BitterSweet, Miss09 [good summer reads txt] 📗

I was sitting here in fear wondering who it could be. All I could be was from the knee down I suddenly regconized who it was, I ran to him like my life depending on it. I ran and jumped on him once I got down I hugged him and kissed him passionatly, I felt waves of shocks pass through me it felt like I was in Heaven no one could ever seperate us no matter what he was mine, forever.

My alarm clock buzzed waking me up instantly, I laid there what almost seemed like forever thinking about the dream I just had. everything felt so real like it was actually happened, I couldn't get my mind off of it. I realised the time 8:10, I jumped up relising I was going to be late for school I took a 5min shower put a pair of black skinny jeans with a Foster The People shirt and a grey sweater. I grabbed a my bag and a granola bar and was out the door. I rode my car to school, I liked my car it suited me a black small car, it wasn't the best but I loved it.

I ran straight to my locker as soon as I opened it I saw my name with letters across Scarlet Rose, I designed my locker it was blue all over with different colored dots with my name across, it was simple just like I was. I looked into the mirror I looked like always long black hair with light blue eyes changing green depending on my mood I was pale, I like the way I looked simple and care free.

I had no friends, I guess I never tried to make any I liked being by myself I always felt peaceful and calm. No one paid any attention to me I guess you could say I was the outcast of the school. My first class was History my teacher was Mr, Crane he was a cool teacher but when you get him mad it over for you but I managed to stay on his good side just like I was with all the other teachers.

When I walked in everyone was already paired up there was only one desk left, I walked to it and sat down I guess I had no partner but I was cool with it like always. We were in the middle of class when there was a knock on the door. When Mr. Crane opened it a boy walked in introducing himself a Damon he was the new student. He looked familiar but I couldn't quite put my finger on it, He had dark brown hair with the most amazing hazel eyes I stared into them I never saw anything quite like it, He had big muscles not to big but just right for him like they belonged there he was standing there with a god like compelexon and the way he talked I got lost in his words. All of a sudden Mr. Crane told him to sit by me I instantly snapped out of it I thought to myself you cant feel this way hes way of your league snap it now, I managed to I relised he probably a player thinking he could get girls anytime I hated guys like that they annoyed me to my fullest.

" Hey,My name is Damon." I just said Hi and tried my best to ignore him " And your name is " I froze up not knowing what to say I instantly repiled " uhh scarlet, Scarlet Rose" I instantly regret it I sounded like Cody Banks I smirked laughing to myself " whats so funny," Damon said I repiled " Nothing." He just smiled like he knew what I was thinking.

When class was over I had a hard time getting out since all the girls were already rushing to go meet Damon. I didn't care I should have known this would happen. When I was walking he turned up out of nowhere asking me why I left so fast, I lied and said " My class is on the other side of the bulding " He looked confused and said " Aren't you in Physics next which is right down the wall" I was suprised he knew what class I was in I asked him how he shrugged and said " I guessed " A part of me knew he was lying. I said " bye " real fast and walked away I didn't wanna get involed with him He was just some player.

School was over and I was glad , I went to my car in the parking lot Damon was standing there I thought he was waiting for me , When I realized he was standing by his car, His car was Black and looked brand new, I didn't know much about cars so I couldn't guess what kind it was. I tried to walk really fast to my car but he talked before I could " hey you " I said hi in a whisper he asked me something I didn't want him to mention it at all couldn't he just leave me alone and go talk to her a annoy them " why'd you walk away so fast, I'm just trying to get to know you and figure out why you were lying to me." I froze completely but then all that stress came out " Because why me ? why talk to me go to some other girl. a girl that deserves you and is in your league, don't you get it I am a outcast we don't belong together at all there is soo much girls in that school that are way better so please go talk to them instead of me!" instantly I regreted my words I am so stupid I don't even know if he was hitting on me I just assumed . after a minute which seemed like forever he spoke " No girl is better than you, how could you think that I would rather talk to you . you are the realest girl in that school they are all but nothing to me you are something truly amazing." I was utterly shocked .

not knowing what to do I jumped in my car and drove away I drove to the safest and calmest place I knew . As soon as I got there I felt safe the view was just amazing, I sat on the clift looking out at the sea it was so blue it was never like this, it was around evening and the sun was starting to set, the sky was pink and orange and yellow It was so beautiful it took my breath away. I sat there for an hour think about Damon I decided to ignore obvisiouly this was one of his tricks as a " player " I went home worried about my mom she was probably home already, she worked as a assinstant nurse working hours from 7 in the morning till 7 in the evening sometimes she had night shifts, it paid really well we had enough money to ourselves after she was done paying the bills.

When I got home she was pacing back and fourth She insantly looked at me " And Where were you young lady" I lied and said " I had to finish work at school" she looked at me for a few seconds to see if I was lying I was so nervous but she believed me . I had some dinner and went to my room I went on my laptop and studied , but I don't know what for I guess just to keep me mind off of things at the moment. I went to bed at midnight tired I wasn't able to sleep like my body wasn't letting me I finaly went to bed at 2:00 its going to be a very long day at school tomorrow.


I woke up very early, this was the worst sleep I ever had I woke up around 6:10, but today I wanted to miss school, I knew my mom wouldn't mind she never did as long as my grades were good and she knew where I was it was all good. I went back to sleep. I was standing there not knowing where I was then I saw Damon staring at me with those beautiful eyes of his, all I could do was stare it took my breath away they looked so divine, like something magical I got lost in his eyes fast, but soon they turned of fear he shouted " Scarlet watch out!" I didn't know what he shouted for so I turned around and right away someone was running at me, I froze knowing it was no use to run he was so close his eyes scared me they were red and almost seemed black at the same time, before I knew it Damon jumped in front of me taking the hit from the guy, I stood there shocked not knowing what to do.

I jumped up grasping for air I felt a horrible feeling in my gut like I lost someone important, someone close to me. I couldn't get use to the feeling it was something I never experienced even worse than when Dad left, all I wanted to do was cry but then I realised I had nothing to cry for I had a Dream a bad one but why did I feel so horrible?
I tried to shake the feeling off but I couldn't when I looked at my alarm clock it was 4:00 how Could I sleep so late? I felt like it was only 10 minutes ago I dazed off to sleep, I felt confused but at the same time relieved I missed school able to get away from Damon., for once I felt good again, ever since Damon came I felt like I was hanging from a cliff about to fall into unknown never