To love my best friend, Rose Gonzalez [the speed reading book TXT] 📗

you."

" Yeah right, is that why you left me there? you don't love me, no body does. The only person who love me was my dad and now he's dead, and my mom, she's never home she will be better if i just die as well. My brother, well i don't give a fuck about him. And you, you don't love me, you just...." She drop to her knees and cried even harder.

" Jen, everyone loves you, they just don't know how to show their feeling to you. You know your mom called me? she say she was worried because she hasn't see you, I'm sorry i left, i just....." I sigh, it was so hard to tell her the way i felt about her, so i didn't i just pull her up in my harms and kissed her again, it didn't matter if she didn't feel the same. I loved her, the only thing that matter to me was her. She kissed me back, i lay her back and went on top of her. I was breathing hard, her body was cold against my skin and she was shaking.

Today was cold, she has been here for so long time she was probably freezing. I broke the kiss it was hard for me to do it but she couldn't stay here any longer. " Come on Jen, let's get you to your house, is freezing and you are going to get sick".

" Thanks for making me believe you like me, the way i do. I know you don't feel the same, you don't have to pretend anymore i'm fine now. Are you going to stay with me? if you don't want to, you don't have to. You probably have a date like you always do." I kiss her again.

" I'm not pretending. But you are right i have a date, with the love of my life." She tried to get up but i was still on top of her. so i didn't let her.

" So if you have date why don't you just get the fuck away from me and go to your date?"

" Oh, are you jealous?....before you say anything else let me finish. I have a date with the love of my life who just happen to be..." She didn't let me finish, now she was pissed.

" Yes i'm jealous so what?... i don't need to know, just leave." I kissed her, but she bite me so hard it made me bleed.

" Hey, why you do that for?"

" If you have a stupid date with one of your whores, why don't you leave and stop messing with me!"

" I didn't knew you considered yourself a whore." She punch me again, it didn't hurt at all. I just laughed, she kept punching me, all of the sudden she stopped and stared at me. " What are you done? or do you want me to get up so you can beat me up" I was teasing her and she started crying again. I got up and she run away from me. She got down of the tree so fast, i run behind her. Finally i stopped her, in
front of the house.

" Can you just let go of me, i know you don't like me but please stop making fun of me."

" Jen, i'm not making fun of you, when i say i have a date with the love of my life, i was talking about you. That if you want to, I love you Jen." I kissed her again and pull her up in my arms, she wraped her legs around my waist and her hands around my neck, pulling herself closer to me. This kiss was everything, her mouth was warm despite the cold of the night. I slied my hands under her shirt, her skin was cold. She shiver and i pull my lips away from her. " Come on lets go." I help her in the car and turn the heater on. She was still shaking so i
gave her my sweeter. Once in her house i make her take a hot bath. She was wearing that Pj the i loved, the one with the super short, shorts and a black tank top that showed her belly. I was in a chair at the corner of her room looking at her up and down; she was kind of tall- not as tall as i was of course- she had a big butt and brests, and she was skinny, but some how she looked perfect. Her long light
brown hair was still wet and her eyes were light brown, with a shade of green on them, her skin was white. She smiled at me and ask me if i was going to sleep like that. I was wearing jeans and a long sleeve shirt." Why do you have a problem with my clothes?"

" No, i just know how much you hate to sleep in your normal clothes. i know you don't like pijamas either." She blushed, so i guess she wanted to know if i was going to sleep in my boxers. To answer her question i take off my jeans and shirt, she was staring at me up and down like i did to her. I walk to where she standing unable to move. I wanted to be with her, but i knew she was still virgin if we do it i want it to be perfect and special for he. I pull her up in my arms and carry her to the bed, i place her gently in the bed. Then i turn off the light and walk to my side of the bed. I lay back and she placed herself on top of me. She slighly open her legs i wrapped my arms aroung her waist and she went to sleep. With out having or thinking about sex, -i was happy i never though i will be happy to have a girl on top of me and not having sex with her- i watch her sleep in my arms. She was so sweet, and pretty she has been through alot of shit since her dad die, but know she had me to protect her. While i was alive nothing bad was going to happen to her ever.


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