Famous Last Words, Leanne Yerdon [books to read to increase intelligence .TXT] 📗

bleeding starting to stop. I winced a little. I then sighed.

“I have came to the conclusion that..Zac had been cheating on me the whole time we had been dating and that I’m never going to be able to trust anyone again.” I said as the tears started coming back up to my eyes. I then felt Mason’s tender finger tips on the side of my face. I closed my eyes, the tears slipping from under my eyelids and down my cheeks. He traced his fingers up and down my cheek.

“Why would anyone cheat on you?” He mumbled softly. I felt the tears running down my cheeks faster and faster. I scoffed lightly.

“Do you see me? I’m freakishly taller then practically everyone. I’m fat. I’m ugly let alone the most retarded person there is. Then I’m fucking clumsy. I don’t amount to much. Then there’s fucking Macy. She’s fucking beautiful. She’s skinny. She has perfect boobs and perfect everything! I don’t have anything compared to her. She was supposed to be my fucking best friend. But no she hates it when I’m happy. She didn’t even know she was breaking me in half by flirting with him right in front of me. She’s done it with freaking every fucking guy I want and or love. I can’t be happy if she’s not. I have to be depressed like she is. She’s torn my fucking insides out. And I’m done competing with her.” I finished breathing heavily,tears trailing down my cheeks and chin down onto my soaked sweatshirt. Mason shook his head and turned my face to him.

“Your none of those things. Your not fat. Your not ugly. Your perfect. Your exactly right. Nothing could be picked out from you. Sure your clumsy, but if you didn’t have that you wouldn’t be you and thats everything. Your the most amazing girl. Your beautiful. Macy is pretty yes. But not as pretty as you ever are and can be.” I couldn’t speak all I could do was listen to Mason. His face so serious.

“ Sure she is the best at flirting. But if you were perfect at everything you wouldn’t be the interesting and life changing girl you are. You blush uncontrollably. You get so when you talk so fast you get a lisp. Sometimes you laugh so hard that you snort. Sometimes you can’t even stop laughing at all.” My eyes widened. I never really had anyone know any specifics about me. No one knew about my lisp when I talked fast. Not even my best friends. I looked at him as he kept talking.

“ You read comic books and actually don’t mind playing and or watching people play video games. You can actually be trusted and are the most faithful girl I know. Don’t down yourself. Because for all I know that dick head is missing out on this beautiful creature.” I gulped. I never really noticed how much pain and hurt I had gone through till now. I mean I never had been spoken to right out front like this. I’ve never actually had someone tell me I’m beautiful when it wasn’t in text message form. I had never been called perfect for all the right reasons. I felt my lip quiver. I couldn’t help but feel the want boiling in the back of my throat to tell Mason that I wanted to be perfect for him. For him to be the one for me but aren’t all brother like figures suppose to be like this..? I gulped and nodded.

“But your suppose to say that..Your practically my brother. It’s what your there for. For protection and reassurance whenever I need it.” Mason sighed shaking his head. He pulled my hand up and pointed at the blood that was dried over the cuts on my knuckles.

“Blood brothers are there for that. Blood makes it your job. The blood that runs through you is the same running through them. It’s like yourself but younger and your brother or sister can be the you but ten times more exagerated and or totally boring in every way possible. But when it’s not blood..” He said tracing my skin. I shivered and nodded.

“Its just like your the skin on every part of you. We’re here when you need us. We protect you from the bad stuff and love you. As a sister...sometimes even more..” He mumbled silently. My eyes widened.

“Is that you..?” I asked. Mason gulped and looked at me.

“What do you mean?” He asked. I inched closer to him.

“The skin that loves you more then a sister. I don’t see how skin goes into the loving you part but still.” I said. Mason chuckled.

“It was just there. I thought it was pretty good to think of right on the spot. But yeah...That’s me..” He said looking into my eyes. The other gestures. I thought it was just him being him. He kissed girls without meaning it before. It wasn’t a big deal. He kissed me before and it was just as a friendly gesture. Mason put his finger tips under my chin.

“I use to kiss you because we were just like family and it didn’t matter...I want to kiss you because your mine and it does matter..” He mumbled. I tilted my head a little. My breath shaky. I nodded. Mason leaned in all the way. Closing the gap in between us. His warm lips touching mine. I know how every girl waits for the sparks but that isn’t it. Its your heart that tells you. Your heart skips a beat, then beats ten times faster. Your mind clouds and you can’t think straight. You can only think of the lips touching yours. Your skin gets covered in goosebumps and all you have is just wanting for more kisses. Mason pulled away slowly.

“No..” I mumbled and pulled him back in gently,pressing my lips against his. His hand tracing from my cheek to my neck. I kissed him a little harder this time. His tongue tracing my bottom lip. I opened my mouth slightly. His tongue pushing into my mouth. My arms wrapped around his neck, his arms wrapped around my waist as he pulled me into his lap. My legs on each side of him. I couldn’t stop kissing him. I didn’t want to stop kissing him. I never really had the need to kiss someone till now.
We kept kissing for I don’t know how long before I pulled away slowly. We both breathed heavily. Our eyes catching each others.

“So this means your mine right?” Mason asked. We both laughed. I nodded.

“Yes I’m all yours.” I mumbled against his lips as I kissed him once more.

“Finally..” Mason muttered as he pulled me back in for a kiss. He then pushed me back lightly into my seat.
“Better text your brother. He’s probably being tortured in there.” He said, pulling out his phone. His thumbs glided across the keys of his phone and then he pressed the green button and his phone read SENT. I chuckled. The heat still in my cheeks. I then watched as Bryce walked out of the salon and into the car. He put his hands on the steering wheel.

“To the mall we go.”
If You Only Knew.

"If you only knew,I'm hanging by a thread,The web I spin for you,If you only knew,I'd sacrifice my beating,Heart before I lose you,I still hold onto the letters,You returned,I swear I've lived and learned,It's 4:03 and I can't sleep,Without you next to me I,Toss and turn like the sea,If I drown tonight, bring me,Back to life,Breathe your breath in me,The only thing that I still believe,In is you, if you only knew"

Shinedown- If You Only Knew


Chapter 8-If You Only Knew

The mall was really bare. There were practically only old people there. No kids. There were a few highschool drop outs and then the skippers but practically zero people. We walked over to hottopic the usual cash register people greeting you as you walked into the door. I ran my fingers across the band shirts on there top shelves. I then pulled out a large of all the bands I liked. As I lay Dying,Black Veil Brides,Asking Alexandria,My Chemical Romance,Our Last Night and Skyscrapers Walk Among Us. Then two more of the MCR ones just cause there cool I walked up to the counter and put the wad of clothes on the counter. I pulled my hot topics friends with benefits card out and put it on the counter. I had a 50% thing anyway so that'd help me a little. I then walked over grabbing bracelates and rubber band ones too and added it to it. I shifted onto my hip as the girl and guy went through cashing in all of my stuff.

"You can afford this right?You aren't just making us do this for a joke correct?" The boy asked. My brother chuckled.

"She has like 700 dollars in the bank and if that's not enough I'm here to back her up. Don't worry man." Bryce said and pulled lip rings off racks then grabbed me some skinny jeans and dudded belts adding it to the wad. It took them basically ten minuets to go through all the stuff and put it into atleast ten bags.

"That comes out to 278 dollars." The guy muttered. I pulled out my credit card and handed it to him. He swiped it and handed it back to me. He then stuffed the mile long receipt into one of the 6 bags and handed it to me.

"Guys make yourselves useful." I mumbled lifting up three bags and stumbling out of hottopic. We walked out of the mall and to the car. The bags in the trunk of the car. Bryce groaned.

"What?" I asked. Me and Mason's attention fixated on my brother. He rolled his eyes.

"I have to go get a new graphing calculator. I broke my other one. Dammit..I'll be back don't do anything stupid you too." He grumbled and ran back into the mall. Me and Mason had been rather quiet since this whole thing began. I know it just happened and legit what was I suppose to suspect?Him to be all over me and act like we've been together for weeks? No I had to just let it roll until he was comfterble and hopefully that would be soon. I slid onto the top of the trunk. The sun now out and going down onto my skin. I closed my eyes and leaned back.

"That comfy?" I heard Mason ask. I nodded and inched back. My back hitting the glass of the back window shield. Mason then cuddled up beside me. I smirked as his arm went around my shoulders. I turned into his chest and laid my head there.

"Now this is ten times more comfier."