The Girl with Silver Eyes, Kaitlyn Fetterman [speed reading book .TXT] 📗

I get a tie, if I look at humanness definitely a werewolf and if I look at more of a life a vampire. So it was a dead tie.
Vampires had amazing strength and speed along with the five senses that were enhanced. The sight was amazing during the night, but a little on the bad side during the day, the listening was good all the time along with the other three. I could do anything with all that and have a blast.
Werewolves on the other hand, changed into giant, massive wolves and had a never-stop-growing pack to call a family. Not to forget the incredible mind link with the other members of the pack. You also were born with a mate that was your perfect match and I couldn’t leave Carter. Not after him putting up a fight just to win me over, and putting up with Jack and his side-comments.
Both had good things and both had bad, and both were amazing and abnormal things that aren’t supposed to be real. Somehow I had to figure out how to pick between something I have always wanted to be and Carter, the love of my life. I punched the bed at the thought of choosing, not hard enough to break anything though.
Carter walked in the door and sat by my feet on the bed. He didn’t look happy at all like he had this morning or every time he was with me. “You want to be alone?”
I shrugged. It didn’t matter to me all that much whether he was here or not, whether I was alone or not.
I spent the rest of the week moping around like a zombie or the living-dead. Many people asked me various questions but I couldn’t answer them, I was too busy thinking. I had a constant headache that no matter what I took for it, it wouldn’t go away. That was a down side to being a werewolf, you can feel pain.
Everything around me, I was saying a good or bad thing about being a werewolf or a vampire which got on Carter’s nerve but he dealt with it. For me. Another upside, your mate doing anything for you. Lucas for Emily, Carter for me, it was all fantastic but is it worth giving up all that being a vampire has to offer. I must be crazy for thinking I would have a decision in a month and three weeks.
Carter put a calendar up on the fridge and crossed off everyday that passed and I hadn’t had a final decision yet.
My brain was telling me vampire, my heart was telling me werewolf and the rest of me was undecided. I hated that part of me that was undecided and I hated the parts of me that wanted vampire because of Carter. Was that my answer, a werewolf? No, I couldn’t live forever. I was literally driving myself insane with all this thinking, but it had to be done, I had to choose. Werewolf or Vampire?
I felt like Bella from Twilight, having to choose between Edward and Jacob. The only difference with her was that she didn’t have much of a decision because she loved Edward with all her heart.
I love Carter with all my heart but do I love him enough to lose everything that being a vampire has to offer? I always come down to that same dumb question. Was my love for him enough?
The Big Dare

‘Emma, you know you are like my best friend, no you are my best friend but you are making a huge deal out of nothing’ Emily told me on the last day of school. I was having a hard time concentrating on anything they were saying and I had already walked into two people and I had lost track of how many walls I hit.
‘You say it’s nothing but I say it’s probably the biggest decision I will ever have to make’
‘No, the biggest will probably be saying yes or no to Carter when he asks you to marry him. We all know he’s going to, it’s only a matter of time.’
‘That’s easy, a million times yes’ I said forgetting he could hear me. Shit! Shit! Shit!
‘Babe, did you happen to forget that I can hear you?’ he chuckled. I could hear the happiness in his voice and I laughed at it.
‘No, I know you can but I forgot that you hear everything’ I said.
He chuckled then went back to doing whatever he was doing before he heard me agree to marry him, when he asks. I smiled at the thought of one day being Emma Jamison, that just sounds so sweet and cute.
When I got home from school, I went straight to Carter’s study and right onto his desk to distract him. I was playing with his pens, trying to fling them at him when he got off the phone and smiled at me.
“So, you’re done with school until September, what can I do to keep you busy until then?”
I laughed. “You are so dramatic, I’m not going to spend all of my time moping around trying to choose between you and being a vampire. It just gives me a headache”
“You just now figured that out, it’s been three weeks since those strange vampires came and gave you the decision to make. If you look at it the right way then you won’t have a decision to make at all.”
“Hush, I’m done thinking about that until the week before they come and ask me, I think”
“Good, because you really need to clear that mind out, it’s got to be cluttered with all that thinking you do.”
“Whatever, I’m just glad that I finally have one thing in agreement. I hate big decisions”
“Oh, I should’ve been told that from the very beginning” he complained. I laughed and didn’t say anything else. I stopped playing with his pens and laid on the couch thinking about all the fun I was going to have this summer. I would go to the mall, the beach, and every other place Emily found summer-like or has one summer dress or something. She was such a girl, it made me feel like I’m a tomboy.
The rest of that day, I spent in Carter’s study watching him do whatever it is he does all day. I wish he could take the summer off or at least half of it.
“I am” he said. “After today, I’m all yours for the whole summer”
“Really?”
“Yep”
I ran up to him and hugged him so hard he couldn’t breath which for me was easy but I let him go before I literally hugged him to death. I skipped out of the room and straight into Lucas.
“Sorry Lucas, I wasn’t watching where I was going” I said and went around him up the stairs to Emily’s room. I knocked before entering only to find her sprawled out on the bed.
“What’s up, Emma?” she asked sitting up.
“Carter does have to do whatever it is he does all day this summer. I guess he took it off or something.” I said.
She smiled. “Lucky you, Dylan is going to Korea for something so his mate is going to be unhappy, Lucas is going somewhere so I’ll be stuck here and Andrea is going to Egypt. This summer no one is going to be here.”
I shrugged. “Don’t think of that as a bad thing, think of it as a good thing. We have more space”
“I suppose”
I spent the rest of that night in her room until she went to Lucas’s room to go to sleep and I went to Carter’s after changing. He wasn’t there yet but knowing him, he would be soon. I was right, within the next five minutes he was in the bed with me.He put his arm around my waist to turn me onto my back and pecked my cheek.
"Yes?" I asked with my eyes closed.
He chuckled. "Good night"
"You know, when people say that they usually don't wake their mate up in the middle of the night"
"Your loss" he muttered. I'm not sure if he knew I heard him or not but I pretended I didn't.

The next day I spent most of my time in Emily's room with her and Andrea. Carter and Vincent had gone somewhere for something and would be gone until at least five. We used that time to spend some time together. We played one of my favorite games, truth or dare.
I learned very quickly that saying Dare to Emily was basically asking for something bad. It was my turn and I had said truth to her five times in a row so I had to say dare. Carter had gotten home right as I said Dare.
"Get Carter alone" she began smiling. "Then make him think that you wanted some then give him one last kiss and walk back up here."
"No way, that is too mean"
"You said Dare"
"I had to"
"And you have to do this"
I groaned before going downstairs and finding Carter in a pack meeting in the living room. He was going to kill me. I peeked my head in the door and met his gaze.
"Can I steal you, for five minutes?" I asked in a sexy voice. There were a lot of gasps in the room and shocked expressions. The conversations using the mind link were nasty thoughts, good but nasty.
"Sure, babe" he said and walked over to me. "Yes?" he said when we were alone in the kitchen.
Before I could do anything he spoke again. "And if you are going to do that dare that Emily said, you might want to think again"
"You heard that?" I asked. Crap! Crap! Crap! He was going to kill me, later.
"I'm the Alpha, I hear everything." he said. "So that what you wanted to see me for?"
"Kind of"
He chuckled, kissed my forehead and went back into the living room. I went back upstairs and plopped sown on the pink couch in Emily's room, giving her a nasty look. She glared at me then returned to her game of Truth or Dare with Andrea. She knew I didn't want to play anymore.
About the time when I knew Carter would be coming to bed, I changed into something that was sure not to tease him and walked into his room. He wasn't there yet, but by the clock on his bedside table, I knew he'd be up soon. And five minutes later he was climbing into bed, next to me.
He put an arm around my waist and made circular movements with his finger on my hip. "I've barely seen you all day"
"I'm sorry" I said rolling over to face him. As soon as my lips were in reach of his, he was kissing me. I moaned as soon as his lips touched mine, I hadn't kissed him since yesterday which was too long. He smiled against my lips and I