In my eyes, estella lavato [red white royal blue .TXT] 📗

I ask for help in my prayers. But no one come and help.
I was at school one day, i stayed after school to finish my painting. Out of the middle of nowhere a ghost just came out and threw me across the room. saying over and over that i was supposed to help him. Iget beat everyday by a ghost. theres nothing my mom can do or my dad. i cant do nothing my self.

I go to sleep in the morning on weekends, because thats when they really beat me at 12:00 am. i never go to sleep at night because they can easly grab me out my bed and throw around. the scarest ghost im really scared of is NAX. He would come to me amd do all types off stuff to me. 2 weeks ago he threw me to my dresser and started to push, choke, pull, punch, and kick on me. i always have briuses on my skin.

I'll go down stairs and my mother would run to me crying her heart out, and for my dad he'll just throw things around the house. ill go to school the next day and everyone when i say everyone would stare at me. even some teachers would cry. one day i got on my knees begging god to stop the ghosts from hunting. i see them everyday, i hate this curse. i would one day end up killing my self. to see ghost its a nightmare. please do not wish you can do that or talk to them. they pop up when they want to. they can choose to kill you if they want. i dont know why they didnt choose to kill me. it'll be easier. for us both.

Tonight i have to keep my lamp on for i can see which ghost come and visit. not all ghost beat me, but most do. some are very touchy feely and stuff. sometimes i would sit there and talk back to them. some are very bossy. if you speak without asking they either throw you or smack you. sometimes i get so weak that i faint. i'll wake up in the morning in a hospital. i'll sometimes see my mom holding my hand crying her heart out.

so anyway, sometimes i'll no if a ghost is angery. my room get really cold and i start to wheez. i am really sleppy. i cant sleep at least not right now. it's 11:50 pm. so im reading one of my favorites books called a love niore. it's really good to read. any way i got my pain killers ready and my water bottle. one lesson you can learn about a ghost is they cant be tamed.

so i have one minute to breath. breath in and out. in and out, in and out.

here goes nothing.i shut my eyes closed shut.tightly.

nothing happened. i opened my eyes and screamed.

the dirty hand covered my mouth and i smacked it away and screamed louder. he threw me to the bed and climbed on top of me and covered my mouth. again. he hissed at me and said stop screaming you mutt. i stoped and took a deep breath.

"why are you dirty?" i aske
"where the shower?" he asked
"you cant answer my question with a question" i said to him.
" fine. im dirty because i fell in the mud.happy?"
"no.get off me you rag. shower that way"
i pointed to the hallways and he disappeared. 2 minutes later he came back clean as new. and when i say good looking i mean fine, cute, goddess. if i knew better i'll say that he had wings and a light following him. but my eyes like to play tricks on me.

" so name?" he asked
"abgail.abigail johnson. your's?"
"caspian."
thats all he said.
"nice name"
"you need help"
" i dont. now are you going to beat me or use me or either leave?" i asked sitting up dusting mud off me.
"neither."
i set my clock to 12:30am.
"listen you got to go. it's about to get real ugly in here and 5 minutes."
"i must stay or i get in trouble too." he said
"why?"
"my father sent me to this house. if i fail him i fail the kingdom."
"what kingdom?" i asked walking to him
"the light kingdom."
"wait-what?"
"every dead body have to step into the light. if they do not they turn evil. forever. they beat you. kill you. and haunt you for the rest of your life."
i was speechless.
"they do that all the time to me. thats why you need to leave. it's kinda embarressing for someone to watch you het beat up and not win. so go." i damanded.he's still here.
"go.now"
still here. he walked up to me and took me hand and said unto me" come with me"


We ended up in a weird magical place.
"this is zuky"
"this is who?" i asked
"zuky. it help you get rid of anyhing you want"
" my eyes. an it do that?!" i asked eagerly
"no." when he saw my sad expression he said quickly"but i can help you with that."
"how?" i asked
"give me your eyes and you take mines" he got to be shitting me.
"dont cuss you get trouble"
"you read my mine?"
"no" great hes lying to me
"i dont mean to lie its that i never get a chance to see in people minds so my dad say read their mind"
"great.heres your money. now take me home."
"thats your problem. when people try to help you. you push them away.abgail you need me. trust me. you do"
i took a deep breath and he took my hand and we started to fly. no big deal.
omg we'er flying. im so scared of hieghts.
" what is you?" i yelled
"nothing" he said
an hour lady he sat us down it looked like his room.
" abgailim here now. you lover and soulmate.i command you to make love with me"
i started to laugh real hard when he picked me up and sat me on this huge bed. he climbed on top of me. i stop laughing. he bent his head down to kiss me i turned my head to the side
"what is wrong with you?!!!!!!!!"i yelled
"shut up and fuck me"
"help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
im in so much trouble.

Publication Date: 07-31-2010

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