Dream Book, Renee [a court of thorns and roses ebook free TXT] 📗

It was a okay day i got to sleep and talk to my friends. My bf write me the cuties rap that i am finna put on here


Feel love now feel pain it hurts right, true now feel king I'm in the rain with only a flame where dreams come true there never the same show me a thrown I'll show u a king give me a crowd I'll give u fame picture this im out of the frame I'm simbalizing lion king I finally grow my full mane pay me attention I repay u the change gun on my face that has no range bang bang bang king right here that was born to rein I press eject and change the game that first injection changed the king changed his flow and changed his name I told insane to use his pain searched for love discovered pain saw the sun felt the rain that Cupid. It forgot the aim but humanily were not the same I e.t. When I feel yo pain ouch I burn rubber I save others in sumdin like an ambulance physically I'm. Commonly but mentally I'm more advanced no more rubbers no more covers it's time for me to interfere foxy will u grab my hand and see our love
mature

Love can't be count

From my Boyfriend


That was my day this made it my rap l0l

So like it are hate it don't matter to me cause he wrote it for me his queen be. The one that make sparks fly. That make him laugh the one you all know as nerdgirl16 a city girl coming into the county life. But still miss the fast like.


That was my day LOVE

Nerdgirl16


P.S: life changer


Dream I had


I want to keep it like it use to be for he will never say how it was.

My dream i fell for you and i wish you away. Now i am begging the God to bring you back to me cause i was sailfish. When you told me sorry and i said fuck you go away. The next min you gone i am crying at your grave telling you i don't mean them nasty words. I was just mad at you. But that will not bring you back to me and your son. So i went to the north light when heaven and earth touch and asks for a chance to see you and hug and kiss you. They told me i had a hour to bring the thing that you give me that means LOVE. I ran as fast as i can grab are son and the first thing you ever give me in life a necklace that said Love. I ran back to the sport where they told me to bring the stuff. They told me i was to later i hold are son and cried. He don't understand why we here why you had to go so early. Then I say over and over to you i am sorry. Then a men walk up to me saying he was you. I was like you look so different. You said the angels and gods told you to came back for are family. I hop on you while holding are son and you kissed you. And you is telling are son you love him. Then you give me a passion Kiss. I look you in the eye and told you i sorry but before i could finish you cut me off. Saying you was wrong i was right and you want on saying we starting over. That it take him dying to know how real of a women i was. I smile and grab your hand while you hold are son and we walk to are new life.

My Dream

I call it a party that went wrong

"Vinny this party is off the hook" "i know girl". Vinny is my best friend in the whole wide world i love his ass to die. The way he call me girl is my fav. "Ayala get yo ass over here" said my overprotect bf Ricky. By the way Vinny and Ricky hate each but Vinny deal with him for me. Ayala what the hell i tell you about being all on that nigga. "Ricky don't start no shit he's my best friend." "whatever Ayala." Ricky walk away from me like i am shit to him i know he love me but i just don't know. I am a stripper because of him and Vinny don't know about it if he did he would of been kill Ricky. Seen Vinny is a gang member and Ricky is to but they in different gangs. "Why you let him teat you like that". "Vinny i don't need your bull lets just party now can i have a beer".


Vinny

watch my best friend be with him it kills me. I should me the one she with. I see him over there yelling at her about me and i know Ayala needs better then him. "Vinny where Ricky go". "Ayala i don't know". "Yes you do ask one of your boys where he at for me". "No girl lets just have fun and don't worry about that nigga". You always say that but fine dance with me Vinny".

"Yo girl your boy just went in a room with Miss thing". "WHAT ?" "Come on Girl leave him be". "No Vinny you always say that". "He cheats on you a lot and what you do girl come crying to me and then take him back cause he gives you flower". "You right let him have fun Vinny come to the room with me". "Kiss me Vinny". "No girl you drunk you going to regret this later no i am not i love you Vinny".

I always kiss Ayala but this is different i don't know if that beer was talking are she meant every word. "Ayala stop pulling me". "Not until you kiss me". "No you drunk ass hell and i am to". "I am not drunk i want you Vinny". Ayala put me on top of her and i kiss her. "Vinny can i tell you something". "Yes Girl". "I never had sex with Ricky i know that's why he cheat on me". I was was kind of happy about that. "You sure you want me to be your first". Yes Ricky go ahead.


The next day i wake up with a head aid i look over and Ayala was in my bed naked. Damn what the fuck did i just do. I put my clothes on and walk around my house. Everybody was pass out. I wake my boys up and they help clear up and I carry that bitch Ricky was sleeping with and put her in the hall way i don't know who invented that bitch she nasty as hell. I carry Ayala in there with Ricky i can't never let her know that we slept together are this will mess are friendship up. I hate myself for doing that.


Ayala

I wake up next to Ricky he looked so good. I still can't believe i had my first time with him and i don't remember how it went. I got up and put my clothes on and help Ricky with his clothes and we left Vinny's house and went home. "what the fuck happen last night said Ricky in a bad ass mood". "what the fuck you think me fucked last night". "O okay you going to work tonight." "I don't feel so good i go tomorrow." "No you going tonight." "No Ricky i tired." "An i need money so you going are else."

That fuck nigga get on my nervous but i have to go. I love Ricky he all i have now since Vinny is a pump and a gangsta. I only see him sometimes.


Vinny

I am going back and front in my apartment about last night. Shit happen and big shit happen. Ayala don't remember about us sleeping together and Ricky got off the hook again that son of bitch. Why didn't i tell her why i cover for his ass. But it was for Ayala.
I heard a knock on the door. "What sup big men how was it sleeping with Ayala last night."
"How the fuck y'all know about that." "Men you pull that girl to bed she was scream and saying Vinny all night." "Y'all fuck better not tell her are a soul about that she was drunk and i was to and she don't ever remember we slept together she think it was Ricky."
"Why the fuck you do that for." "Do it for Ayala." "So men that nigga need to be taking out and you know it." "Ya but i will tell her but i don't think it will change nothing." "Whatever men we will keep you secret." "Good." "So you want to get hit the strip clubs to get your mine off of things." "Hell ya lets go."

Ayala

Ricky dumb ass drop me at work. I hate dance but the money is good as hell. I am will respect cause these bitch know who i fuck with and i can have they ass every time. I went to the dressing room and got ready for my dance on stage. My stripper name is Alazay which is my middle name. "Alazay come on time for your number." "Okay i am coming." I take a shot to the head before i walk out there. I started doing my dance to Cara sexy magic. Nigga was make it rain on me. Until i seen Vinny walk in his face was red ass hell he walk on stage and grab me off stage. "Vinny stop let me get my money." "Leave that shit." Vinny walk me back in the dressing room. An he yelled at all the bitch to get the fuck out.
"So explain to me why are you up there half naked dance for dollars." I could not ever tell Vinny why. "Let me guess that nigga right." I just shake my head. "I am fucking going to kill that nigga." "No Vinny plz don't." "Why should i kill his ass you smart you can go to Yale." "How and i can't pay for it." "Girl if you need money i would of give it to you no questions ask and you do have to do nothing for it and you know this shit." "Okay Vinny." "Come