Whatever Happened To My Rock n Roll, Hestrin Zantya [epub e reader .TXT] 📗

I arrived in New York, I met aunt and we went for a dinner at 7 o'clock at night. It was winter and I wanted to see the snow around the Rockefellers park. I felt so cold and empty inside, there was a black hole there, I couldn't forget him easily, he really broke my heart and I hated it. I skated on the ice rink that they had near the park, there were so many people and normally I didn't like crowded place. He didn't see me when he was skating with his friends; I wasn't paying attention to people around me, because that night I felt likes a zombie. I just skated my pain away but my heart was deeply hurt by a man that I really liked. He said sorry and he helped me to stand. I looked at him and tried to cover my face with my hands, he stared and said "what's wrong with you?", I just skated away from him and sat down on the bench out of the rink. He came and sat next to me with two cups of hot chocolate in his hand, he offered me one and I took it. We talked about lots of things but I talked more about my brokenhearted, his name is Alex, it was weird that I talked to somebody named Alex, I just thought life's so funny. Alex could make me feel better, I was worried if I could never talk to people anymore, but he's different because he was not really a man that I wanted in my life but he made me feel good again. 

Alex and I decided to spend our spring holiday in Dallas because I missed my dad and Jimmie, and that would be the first time for him to meet my dad and my brother. We have been together for a month since that night where we met in New York. I went to the rest room when we're waiting the plane, I saw Jason was standing in front of me and he recognized me, he was there withtout the baby and said that he felt bad because I thought that lady was his girlfriend, well she was his girlfriend but he did not love her anymore, she's the mother of that baby girl and she was there just to see her baby. I didn't know what to say all I knew is Alex was waiting for me and I couldn't make him waiting for me for forever. I told Jason it's all over and I moved on, I asked him to live his life and be happy. He looked so sad when I said that, but I didn't have another choice because that's the end of the story that we used to have in past. 

Alex was still waiting for me but he said something "Are you okay babe?", I knew that he might realize my face was a bit pale. I got a shock with the uninvited Jason and all the things that he said. "It's okay Alex. I'm fine, just a bit tired, well now we can go to Dallas and give me your rock n roll smile now!" we're laughing and then he showed me his super silly grin. m/ 

Publication Date: 07-06-2013

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