MY HATCH POCKET JOURNAL, BILLY COY [mobi reader TXT] 📗

see, I am really sorry, keep calling that mate of yours the only fish in the sea, at least you’re being a fortuneteller, right. It will end someday, so what a heck.

Okay, life is like that, a lot of us get heartbroken, and although some of us take a vacation or leave from love, we still fall in love again another time around in the future, so what is that baby girl or mad guy? Just know that you can’t run forever. I bet you, you may go in another relationship with second thoughts, but still you might get jacked once again, when you thought it was different from the last one. Get a life, man doesn’t change but the things he or she creates or invents change him or her, so next time you want to fall in love with me, love me as I come, me, I can’t be any different or the same as the other person, just love me damn it.

If you’re a woman, you of all people should not be intimidated or get emotionally and psychologically drained by a broken love, heart or marriage, besides, you can manage those nine months more than once and the pain still doesn’t fade every round to the time of delivery. Thank God I was created a man, because that “push thing” has got some extraordinary pain that is worthy it at the end. I am most appreciative to all women around the world who take off time to make good love to their spouse and get pregnant in the process. I know sometimes it may not be out of good love making, but at least you manage to keep the


unwanted pregnancy for nine straight months and eventually push hard, and out the baby cries from all that long time of baking. Thank you ladies, I am most grateful. That is the most energetic and powerful thing to do in the world, of course second to serving our lord Jesus against all odds.

Have you ever been jilted or you’re in the waiting and just don’t have any idea, don’t look no further for help, just learn from a pregnant woman who has to go through sweet love making with a man, though sometimes it is not sweet but at least felt and sensational, and thereafter she carries the weight of the fetus for nine months, and then the moment we have all been waiting for, push honey, real hard while at it because you’re not sure that’s the end of it, there’re more to come; breakups are real and which single man wouldn’t want to have a child some day. And that is how you should deal with a broken heart or a jilted love affair; carry that broken heart and keep in mind that there will come a time when you will have to push it out of you, through pain and hurt. It’s a done deal I bet you, everything comes and goes away someday.

Once love goes amiss, there is always a reason to live on, because the hurt and pain will eventually go away. And please don’t hold yourself back and think that you won’t ever fall in love again, or find an equally beautiful or handsome lover; there’s still much fish in the sea anyway, right? You just get your mind on it and your eyes will be ready to see another one, even a much better one. If the hurt strains you, please stop and don’t be silly, stop talking nonsense to yourself, your mind, heart and soul, because just like a woman who gives birth in so much pain, doesn’t she desire her husband or man again and get pregnant once again, just to go through the same labor and birth pains? We all get hurt someday or somehow, but we should keep in mind that it is good to whine about it because that is the only best way you can release the pain, and thereafter you can reinforce yourself to recovery


and then you move on, and maybe love again; who said your heart was dead along with the hurt, you still wouldn’t be breathing if that were the case. Find better fulfillment next time, everything that happens in our lives, whether good or bad should always act as a lesson or a teacher to us, because if we don’t learn or pay attention to the good and bad things that maybe happening or will be happening in our lives, then maybe we will or would never really know about good and bad. And if it were only bad in the world then maybe we would not have to live even a single minute because what bad does is to destroy us instantly or slowly: emotionally, psychologically, physically, socially, politically and so on and so forth…

We all must have both good and bad times in our lives, but that doesn’t mean God doesn’t care or that he is with us when we’re doing his will and away when we go the wrong way. God is with us every step of the way, and some bad things that happen to us are from the devil, but God lets them take place in our lives because we have chosen to ride with the devil than him or it’s just to test our endurance, patience and faith in him. I know of good things that happen to bad people and vice versa. But that is all God’s way of showing everyone that he loves us the same, whether we do wrong or right because we were all created in his image, and he would never distance himself from himself. So, don’t ever think you’ve done so many terrible things in life that God can never accept you just the way you are or that you’re so good that you can never go wrong or that you stand differently from all those who do wrong, and hence that gives you the right to criticize them. Don’t get that naïve or proud, once you feel so good about the good you do, then that would be conceit or naivety.

Okay, less go back to jilted lovers. I once knew of a guy who fell in love prematurely because he had fallen in love with his girlfriend at first sight. I personally no longer believe in love at first sight; that’s not love at all, because love is automatically in every one of us, which is agape


love. But this other love that is so intimate and culminates into love making, has to be gradual, though affection and sometimes infatuation precedes it. And so, after you have got to know someone well enough and you still have much desire for them, then that is when you can say you love somebody, because love is blind and it oversees all bad and only hopes and is sure of good in the future. But love at first sight, give me a break! I might even go on a long vacation while on that break.

Yes, you might get so attracted to someone at first sight, but do you know that person yet or well. Who knows, maybe that person has had many negative encounters with many lovers and they (that person) are now out to catch every opposite sex who is ready to go on a lust or stupid infatuation spree.

And how do you know still if that person you have got so emotionally attracted to isn’t living in their last days, and they’re just looking for somebody like you to go along with to the world of nothing and cold silence?

Anyway, all I am trying to tell you is that love at first sight is just infatuation or lust at first sight. That is what you should call it. You can’t love somebody the first time you see them. You can get emotionally attracted to them but that doesn’t mean you love them, because once you find out that they are a serial killer or a rapist or dead broke than they would have portrayed to be at first, then I bet you would reconsider your love, passion and emotions. Don’t you have any idea that also those people that are now in a sour marriage were once in heavenly love, but as for now, they just can’t stand each other’s guts? And the result of all that is that, now, after sometime, every good and every bad stuff about themselves is known to themselves, and so it’s no longer a sweet exploration adventure it once was, it’s now a horror movie, a very stupid one while you at it.


All we need to do when we get emotionally attracted to someone at first sight, before we sleep with them or get them deeply involved into our hearts and life, we should first check out their credentials or life style resume. I am not saying you go through their wallet or purse for some picture of a family (wife and kids or vice versa) or hire a spy, no, that would be breaking an entry or being over nosy. All you need to do is study them all through your interaction with them and learn to appreciate them for who they really are; and if who they really are doesn’t suit you, don’t waste his or her time or resources, just let it go please. And oh, by the way, there is also sexual attraction besides emotional attraction; it is inter-twined in what people mistake for love at first sight too, which is also, in real sense, lust or stupid infatuation, period!

So, this guy I was telling you about earlier on, who had fallen in love prematurely, because, of course of the love at first sight syndrome. For him, the real diagnosis was sexual attraction. He fell in love with a girl he met on a cruise, of course at first sight and they even slept together three hours later after talking to each other. I guess they both fell for each other in guise of love at first sight. Well, after the cruise, they continued seeing each other and making good sweet love that it seemed to be the only love at first sight that was real.

Anyway, two months into the relationship the guy started to have second thoughts about the girl, for hell’s sake, she was getting drier every other time they had sex. She no longer had lubrication, period! Where? You know where if you’re an adult or have done it before. And boy, he never stopped applying ice on his third shorter leg whenever they had sex, and she definitely was not okay thereafter either. It started to really feel uncomfortable: the worst disaster that could ever happen in love, most especially in love that was after first sight.


The guy went on to discover that it was smooth sailing at first whenever they had sex because the girl used lubricant creams, and now that all the lubricant cream manufacturers all over the world had been shutdown in bid to sustain the environment, the truth had to come out. She