The Sparkle that Killed My Loneliness, Deb Weber [good summer reads .txt] 📗

couldn’t stop images and memories of him flashing through my mind. Wasn’t that what everybody called love?

The bay continually filled with ducks. I studied them and was jealous. Their lives were so easy. They didn’t have to worry about having a job, paying the rent and bills, finding a partner, or even about being happy. Why couldn’t I be a duck? Well, on second thought, that idea wasn’t too hot. I’d lose my memories of Reece and that just wasn’t worth it. I grunted, stood up and headed home.

Chapter Six

The night came fast and I still hadn’t heard a word from Reece. I was really worried now. It didn’t matter anymore what he’d think of me. I was going to call him now.

“Hello?”

“Reece, this is Jay. Where are ya?” Silence. I heard him breathing on the other end. I cleared my throat and waited.

“Jay… I know my disappearing without a word must have been a shock for you. I’m sorry. But… Ah god, I can’t! ­­-"

He’d hung up on me. Just like that. Now I wasn’t worried anymore, I was angry. What did think he was doing? During our phone call, I’d heard water moving in the background and a familiar sound of a ship swimming by. I knew he was at the bay. So I went there as well, ready to confront him.

I saw him right after I left the bus. He had his arms wrapped around himself and was looking out at the water. It was pretty cold and he didn’t have a jacket with him. A sudden inspiration dawned on me and I slipped out of my leather jacket and silently walked up behind him. Without saying anything, I dropped my jacket on his shoulders and sat down next to him. I felt him stare at me but didn’t turn around. I would let him consider his next move. However, contrary to my expectations, he didn’t try to explain anything. Instead, he pulled my jacket closer around his body and kept gazing out at the bay. To bystanders, the scene must have looked peacefully. Two men sitting on a pier and looking at the bay with the moon reflecting in the water.

After half an hour, I couldn’t stand the unfinished business between us anymore.

“Reece. I need to talk to you. I know I act like a shy girl most of the time. But now I’m gonna tell you the hard truth, without attempting to sneak my way around it. I love you. With all my heart. Do you fucking hear me? Reece, I love you!”

I shouted the last words and Reece stared at me with utter disbelief on his face. The next thing that happened touched my heart. Tears formed in Reece’s blue eyes. I hugged him tightly and whispered, “Yes, Reece. I love you and I won’t leave you until you wish for me to go.”

He squeezed the living shit out of me and then gave me a tender kiss, murmuring a happy thank you. We earned some disgusted glances from passers-by. Some even made resentful comments. But I only grinned at them and signalled them to walk on. Most people still don’t like or even accept gay love.

After that, we took the subway home together, not caring about how late it was or that we caught the attention of a lot of people. This time, it was my turn to inspect his apartment. Of course, his apartment was stylish, clean and big. The complete opposite of mine. Very shy, not wanting to dirty anything, I moved around and admired his home. When I was interpreting one of the paintings on his walls, Reece came up behind me.

“Jay, I’m sorry I ran away. That wasn’t fair. But I was so confused the next morning. I couldn’t believe what I had done. I didn’t know if you were still okay with our action the morning after. In future, I will be completely honest with you. Promise.”

I leaned back on his strong body and asked with a husky voice, “Aha, so you’ll be honest with me? Then tell me: What do you think about the idea of us doing it right now?” I felt vibrations move through him as he laughed loudly.

“Jay, Jay, Jay. Ever the perverted one.”

I growled at him but let him kiss me as an offering of truce. The feeling of our mouths meeting again with all the intensity and lust was bigger than any example (not) coming to my mind.

 

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Sparks shot from our bodies as we crashed to the floor. There wasn’t enough time to move to the couch or bed. The cold and hard floor would have to do. Need pulsed through me, waking up my little friend down there and letting my common sense up there go to sleep. This time, I told myself, would I make him cum before me. I almost ripped the clothes off his body, not caring or checking if I actually tore something. I couldn’t get to his active big cock fast enough. With one hand I twisted a nipple around and the other one occupied itself with his dick. It was leaking pre-cum in massive amounts. Reece closed his eyes and let his head fall back, silently enjoying the treatment. I hummed in agreement and doubled my efforts. When I added biting his neck to my list of activities, Reece came with a very loud cry, spurting all over my clothes and hand. I was sure his neighbors had heard that but didn’t waste another second on the thought. I pressed my sticky, cum covered hand to his mouth and let him lick up his own seed. The view was fantastic and made my dick twitch.

“On your tummy, my love…” Reece slowly undressed me and caressed my back with long strokes and licked at the occasional place. He also jerked me off with fast and hard moves. I was in heaven. At least, until I felt something very weird invade my ass. I hissed and was about to ask what the hell he was doing when he explained.

“I need to prepare you, Jay. I can’t go in with you being as dry as fire wood. Please try to endure it. You’ll like it soon enough.”

I growled and jerked my hips away when his slick finger wriggled inside me. This didn’t feel good in the slightest. It even hurt pretty badly.

“Jay, you’re cramping up. Relax.”

Easier said than done. I felt him adding a second finger. It was as if my ass was about to tear. Tears flowed down my cheeks and I whined. Reece soothed me with his voice and gave more attention to my dick. This helped a lot. The pain faded into the background. I mean, I still registered that he was now scissoring me, but as long as my dick was happy…

After five minutes of this, there wasn’t any more pain. Was I already accustomed to it? Reece suddenly pulled his fingers out. I moaned and was disappointed at the emptiness in my butt. He snickered and took a step forward. I felt something big and thick nudge at my entrance.

“Are you ready for this?” I nodded and squeezed my eyes shut.

He moved very carefully and entered me. The sensation was mind-shattering. It was odd and nice simultaneously. Reece started with slow thrusts.

“Ah! That’s good… You know you’re sticking your dick in my shit hole, right? I’m not even cleaned up properly… Ah!”

Reece gripped at my hips and guided them on his cock.

“Nonsense, Jay. You’re perfect and not dirty. Just enjoy it. God, this feels amazing!”

He picked up the pace and moaned with each thrust. I was also groaning and helped him with the movements.

“You’re so tight! You’re squeezing me more than any pussy I’ve ever tasted!”

This statement did not make me proud or happy. I was almost mad at him for talking about women and pussies while he fucked me.

“Hey, don’t you ever mention women when your freaking dick’s in my ass!”

He apologized fast and fucked me harder. I guess this was trying to make it up to me. I approved of the method and let my voice out. Reece’s balls clapped against my ass. He went in deeper with every thrust. Then, without warning, he hit my prostate. I screamed with pleasure and shouted at him to do it again. With careful aiming, he managed to hit my good spot every time.

Flashes in all kinds of colors appeared in my field of vision.

“Yes, Reece! Yes, again… aaah! Again! More, harder! R-Ree-ece! Yeeeah I’m cumming, oh god! Cumming!”

It was magical. We came together. With an almighty last thrust, he emptied his balls inside me. The sperm shot through my insides, flooding my prostate spot and letting me see stars. I’d cum all over the floor, creating a little pool of white seed.

Reece pulled out of me and fell to the floor. I still had the strength to turn over before my lights went out.

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The next morning it wasn’t the warmth of the sun wakening me but the very intense smell of coffee. My body ached everywhere. My back was especially sore, which was not surprising, when one considered last night.

I opened my eyes and there he stood with a mug of coffee and a donut. Truly, I couldn’t feel anything else for this man than pure love.

“Heaven must miss their best angel…” I teasingly said and was, for once since long, finally not lonely anymore.

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