Unintentionally Wanting Life, blueoceanwater [books to read in your 20s female .TXT] 📗

From the start I, Pearl Johnson, had a feeling everyday will be a terrible, terrible day.
All that happens is get lectured like heck from the WORST language arts teacher in the ENTIRE world. Don't even get me started with what she is like. I mean I don't even understand why she is even an English teacher when she can't even speak English right. Heavy Indian accent, makes a huge fuss if someone just turns around in their seat to ask a question to their classmate behind them. Whats up with that?!
Then there is my elective class. Wouldn't say its the worst, but the teacher ALWAYS stares at me like I'm a bad kid. All I do in class is just bang some drums at the correct rhythm and time and she gets mad at me.
Then there is my P.E. teacher. She's considered one of "the best" ones you can get. Everyone says you are lucky if you get her but I won't consider it. She makes me run extra for no odd reason! She even makes random excuses like: your not running fast enough (even if I'm being the fastest out of everyone) and all those other ones which don't even make sense at all.
Science teacher? Uses us as guinea pigs. She tries to see different teaching ways and see what is the best and she always focuses on me the most for it.
Math teacher? She says she gives tons of homework BECAUSE OF ME! Then as you might have though, everyone will hate me.
History teacher? Out of all of them? The best, though barely making it out of there. I mean at least she acts like shes trying to be nice to everyone but not particularly me.
You see, life is difficult. It wants you to make you commit suicide.

It was Halloween. The teacher apparently will give you a piece of candy IF you wear a Halloween costume. Guess what? I couldn't find one so the next day, the teacher gave me instead of a piece of candy, its a chip crumb. Now you may think "well what is so good about a chip?" HEY it is me who you are talking to not you so suck it up.

Then,of course, the usual day happens. Completely useless to even bring it up. But what ever. Its not like I'm going to get karma or anything right? I mean is it like I did something so bad that other bad things will happen to me? I mean seriously. My life cannot be any worse than now. But you know how you predict something is going to happen and you said it out loud but it came out as the opposite? Well that is apparently called "spoke to soon" Well that is what exactly happened. All of my teachers hated me EVEN MORE. Can't you believe that? I even got DETENTION from just paying attention in class and other stuff that you do to have the teacher think neutral of you. This is exactly why I hate life. Just like I said before, life wants to make you suicide.

(not done with the chapter ahum -blueoceanwater)

Publication Date: 11-07-2012

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