Chanel, Tweety_96 ... [reading in the dark txt] 📗

fast.",he said as he was walking in the bedroom. "I'm actually almost a week." He turned around fast. "We didn't fuck a week ago, we fucked four days ago." So he's keeping track now? "That's exactly what I mean.",I replied smartly. He nodded silently. "So you was fucking another nigga behind my back? Every girl used to tell me you was a hoe!" I was so shocked, that I didn't even know what to do. I walked to the closet and got out a suitcase. "So now you think you gonna kick me out just because you cheating?" I got some clothes out of the closet and started to pack. I got everything that was important to me. A few clothes, my phone, toothbrush, Ipad, Ipod Touch, earphones, and my chargers to everything. He started to realize that I was leaving, instead of him. "Chanel. Baby I didn't mean that.",he started. Too late I was already walking out the door.
I grabbed my keys and went to the car. Jermaine followed behind me touching me, trying to pull me back. "Stop, before you make people think you're abusing me.", I said harshly. I jerked away from him and locked the doors before he got in. "Chanel, don't do this unlock the door.", he pleaded. "Jermaine, I can't do this anymore." I turned on the car and drove away from his shocked face. I love him, but I don't know what I'm going to do.
15 minutes later, I was pulling into my sisters' driveway. I was scared about what she was gonna ask me why was I here. I knocked on the door, even though I have a key somewhere in the deepest depths of my purse. "Chanel, I know damn well you have a key to this house.",she said as she was opening the door. "I know I just left it at home." "What are you doing here?",she asked. "I'm trying to spend time with my nephew!", I replied. She looked at me weird. "You really wanna see him that bad?" "I'm dying inside",I said as I sat on the sofa. She went upstairs and got him. All that was running through my head, is what Jermaine had said. Proves that every where you go, someone is gonna talk about you behind your back, when they don't look no better.
She brought a sleepyhead Cayden and put him in my arms. I just held him and looked at every feature of his small little body. This is probably how I'm gonna be holding my child, accept with a lot more emotion. "You told him didn't you?",she said. I looked up and nodded at my older sister. "Where's Caitlynn?", I questioned. She rolled her eyes at me as I was trying my hardest to change the subject. "She just got off her job,so she should be home in fifteen to twenty minutes. But she's not important right now.",she said as she squinted her eyes at me. I sighed. "I told him, we got into it, and I left, end of story." She grabbed a blanket and handed it to me to put over Cayden. "So what was said that caused you to end up over here?",she interrogated. "He just made me mad. I don't wanna talk about it anymore, and I'm just ready to go to bed.",I said as I put Cayden down and went to my car. I got out the bag I packed and came back inside. "So you packed and left him!!",She yelled. I held up my hand and carried the baby and my bag to the spare bedroom. I took a shower,changed, brushed my teeth and cuddled with my nephew all night. Work Things Out

I woke up with 10 phone calls,6 messages, and I don't even know how many texts from Jermaine. So he really was sorry. Every time I want to text or call him back I just think of him repeating what people say about me. I got up, changed, brushed my teeth and saw that Cayden was still sound asleep. So, I walked down the hall to Camryn's room. "Cam,Can I ask you something?",I asked. "What?" "Can I keep Cayden for like 3 days?" I hopefully anticipated. "Hell yeah, If you leaving now just dress him in something warm, and later when I get up I'll just bring over some clothes and stuff.",She said. "One more question." "What,Chanel?" "Car seat and stroller."I said. "Both in my car, my keys are on the living room table, and bring him here so I can dress him."
I went back down the hall and brought Cayden to Camryn. I got all my stuff out the room, and put it in my trunk. While I was downstairs I went and got Camryn's car keys off the counter and went back outside. I unlocked her 2011 Ford Edge and got his car seat and stroller and put them in my car. I went back and grabbed some toys from the bottom of the car. Cayden is spoiled rotten. I warmed my car up, locked Camryn's car, and went back upstairs to get Cayden. "He eats applesauce in the mornings, and by the time he gets hungry again,I should be on my way with his food and stuff.",she explained.
I nodded as I carried him to my car and then buckled him in. As I drove away I wondered what was it going to be like walking into my home. Was he mad or sad? Judging from all those phone calls and text and voice mails I got last night,he wanted me to come back. But as I walked in the apartment,it was just me and Cayden. I silently walked around with the still sleeping baby in my arms waiting for him to come out the shower or the bathroom. He wasn't here. Was he getting back at me? Was he trying to leave me now that I left him? It hurt to even think about it. I sat down on my bed and laid Cayden down and covered him with a blanket. I took out my phone and silently looked through the texts in my phone from Jermaine last night.
Right when I got to the third or fourth text, I hear Jermaine come in. His heavy footsteps pounded the ground as he got closer and closer to the bedroom. He stopped at the door. "Where you been?",he asked rudely. "Went to Camryn and Caitlynn's.",I answered, without looking at him. "You don't have to lie about anything." "Then if I'm lying, tell me how did I get Cayden?",I said as I pulled down the blanket to reveal his little arms and face silently snoring. Jermaine peeked over at him and sighed. "I'm really sorry.",he sadly said. "I just never saw that side of you towards me,and I was thinking about doing a lot of things last night,but I just went to Camryn's and slept it off.",I madly said. "These girls don't do anything for you,so why do you worry about what they say?"I asked.
He knows that he is in the wrong. "A lot of niggas be talking like they had you before,and that shit bothers me."He explained. I put down my phone and looked at him. He took off his shoes,jacket,and shirt,and I scooted over so he can get in the bed. "First off,They are talking about me because they know they can't have me. Second,no nigga just had me except the nigga I lost my virginity to. And Third,they are jealous of you, they sit in a raggedy stinking house with no car, no money and just STD-infested girls that ain't about nothing.",I explained happily.
"You accept my apology?",he asks. I nod as he kisses me on the neck and trails up to my mouth. "You hungry?",he asks. "No, I'll eat when he wakes up." Jermaine jumps out of bed and goes to the kitchen and fix his favorite cereal,Captain Crunch. I walk in the bathroom and stare at my stomach. It's looking like I have a pouch, but you can barely tell because it disappears when I put on my shirt. "Your getting bigger.",Jermaine said as he watched my stomach in the reflection of the mirror. I pulled my shirt down quickly. "I know,and I'm only a week.",I replied. Then I thought about Cayden. And started walking to the room when I realize that his snoring stopped. I walked in and saw him crawling around the bed. I picked him up just before he got to the edge of the bed. "Jermaine, is there applesauce in the cabinet?",I said as I was walking in the kitchen. He reached into the cabinet and handed it to me. "Thanks.",I replied.
I quickly fed Cayden because he was getting fussy each and every moment. Even though I know I'm a teen, I just don't have any problem with having a baby, I just have a problem with the thought of Jermaine leaving me. "What wrong?",he asked as he looked at me. "It's just that the reason I took so long to tell you that I was pregnant is that, I didn't want you to leave me.",I said. I looked down at Cayden, avoiding Jermaine's face.
He walked over to me and looked me dead in my eyes. "Who told you that I was gonna leave you?", he asked. "Nobody, It's just what I was mainly afraid of.",I said.
"I promise that I will never leave you, ever. Not you or my baby.",He confessed. All I can do is just stare at him. I love it when he tell me his real deep down feelings. Even though Jermaine doesn't open up on a daily basis, at least he's man enough to tell me the truth about any and everything. "So you really thought I was gonna leave you, so you left me before I can leave you.",He said. I shook my head as I put Cayden down on my lap. "No, I mean I would hurt if you left me, but I would be scarred for life if you left me alone with a baby to take care of. "I revealed.
Just then I heard the front door unlock, with Camryn stepping inside. "Chanel?", She yelled. "Back in the kitchen!", I replied. I saw her holding a miniature suitcase, changing pad, and a folded up playpen. "Hey, Jermaine.", she said as she strolled to the cabinets to stock up on baby food,cereal,bottles,and utensils. "Hey,Cam." Then she went to the living room and open up the playpen. "Cayden can stay here for a week and a half right?",she asks. I look at Jermaine. Jermaine looks at me. "I'm okay with it,but is Jermaine okay with it?",I said as I looked over at him. He nodded while smiling.
By the time Camryn left, mostly everything that Cayden has ever owned, was in placed somewhere in my house. "It looks like a damn 'Babies-R-Us' in here.",he said as he walked away. Cayden looked at his face and started to bust out laughing. "Awww, Baby he laughing at your face.",I laughed. Jermaine walked away again. I heard a knock on the door. As I put Cayden in the bed with Jermaine, I walked to the door. I rolled my eyes