To love my best friend, Rose Gonzalez [the speed reading book TXT] 📗

of my friends she was short, she had black short hair and brown eyes and caramel skin.

" Hey Jenny i missed you so much. I called you saturday and sunday but you never answer." I turn around he didn't know i spend the weekend with Mike. And if he find out he was going to be pissed.

" Oh, sorry. Mom was home you know how she is."

" It's ok."

We walk back to our table where our friends were waiting for us. I only had five-real- friends, not including Mike. There was Miri,John, Sarah- who was tall, with blue eyes, red hair and white skin- Vanessa- who was as tall as sarah, she had hazel eyes, brown hair and white skin- and Andrew- who was tall and as hot as john, but was the opposite. He had brown eyes and curly brown hair with caramel skin just like Miri- they were my friends, my true friends.They were talking about their weekend, i wanted to join but i didn't wanted to lie so i just shut up. Then i got a text message from Mike, he wanted me to come over to his house. I text him back telling him i was in school. He just send me a sad face back. He was always there for me, and now he needed me.

" Hey guys i need to go, if someone ask tell then i wasn't feeling good and i went home."

" Why what happen?" John was getting up and everyone was staring at me.

" Nothing is just that i'm not feeling good."

" What's wrong?" Ask Sarah

" Oh nothing don't worry about it."

" Whant me to come with you?" Ask John. I shook my head, kiss him and left. Thank god i had a car, mom gave it to me in my eighteen birthday a month ago. As soon as i saw my black Chevy Camaro, i run turn on the engine and left school. No one saw me. I speed up and before i could notice i was outside mike's house. I knock the door and he open it, surprised it was me. I hug him and ask him what was wrong. He got into a huge fight with someone who was messing with him. They took his scholarship away from him because of it. His parents had money but they wouldn't pay because they say he had to find his way without their help.

" Hey, you know i have money, i can pay for you. I want to help you, and you won't be able to pay for your car and college at the same time."

" NO WAY!"

" Why not? i don't really used it and i know how much this means to you ."

" I say no Jen, this is your money not mine. If i have to i will just quit, shit. I have to call my parents." I waited for him to finish and by the
look in his face things weren't going well. He was sad college ment everything for him, it was a way of succeding without his parents help. They told him from day one he had to pay for his college, not because they didn't had the money but because they wanted him to be responsible for it.

" What did they say?"

" Like i say they are pissed, they say this was all my fault , they say i shouldn't listen to that kind of people."

" Sorry, i....i...i'm sorry ." I look down unable to see his face.

" Jen, you know what? never had sex with someone else's girfriend, well in your case boyfriend-having sex isn't that good- hey look at me." I didn't, so he grab my face between his hands and make me face him. As i look into his eyes the weirdest sensation run through my body. I ignore it and look at him. " You hear me? can i stay at your place? they are pissed at me and i don't really want to see them today. Well if that's ok with your mom."

" She's never home, you know that. So yes you can stay as long as you want." he nodded and we left in my car.He sleep with me like always. The next morning i went back to school. Since he didn't have school anymore, he stay home sleeping. I was heading to my fist period class when i saw it. John was kissing other girl, i didn't love him but it still hurt. How long has he cheated on me. Instead of runing away from them i walk towards them. I stopped about a foot away from them.

" Hey John, i can see you got yourself a new girlfriend." He was taken by surprise, i wasn't crying or anything like any normal teenage would if they saw their boyfriend with another girl.

" Shit, Jenny i can explain....I..." He walk towards me and i take a step back.

" I don't need to know.....I'm just glad, you make my job easier. You see i was going to break up with you, but i guess i don't need to anymore." I smiled at him and walk away from him before he could answer. I wanted to go home, but i couldn't that would be like telling him i was hurt. I was but i wasn't going to admit it to anyone but Mike. I got to lunch- word travels fast everyone knew by now- I was just smiling like if nothing had happen at all. John wasn't at the table, he was to the other side of the cafeteria, with the girl he was this morning.

" Hey jenny we are sorry, we hear what happen." Vanessa, sarah, Miri and Andrew were staring at me concern in their faces.

" Don't worry, like i say to John i'm glad he is with someone else." I smiled, and they smiled back.

" Ok, but what happen?" Ask Vanessa. I told them everything-except the fact that it hurt- and they were pissed at him. The rest of the day went fast, thank god for that. As soon as i got inside the house i couldn't take it anymore. I fall to the floor and started crying. I forgot about Mike, i tought he left, but soon i was in his lap. He hug me and then he help both of us up and carry me to my room. Once in my room he sat at the edge of the bed and sat me in his lap again. He let me cry until i was ready to talk. I told him what happen and just like the rest of my friends he was pissed.

" I wish i knew this guy, so i could beat the crap out of him for hurting a beautiful girl like you."

" You really think i'm beautiful?"

" Of course you are" I pull my head up and he smiled at me. Then he lead down and kiss me on my lips......wait kissed me? Yes he kissed me, and just like yesterday that weird emotion went through me. His kiss was sweet, nothing like i ever experienced before. He lay back, and i was in top of him. He never stopped kissing me. I was about to take his shirt off when he pulled away. I was breathing hard, he told me he was sorry and left. I stay there unable to move, i hadn't realize how much i cared about him until i kissed him. I Love him, but he didn't feel the same. I was crying so hard, his reacting hurted me even more then seeing John with that girl. I grab my keys, and i left my house, not bothering to take my cellphone i didn't wanted anyone to call me. Crying all the way, i was finally in the treehouse, there were so many memories of Mike and i together. I remember every minute i spend with him. I was still crying, and i remember him walking away from me. That was paintful, the worst thing i been through, i curl into a ball and fall to sleep.


Michael's P.O.V

I Left her, there i couldn't beleive i just kissed her. Damn it! i was so stupid, i just ruin our friendship. But there was something else to it.
Once our lips touch i couldn't help but think about having her, but not just to satisfy myself. I haven't realized i loved her until that minute. I have always feel something for her; that was why i spend so much time with her. I couldn't be away from her, i knew there was more than friendship. Everytime i was near her i feel full of life and happy but when i wasn't, i was mad and always looking for someone to fill my emptyness - thats why i had alot of sex- i thought it was normal after all she knew me better than anyone she was my best friend. I been fooling myself, to think it was only friendship, but she didn't feel the same. She was hurt, because of what that guy John
did to her, she probably loved her and i couldn't argue or do anything with that.

I got a call, it was Jen. I guess is time to face my reality, it has been hours since i left her house. It was nine already. " Hello."

" Michael hi, i'm Jennifer's mother....sorry to call you but i wanted to know if she is with you, i'm worried about her. I'm leaving and i haven't seen her at all, i got home at three and she wasn't here." What his mom, wait a minute, if she wasn't at her house and if she wasn't with me where was she at?

" No, she is not with me. But don't worry i'm going to look for her."

" Oh thank you so much, i got to go but if you know anything please call me."

" Sure" She hang up, i was worried but apparently she had something to do. She didn't care at all about her. What if something happen to her. I look for her everywhere, and I didn't find her. I text her friends but they didn't knew anything at all. It was 11 already and i still hadn't find her. I was going nuts, what if i never find her? what if i never see her again? the waiting was driving me insane, she was my life i just figure that out and I wasn't going to give up, i will find her even if i had to spend the night out looking for her. I will find her even if i had to turn the world up side down. I decided to go to our place, i haven't check there, i just didn't thoght she will be there it was cold and she hated to be cold. I sighted in relief when i saw her curl into a ball sleeping, thank god she was fine. I ran to where she was and pull her up into my lap. She screamed in fear. " Shh, is me Michael....God Jen, don't you ever do that to me. I was so worried
about you" She pulled away, and frawned at me.

" Is not like you care about me." She was crying, i tried to hug her but she moved away from me.

" What are you talking about? I care about you, i love