I’m catty she says I smile not knowing what to say did she want me to shake her hand or something or clap I sighed. Why did I ask to come to school high school sucked my lollipop.

She smiles want to come sit with us at lunch she says. I feel like I’m in mean girls movie sure I say plastering my fake smile sounding pleased. She smiles and say great yeah great I have to sit with this girly girl chick. If she is a giggler I’m going to punch her I hate being stuck with miss fuckin giggles. I grumble and I pull out my headphones and put them in my ears.

I let music turn the loud white noises go away my head hurts and my I’m hungry. I let the male version of close from tove lo play and let myself go one of the best things I can do. I walk down to the lunch room and open the doors and look around terrible I whisper. I jump when a hand grabs my elbow and drags me across the floor. I didn’t like being touched god no I didn’t without knowing I ripped myself away and stepped back my world spinning like a merry go round. Sorry I catty say when the world stops spinning I look at her her eyebrow quirked up and the face like omg she is a crazy on her face I shake my head and the dizziness is gone. Sorry I whisper and keep walking so blue why you moved here she says.  I roll my eyes mentally I was home schooled vie always lived here I say and I hear the laugh rising in her throat. I’m ready for it I’m being serious your brother did that too I say and stop by the line and pick up an apple with a water. I never really ate I ate once a week not cause I think I’m fat or anything I just don’t like eating. I look at her and she looks me up and down and I walk away waiting for her to come along she grabbed her tray and follows me. And I sigh why I bothered wishing I went to a high school. I sit down and I look over and aloof is there staring at me and my food. A crease forms in his head and I look down is that all your eating he says and I nod.

* this is my first chapter the chapters might seprate point of veiws so thanks and please add to favorite*

( blues hair)

Blue

*dream*

The thing swept across the floor. I stilled at watched in move across towards me and I gasp. Its ugly its face covered with a bag. Blood smears the bag I feel the cry rise up in my throat. Mom I cry out as I almost feel tears spill over my face. I want you to run blue and run as far as you can don’t stop until you can’t see me mom says and gives my hand a squeeze. Mom imp not leaving you I sat as tears spill over my face. You have to blue promise me you will blue promise me she says. And I nod because it’s the only thing I can do. She pushes me forward and hugs me. I love you blue she whispers and the thing the man grabs her. RUN BLUE RUN my mom say and I do run. I can feel the tears that spill over. Momma I cry as the man brings the knife over her throat and slices it. I run as fast as my legs can carry. I hear his footsteps and his grunts. My heart hurts my lunges are going to burst I want to stop and fall to the ground a scream. I duck into an ally and curl up into a ball. I hold my breath as long as I can as I see the man take off his bag and throw it. I want to scream I want to yell so hard it’s going to hurt he killed my mother. The man leaves and my body goes weak and I slump against the wall my whole world is shattered gone she is gone and imp left with in this world. The world fading and spinning momma I say and my world goes black.

*end of dream*

I wake up gasping for air my lunges feel trapped MOMMA I scream my body is sheeted with cold sweat. I curl up into a ball and back away into the corner into my bed as I look at room its dark. I hear footsteps he is back to kill me. And the light flicks on and I scream. Blue sweetheart imp hear my uncle says. I get off the bed and run to him and jump into his arms. MOMMA I sobbed she is gone uncle I sob again. He rubs circles on my back. What was it about sweetheart he says? Just hold me please I say and sniffle. He nods and holds me. Why uncle why did she have to leave it should have been me I say and cry again. No honey it shouldn’t have been you your mom gave you a chance she wanted you to live he says into in my hair. Do you want to sleep in my room I got work to do sweetheart he says. And I nod and he scoops me up and takes me to his room. He lays me down and covers me up. And sits at his desk and turns it on. I know imp save because he is there. My uncle found me when my mother was murdered he was a cop I remember him crying. That time I was numb and didn’t talk for months I was so sad and angry. Thank you uncle I say and he smiles I know that smile it’s sad and worried.

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I wake up the room is cold and I don’t