Fears, Gabby Kay [always you kirsty moseley txt] 📗

his face, puzzled and speechless. When his body slammed against the wall he let my hands go. I looked down at my hand and saw how red they were and slapped him saying "Look what u did to me!" He walked away and while he stood between the opened door he said, "Don't worry, I will make a decision." I didn't look at him, I just kept packing my bag all i wanted to do was go home. When he left the office, I burst into tears. I just couldn't understand what had happened. I was so disappointed in myself and I felt so guilty. I felt like i let myself down and I shamed myself.

That was my last day at work. It was at that very moment when i looked down at my red, sore hands, stamped with his finger prints is when i decided that this wasn't worth money. I made up my mind and left and this was my last day seeing this monster. I thought with me leaving I would have felt releaved but I was so broken into pieces. I felt like this man had taken something away from me and for an entire week I was in pain, crying and hurting from that nightmare I leaved. It took me much prayer and encouragment to feel better about that situation. Even if I didn't have a job I left with all my pride and dignity. I left knowing that no fingers can be pointed at me and that was good enough for me. The most difficult part was having to answer why i left and for a long time I was so embarrassed to tell people so I made up some story. I was more nervous as to what I should say because I know I would be having other job interviews.

I learned to accept the situation as horrible as it was and I feel better as a young person. Three months later I got employed and I was so happy. Never let your circumstances determine your next step and never allow people to have so much control over you that you forget your ability. The greatest strength comes from you. You become what you believe. Speak positivity into your life and then you will see result. I am a happier person today!

 

 

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Publication Date: 12-08-2015

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