Take Me Under, S.K Nuanes [i am malala young readers edition TXT] 📗

Lucy shoved her face into her pillow, seeing if she could suffocate herself to death, she was having trouble breathing already, "Almost there...just few more minutes."

Lucy thought to herself as she had the pillow in her face.
If this way of killing herself then she could overdose on pain pills she had in the bathroom, that would be the least painful way to go.
She cried into the pillow was hard to cry and kill herself by cutting off her air supply.
Lucy pulled her face out of the pillow almost at last minute before she passed out she wiped her tears and looked at the wall.
"Why did he do it."

Lucy thought to herself.
She couldn't believe what a huge fool she was, to think he really liked her, she was nothing more then a shinny toy to him, open up the package, hold the toy close to him, play with it and then he throws the toy away like trash.
She exhaled and wiped her tears, she should of known better to think he really cared about her.
"Boys really don't care about you, they play with you then move onto another girl, with bigger breast or sexier body." Lucy mumbled to herself.
She wiped her eyes again, and looked at a picture of her and Xavier, she glared at it she grabbed it and threw it at the wall smashing the frame and breaking the glass.
The picture fell onto the floor with the broken frame and glass, she sighed and got undressed and took a warm shower she stood in the shower as she looked down to the floor thinking of what happened today, she got a safety pin and cut her flesh hard as she could, she twitched in pain, the light blood ran down her leg onto the shower floor, and it got washed down the drain.
The pain numbed her yet nothing could heal the damage that was left in her heart.

Two Months Later

Lucy sat up from her sleep, she sighed and shook her head and got up and got a black shirt on with jeans she put on dark blue gloves on, without no fingers.
She fixed her hair so she had her 'emo' bangs she put on her dark eye shadow with black eye liner.
She walked down stairs, it seemed bad, she saw her tabby cat sleeping on the sofa, "Hey Missy." Lucy said, petting the cat, who had a meow sound at Lucy.
Lucy sighed her brother came downstairs ,"Hey emo."
She sighed her brother was on the football team, he was caring but sometimes he would join in on the bullying at school.
"Hey hollow head." Lucy said, annoyed.
"Careful mom is pissed." Jake said, whispering.
Lucy sighed and walked outside, her brother followed her and they got into his truck.
"Is everything ok?" Jake asked.
Lucy rolled her eyes and said with sarcasm, "Sure Jake, everything is great."
Jake sighed and put the car in driving gear, both of the siblings were quite.
"Why is mom mad this time?" Lucy sighed, hating when their mother would become angry and scream at them.
"I don't know something about dad." Jake said, shrugging.
Lucy never met their dad, he left them when she was born. Jake knew him but he never said anything about him.
No pictures of him.
Nothing of his, Lucy looked outside as they pulled into the parking lot.
She got out of the car and looked at her brother who walked over to her and patted her on her head, "Just try and make it through today ok sis?"
She nodded he walked off to find his friends, she sighed even if Jake cared and tried to be the man of the house. He was captain of the hockey team a jock who was the older brother of a emo.
Lucy walked into the school, the hall ways were filled with students girls hugging one another, guys talking about what was new or sports.
Lucy fixed her bag and walked to her first period.

She wrote down the assignment and then she felt a hand playing with her hair, she turned her head to see Xavier.
"Oh, Xavier didn't think we would have this class together." Lucy said, looking at him feeling the pain all over again looking into his eyes.
"Well you know karma." Xavier said, shrugging.
Lucy was unsure what to say, she didn't want to stay in class anymore, she wanted to just walk out right then.
The bell rang, Lucy turned around, a note tapped her arm, she looked at it was from Xavier she rolled her eyes but she opened it.

"This class is gonna be boring as you were."

Lucy felt anger over take the anger she was feeling towards him right now she turned around and said, "Maybe you shouldn't of slept with my best friend!"
Everyone stared at them Xavier smiled innocently, "Excuse me?"
"Don't lie! You slept with her and now she hates me for no reason!" Lucy said, seeming as if she was about to kill him.
"Miss. Jennson!" The teacher yelled.
Lucy turned around there was the teacher tapping her foot.
"Ugh what.." Lucy groaned knowing she was in trouble.
"Dentition after school. Three o'clock." The teacher said, walking to the black board to write notes.
Lucy turned her head around to Xavier and glared at him he only smiled innocently as if he did nothing wrong.

At lunch she sighed looking around, she had someone she would eat with every day her ex best friend.
Her best friend name was Hannah.
She was Lucy's best friend since pre-school.
Ever since Hannah slept with Xavier, things went bad for Lucy.
Hannah knew Lucy loved Xavier, yet Hannah still slept with him, as if Xavier and Lucy were never even dating.
Now Lucy had no one to eat with, she sat at on a bench and looked around,everyone had someone to hang out with.
Lucy had other friends, but all of them were still in class, she sighed and decided to look for Jake.
If she could even find him, or if he was with his jock friends.
Lucy got up and walked around, she didn't think her life could go from a great happy life to a horrible nightmare.

She walked through one of the hallways, then there was Hannah, a black purse, ivory skin. She had long blonde hair with black highlights, she had a black tank-top with short shorts.
Hannah glared at Lucy, she returned the glare.
"Hannah." Lucy said, not happy to see Hannah.
"Lucy." Hannah replied, walking over to Lucy.
Lucy was unsure what to do, she was already in trouble it would be best not to start a fight and get OSS.
Then Xavier appeared from behind Hannah he smiled putting an arm around Hannah as if he was claiming Hannah as his own territory.
"Xavier, well seems as if you are in good care." Lucy said, rolling her eyes, not meaning one word of it.
"Yeah, she is amazing isn't she?" Xavier said, kissing Hannah on the cheek.
Lucy exhaled heavily and walked passed them using her shoulder to bump into Hannah.
"To bad Lucy Xavier never loved you,are a good little bitch." Hannah said, starting to laugh.
Xavier joined in at laughing at her, Lucy eyes filled with tears and she ran into the girl's bathroom slammed the stall door and locked it, she leaned against the wall and started to cry, she slowly fell to the ground and held her knees to her chest.
"I didn't do anything..." Lucy mumbled to herself and started crying into her knees.


She sighed and walked into room 203, dentition.
There were about six kids there including her, she found a empty seat in the back and sat down alone, she pulled out her math work and told herself "Might as well do some homework."
She got her pencil out and started writing on a notebook paper and answering the problems given.
Lucy was horrible at math she sighed knowing she was failing, but no one really cared much about if she was passing or failing.
"Look at the little emo." A guy said, referring to Lucy, a few other kids laughed, she sighed then rolled her eyes and ignored them.
He was one of Xavier friends, who never liked Lucy dating Xavier.
Then a guy walked in he was tall, ivory skin, dark blonde hair, he had blue eyes it looked like from a distance, a black shirt on, blue jeans.
He has some muscles, and he had a 'Asking Alexandria' bag.
Lucy didn't look up at him but she could see him.
"And who are you?"
The new guy rolled his didn't say anything he sat in the back Lucy looked at him, he didn't look at her he made sure there could be no eye contact.
Who was he, Lucy never seen him before.
She looked back at her work, she got up and grabbed her bag and walked out quickly then bummed into him, she looked up at once she looked into her eyes, she knew nothing would be the same again.

Lucy looked at him he looked down at her, glaring at her as if she was in his way.
"Mind getting out of my way?" The guy asked, raising an eyebrow.
Lucy noticed his left eye was cloudy it was a light grey and his right eye was a light blue.
She looked at him wondering why his eye was like that, he sighed and said, "Can I help you?"
Lucy sighed then said, "Um no I'm fine."
"Good." The guy said, walking out of the room.
Lucy watched after him, who was he?
What's wrong with his eye?

Lucy walked out to the front of the school and looked around waiting for Jake, he knew he would need to pick her up, she sighed and walked down the sidewalk, and she saw in the corner of her eye Xavier and Hannah.
She sighed and kept walking not daring to look at them.
"Why is