My Personal Hell on Earth, true.vampire.witch NJS [top books to read .txt] 📗

as far I went I still felt like I was being watched and now whoever, I know it's human and a guy he accedentaly let his feelings shine through when he was trying to read me, was watching me and continuing to try and probe my mind.

I would never realy sleep I always tossed and turned I woke up like every five minutes one time I woke up and saw Ben at the end of my bed but he wasn't realy there I know because I saw my mom step dad brother and sister there before now I'm just seeing things or so i thought.

Pain ripped through my mind, someone is trying to read it forcefully I hate it when that.... that thing does that whatever "it" is it's not the warm touch of the beginner mind reader that was on my bus the day before my brother was thrown out the window.

Images flashed in my head of my family my mom, step-dad, sister, brother all of them.

A lump formed in my head as "it" tryed to break through the berried I had on memeries that I locked away memorries I swore never to remember. That pissed me off and scared me at the same time I locked away the memories for a reason I don't know the reason it was locked away with those memories none the less there was a reason.

"GET OUTA MY HEAD!" I screamed then I started fighting back mentaly I felt "it" crumble a little as "it" tryed to hold on tryed to control me but I would never allow it.

I slipped into my coma state in order to fight this thing head on.

My brain was misted over not a good sign all I saw the thing trying to break the "locks" which bound the memories I swore never to remember.

It was cloked I couldnt see what "it" was but i did know it was not a person not a human not anything I've ever heard of or seen on T.V. even it was floteing as in it has no feat it didn't seem to sence me probably 'couse this was my brain I laughed silently. I threw a mental blow at "it" and the thing fell and hit hard I winced remembering that getting hit INSIDE my brain wouldn't be such a good thing it hissed at me.

"So your the piece of shit that's been hissing in my brain? Huh!" I laughed I easily killed whatever it was or at least I thought I did.

I sat down to concentrate so I could go back to being conciouse when I felt a blow to the side of my head it was a physical blow and it hurt like hell!

I sat up still in my own mind, I was being attacked not me but my unconciouse body!
"The cowered!" I yelled.

Sudenly i smelled something very familiar, something... something I liked. Recognition flooded my mind litteraly I was head deep in memeries of his smell his funny lookin smile, the one dimple, his beautiful eyes everything!
"NO!" I screamed the thing wasn't in my head anymore but if I'm right if Ben is there protecting me on the outside he has no idea what he's up against. Not only that but if he's fighting for me the thing will know that he cares and if "it" knows that he cares then the assumtion can be made that I care about him and killing Jack too would be on the top of the things to do list!

"AHHHH!" I screamed "GET YOUR UGLY FLOATING SELF AWAY FROM HIM!" I screamed my power full blast jolted me out of my coma state.

I jumped up and as my fear was realized it pissed
me of more.

My hands were glowing that's never happened before...
"Cool!" I said without thinking.

Ben laughed, then got hit in the head I got scared and angry and the thing and flung my hands out a stream of white and blue energy of some kind came out of my hands and hit "it". Poof gone like a magic trick I couldn't see the thing anymore at least, I couldn't sence it either.

Ben stood up rubed his head and asked "Why you not let me have any fun?" with fake sadness filling his voice.

I laughed even though I should be pissed at him, but hey the guy saved me life.

I walked up and shoved him, "Why do you like to try and get yourself killed?" I said smileing.

"'Cause I'm awesome like that so, HA!" He punched me in the arm, but not with his hand with his... mind!?

I was so shocked I whispered, "It's you? Your the one who's been trying to read my mind!" my anger was riseing.
"YOU! Why the heck have you been trying to read my mind!?"

He could tell I was getting mad, but he didn't back down. I knew he wouldn't he's Ben of corse he would never back down, he'd never admit he was scared either.

"Because I was worried about you. I didn't want you to hurt youself or anyone else, and when you tried to knock me out I just knew something was wrong." He stated mater a factly.

He spoke so calmly it calmed me down... way to quickly I realized. Ben had done his homework on mind reading and mind control then I realized he was touching me his hand was resting lightly on my shoulder I knew right away what he was doing he has the mind control gift I jumped back and sat on the bed and cryed.

He was makeing me show my emotions, it's part of the gift, I was ganna get him for this! I swore I would never let any emotion show again he made me show happiness and now my sadness what's next? Hate, love, pain, anger, ect. he sat down and said it was ganna be ok. I hoped he was right but I knew he wasn't. He was always a bit of an opptomist... well at least around me and his other friends, "So" I said sniffing, "How'd you find out about your powers?"

"Ha, that was easy I started hearing peoples thoughts in my head!" He said smileing.

I laughed, "So you decided to just follow me?"

"No, I watched you from a distence when I tried read your mind I felt you fight back and put up like an invisable wall or something."

So he's the one who's been watching me at least it wasn't some kreep.

"Ha Ha you need to do more research in mind readin' little boy!"

Oh Shut up!" He laughed

I laughed realy hard and he punched me in the arm, but this time with his hand.

"Oh, and Ben you will never be able to make me shut up my talking skills are far beyond your powers speaking of we should probably teach you a little more about them, yes?"

"Okay...?" He looked realy funny, hair all messed up he looked like a girl having a bad hair day except he's not a girl and he looks good with long hair except for the blood stain in his hair he looked realy cute. Well... At least I tought so.

"Okay first things first when you touch someone you can controle thier mind for a short period of time there are ways to lengthen the hold on ther mind but most of them I'm pretty sure you would only wanna do to a girl. Anyway if you touch someone you can make them do pretty much anything you want them to and I meen anything from killing themselves to killing someone else excetera." I said as calmly as posible I've been working on my powers for months and still havn't been able to control people for more then a split second but most of the time that's all I needed.

Bens powers for this sertain use are far beyond mine as far as I can tell but he hasn't been able to move things with his mind very well---

Ben interupted my thoughts, "Jean, does that meen like I could make someone hit someone else, if I was to lazy to do it?"

"Yup." I said giggleing, "You could make a girl kiss you break up with you so you didn't have to... Because I know how much you don't like to "hurt" people." I rolled my eyes remembering how he hadn't wanted to "hurt" Jennifer so he broke up with her by telling someone else to do it made her feel worse, made her feel like... like she wasnt worth enough for him to take time and tell her why he was breaking up with her. I meen a note isn't much better but it's better then being in the room and walking away from them while the person is being broken up with and letting someone else do it.

I remember how my friend reacted, how she... she just walked away laughing at him but i could see her heart broke, it hurt like heck.

I thought I would never have to expiriance such pain, such sorrow but guess what something worse happened all my family is dead and there's nothing I can do about it.

It's like that one time when I invited him over to my house last summer how he bit me I thought it was funny and kinda cute. I wonder if he wished i kissed him or not? If it wasn't for that story he told me about Destiny or what ever her name was I might have kissed him but probably not 'cause he was going out with Janet at the time. I wish he would have kissed me I would have kissed him back with intense curiosity I never kissed a boy before... well outa the family and I kinda wish he would kiss me soon.

I think he's realy cute.

Man it's great to see a guy so sweet cute and NOT gay not that I don't like gey people but you can't realy date one this is usualy the general rules for guys either they're dicks or they're gay it's like a one in a millionths chance u can find a guy like Ben and I found him and I let him slip.

I stopped so I could teach Ben more about his powers he was a very quick learner hich made me jelous it took me months to perfect my powers that's how long I've been on the run and it took him only a matter of hours.

"How's this?" He asked as he touch my shoulder again to control me... again, I think he just likes the fact that he can make me do anything he wants by just touching my shoulder.

"Release me and I'll tell you the truth." I said 'cause I knew that if I told him while still under his control it would be nothing but what he wanted to hear.

He released me and I told him the truth "That was perfect... again!" I let the exasperation fill my voice.

"Ok well it's getting late so you cane have that side and I'll take this side."

He looked at me and goes "We are ganna sleep in the same bed?!" The alarm, curiosity, interest were very clear in his voice but mostly alarm. I laughed remembering he couldn't see it with the bed made.

I deciede to go for it