To love my best friend, Rose Gonzalez [the speed reading book TXT] 📗

I hate my life, i hate my family. Basically i hate most of everybody. If there is someone in this fucking worl i don't hate is my friends, they are the onlythig real in my life. I hated my life,i hated my family, i hated most of everyone except my friends. They have always been there for me. Unlike my family-
meaning my mom-who thought all i needed was money and a life without difficulties. My mom was always working-or with one of her boyfriends having sex or something like that-my dad past away three years ago, he was the only person who understood me and i love
him so much. I had a brother, he got merried six years ago and moved to Hawaii with his wife so he didn't live with us anymore. I was stuck with my mom, it was like i was her only child. My brother rarely talk to her since dad past away. However if he called it was only because he needed money. Dad left us alot of money but he spend all of it in a house he bought over in Hawaii. He didn't visit, and mom hated planes so she didn't visit either. I didn't like him so everytime mom suggested me to visit i told her i had other things to do. It wasn't true but i just couldn't tell her i hated him. Besides i loved my friends and i wasn't going to leave them, even if it was to go over to Hawaii, i wouldn't mind but my brother was there and been near him wasn't something i wanted to happen.

Today was saturday night and mom wasn't here- like always it was like living by myself- and i was home alone. I decided to text Michael, he was my best friend, i knew him since i was little. He was two years older than me- he was 20 and i was 18- he has always been there for me. If i needed him he would be there no matter what. If you don't belive me let me tell you this.Two months ago i got into i big argument with my mom. I call him to pick me up-i didn't have my beautiful 2011 black Chevy camaro-, he wasn't at his house wich was ten minutes away from my house. But he told me to wait for him in our place-wich was the an abandoned house a block away from my
house, behind the house was a tree with a treehouse on it, that was our place- i grab my cellphene and bag and left. I waited 20 minutes for him, but finally he was there. He pull me into a hug and kiss my forhead. He asked me if i was ok and i told him what happen. He pull me into his lap and told me everything was going to be fine and not to worry about my mom. I ask him if he could stay here with me-at the treehouse- and he said that this was not a place for me to stay at and he took me to his house. Furtunatelly there was no one in his house. So we didn't have to hide from his parents-they like me they just don't let him bring girls home they say is disrespectful- I didn't notice he wasn't wearing a shirt until we were in his room. I ask him about it and he say that he leave in a hurry, and he wasn't able to put all his clothes back on. That ment he was with someone when i call him. I told him i was sorry about interrupting him and he said it was fine-he had sex pretty much everyday- he say i actually save him. Apparently she wasn't good at it. I was laughing at that memory. I learned the lesson, i text him to know what he was doing that way i wouldn't interrup like that time two months ago.

'Hey are you sex busy?'

'No why' he answer really fast so it was true.

' want to come over, mom is not coming back till tomorrow you can stay if you want' i text him back.

'Is that an offer?...on my way.....want anything form the store?' he answer back.

'hahaha no is not...the usual please.....i'll be waiting thankx :)' the usual was a coke and a bag of Doritos. I waited for him, we were together most of the time, well tha was when he wasn't busy working at college or having sex with someone. He didn't take anyone serious, he just wanted sex. We were somewhat alike, i didn't take anyone serious but i had never had sex with anyone. He knew this and he say i was smart to not let anyone used me the way he used the girls he was with. I open the door as soon as i saw the lights of his Nissan. I hug him and we headed to my room to see a movie.

" So what are we watching today Jen?" He called me Jen, all the time. My name was Jennifer and he always say that it was too long. He was the only one who called me Jen-in part because he didn't let anyone else call me Jen- most people called me Jenny.

" I don't know you choose".He smiled and walk to the TV. He chose 'Nightmare in Elm street' i hated scary movies. I just bought them because he loved them. He click play and lay in my bed and i cuddle besides him. I ate my Doritos and tried not to scream but like always, i couldn't. He just laugh at me." I don't think is funny!"

" I do!" i frawned and started to get up. " Jen i'm sorry, but you have to admit is funny to her you scream at something so stupid....ok I'll sut up sorry." He was fighting a smile. i just got up and headed to the restroom to change into my pj's - some really short, shorts, that look more like panties and a black tank top that showed my belly-I went back to bed. He look at me up and down. I just ignore him.

" Oh want to barrow a shirt and some shorts?"

" Hell no, if you let me barrow your clothes they are not going to cover anything, i might as well just sleep naked. It will be the same as sleeping in your clothes"

" Ha, ha, ha, ha, real funny." I rolled my eyes." I wasn't talking about my clothes. Since i call you every day to stay her with me, i bought you some. That way you can be confortable" I smiled at him and he smiled back, i walk to my closet adn brought a pair of shorts and a tee.

" If you want me to be comfortable, why don't you let me sleep in boxers?" He teased thinking i would say no." If that's what you want." I throw the clothes back in the closet, closed the door and jump into my bed. He was looking at me like i lost my mind. " I'm serious if you want to sleep in boxers, you can." I was hoping he would say no, but insted he took off his shit and then his pants. I have seen his abs before, but eveytime i saw them i couldn't help but awe at them. He had perfect eight pack- yes eight- and he was really cute, he had light brown eyes, short black hair and was really tall. He turn off the light and went to bed with me. We shared my bed, it was big enought for both of us. If someone walk into my room and see us in my bed they will probably think we were doing something we shouldn't. But we were friends we knew everything about each other. So what other people thought or say about us, didn't matter to us at all. I didn't realize i was moving until i feel his hot skin, touch mine. I placed my head in his chest and my right hand in his abs. He held me thighter and place a soft kiss in my hair. Then we went to sleep.

When i wake up the next morning i was on top of him-yes on top of him can you believe that- and his hands were around my waist. I wanted to move, that way he wouldn't notice. As i did he wake up. Still in his arms i pull my head up and he smiled at me. " Hey Jen, how exactly did you manage to get on top? You are a bad girl, but still is sexy to wake up with a girl on top of me." he was teasing me again i couldn't help but blush." Ah, you look so cute when you blush." this time he was serious.

" Well thanks, i guess"

" You're welcome...hey i'm hungry, is there any kind of food in this house?"

" Not really...um....will cereal do for you since you are that hungry, we can go to a restaurant as soon as you finish so you can eat real food."

" You need to get someone to make food to you, all that junk is not good for you.....yeah i guess cereal is fine i'm not that hungry." He walk into my closet and grab the clothes i gave him yesterday. there was nothing at the fridge, not even milk. He shoock his head in dissapointment. Went to my room and came back with a hoodie and some sweats for me to wear. " Put this on, we are going home. I'm going to make you a 'real' breakfast." When we got there his mom was making pancakes. " Oh, hi mom, i invite Jenny to meke her some breakfast. But i see you already make pancakes." He called me Jenny in front of his mom. He only used Jen when we were alone.

" Good morning Jenny, how are you this morning? I'm guessing Michael spennd the night at your house."

" Morning, yes he did mom wasn't home, you know how she is.....Thank god we have a guest room for him to stay." If she knew we slep together she would freak not because we were in the same bed but because she will probably think we were having sex she was afraid he would get me or anyone pregnant. She probably knew he had sex every now and she trusted him to at least wear a condom. She knew we were just friends so she didn't worry anymore about us having sex like she used to when we first started sleeping together.

" Yeah i guess you are right" I spend the rest of the day at his house. When i got back home my mom wasn't there. Mike left because he had to sleeep. He had classes early tomorrow -college sucks according to him. Thank god i was in my last year of high school and i don't have to worry aboutt college just yet.

I had other friends here but nothing like Mike, i only see them in luch mainly because all my classes are advanced, but i still loved them. I was at the lunch line when john, my botfriend pull me back and kiss me. He was tall and hot, he had blue eyes, blonde hair and white skin.Next to him was Miri one