Somewhere, Jaqueline J. (jackysbuecher) [large ebook reader txt] 📗

I don't know why, but it seemed to be perfect... It looked like it was everything I ever wanted, all I ever need.
But it wasn't, it was nothing. I hoped, I cried and I died insisde.
What can I say? It didn't work, my dreams became true and they were the most bad dreama I ever had.. Sometimes I woke up crying and every night I woke up with a deep wound in my heart, because of the things I dreamed about

I don't know why, but it seemed to be perfect... It looked like it was everything I ever wanted, all I ever need.
But it wasn't, it was nothing. I hoped, I cried and I died insisde.
What can I say? It didn't work, my dreams became true and they were the most bad dreama I ever had.. Sometimes I woke up crying and every night I woke up with a deep wound in my heart, because of the things I dreamed about
I saw you and other girls, me alone... Again
I know that I'm not good enough for you
But how did it go that wrong? Please, please come, please hear me and please, please be happy.
You don't have to remember me, you don't have to look at me and think 'that's the girl I was happy with'... You just have to be happy... Somewhere... Without me... Please
I know I'll cry and I'll die... Maybe I already did it, but as long as I know somewhere is an us, I'll stay alive.
Don't be scared I know, that I'm going to be the one sitting there all alone and left from everyone, but I also know that it's my role. In this world I' just the girl who's there if you need,
but maybe... In another world or whereever... Somewhere I'm the one for you. Somewhere I'm happy and not afraid. 
For the time I know that, I'll be there, just for you, 'cause you're my reason to stay, you know?
happy.
You don't have to remember me, you don't have to look at me and think 'that's the girl I was happy with'... You just have to be happy... Somewhere... Without me... Please
I know I'll cry and I'll die... Maybe I already did it, but as long as I know somewhere is an us, I'll stay alive.
Don't be scared I know, that I'm going to be the one sitting there all alone and left from everyone, but I also know that it's my role. In this world I' just the girl who's there if you need,
but maybe... In another world or whereever... Somewhere I'm the one for you. Somewhere I'm happy and not afraid. 
For the time I know that, I'll be there, just for you, 'cause you're my reason to stay, you know?

Publication Date: 12-09-2010

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