Notes Of A Dead Man Sequel (Notes - #3), Clive Cooper [free ebook novel .txt] 📗

 The story once was told and once was forgotten... remember the days!

 

Note: As first I have never thought that I am going to get so far... with 44 books have published officially even what bothers me... they with each day ...more and more get created and published, I can do that forever.

In the First Deeper Level Collection, I had the chance and the time to put only few stories in the new Deeper Level Collection, I have put almost all stories which I have ever wrtten under the category Deeper Level.

P.S.: Please God Forgive me... I just feel like I should tell this story... true or not I just want to free my mind from it, once and for all!

 

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Zoever

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Pretty bit coughing and coughing and coughing... I am guessing that it's from the smoking. People just don't stop saying that this smoking and even so much alcohol drinking soona or later it is going to take my life...

Sometimes strangers... other times are friends who try to judge me!

First I am not a biatch to cry for forgiveness, I just accept it like this... you forgive or not... I am ain't going to ask... if you don't forgive me... after all it's your problem... nothing as it follows it's going to make your life better or the story in some kinda way to improve my life.

You could say "FUCK It" and just to go and do something else... but if you are here it means that you have made your choi've and nobody can change your opinion.

Just to know as for now... I am not a fortunate teller.. I just do stuff... I change stories in the name of better... I change you in the name of better ending.

I could continue one way or another way... The Way which is filled with crap or the way which is the story which is the main point here. I am not here to fill your time with shit...!

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BUT BUT BUT ..... this is the only THING.... WHICH iin my life HAS LEFT, as on the record I don't have children, neither and wife or fiancee.

I am glad to say and to announce and to keep spreading this story, because as it follows probably at least few drops are from my life... Before we start I should at least give you few details.

(Note: I know that I suck in details, but I should give you something after all, right?)

What I have as for now is one room or probably let's put it as a house... A Wooden one in the middle of nowhere the house is...

What you just have read is what's inside... or how do I see the world from my POV...

As for outside is fucking cold, it's heavy snowing... few inches snow from the ground. In both places out or inside is fucking freezing, I still can survive with smoking and alcohol.

(Purely statically... science says that)

Which means... it could raises body temperature in our case... my body temparature!

If you look it from this here point, it's very damn useful, but if we look it from the dead point, soon we will be in the dead zone.

(Note: That's a story ... You know that here I can be everything and everyone... time has stopped here... But what's for sure, I am not an example of prosperous person... I am one real example of failure - You name It.)

What I have done

I really can't excuse myself and even to be so selfish and impudent to ask for forgiveness. What I have done nobody can forgive me... I am full of sins, you know me already... watching people... then illegaly entering in their homes.

It's still each day of mines a lucky one I haven't been caught from the police neither and from somebody else... I just have principles of survival, I won't tell you my name... I won't give you any kinda of adress or something more which could help you in easy way identifying me.

The truth is that I want to stay as much in the shadows as possible. Enough troubles, already I have been done! ...

There are three kinds of killers...

 

 

The FIrst one are the people which just go and tell to all people what they have done and they get the proper consequences.

 

 

The Second just start sending to police messages like taking them as a joke... I mean everything which they do they make it as a joke... they just mask it as a joke, the last type of people they do stuff and they keep them for themselves. From what I have now told to you, I really don't know which category I could go... probably in the second one!?!?!?!?!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sometimes I feel guilty and I want to go in jail in others... I just say in my mind that jail isn't the place for me and the police or the let's put it like the fucking cops are going to stop me from doing what I like...

 

Okay, anything about honesty ain't bad... the fucking  TRUTH IS THAT...I am not prepared to meet so much evil people in one place, this place is a place where you get in and never get out... days go slowly and slowly and slowly and a lot of people fuck with you.

 

(Note: When you end up in jail... nothing comes and goes well... always there will be someone or somebody or something which is going to screw you up... Piss you off... one way or another way... that now you are calm it can't stay forever.)

 

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Keep in Mind

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Once in jail... you become somebody's biatch... once somebody biatch then you get fucked and fucked and fucked... just pray to god everything to be good or let's say stop doing this... you just doing nothing in a zone of nothing.

But this doesn't mean someday it won't come in which I am going to be in jail... In jail to pay for my actions... there are consequences for everything. Until then I will do in what I am damn good.

 

 

Who and How

Who am I?... Probably I have already done.... 3-4 killings, not too much, but this won't be the end. ...I have a car and I should at least use it... At least few times in the week... you know that routine!?

Last time I just kill somebody... until now I should be on deathrow...Taking somebody's life... the proper judge is in jail... but I am still here and typing here this story and spreading it to a lot of people... killers and not killers..., unfortunately... I am more fortunate and I am not planning to go there... - I don't know about you... but I know about myself... jail is for somebody else... who is ready to lose his time there... my time is here... killing people!

Whatzoever you think, I have ways to safe myself from there and some stuff stay in mind others go out... you know the drill.

 

 

Killing

You know... I know... we all know this profile... most people kill just for sex, others for revenge in my case I could use and both reasons. As for revenge I could make a lot of people lifes miserable like my own one...

"I never got the chance to be a happy child, all my life was just a hell, problems and problems not only in school, but in home also I just was watching fights and fights swearing, cursing... all types of horrible stuff were happening around me. Some people would say that it's because of me... I watch that and that... I search for negative so after all I should get in my life negative actions and re-actions. But I don't see what's in common... diseases and fights? Swearing and Facts?... Syndromes and desires!?"

As for sex, much better than this I can't tell you..

 

 

 

"I have been rejected in my life a lot of times, from different kinds of people I hate the whole idea of being rejected. Why?... Why? You even didn't try to go with me... you even don't know me!? And now rejecting me? Even if you know me... School and RL are two different worlds, people behave in such places different, you can't be the same guy from RL and in school too. Some people even rejected me by lies... others just throwed the rock... and said "No" and that's all... no explanations or something like that. You should at least give me a chance... give me time... let's try and we are going to see... STILL WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM TO DON'T GO WITH ME?... tell me PLEASE!"

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But still I am better than them and better than all... I know a lot of people and I am very familiar with their mistakes, as you ready know I analyze people. Why? Let's put it the reason because I want to get better, I want to try something new something which hasn't been already tried....

 

 

 

Fools

 

(Notes: Always have in your hands few rough people around you... if you don't have you ain't ready for a combat. - DeYtH Banger)

 

(P.S. - And what to tell you... that I am writer and you are going to become my girlfriend?)

 

 

You think you can be fooled?... Yeah you can if you want to be fooled... you can be everyone and everything, just think about this little... play with the 60's, 80's and 90's century dices. YOu have dices in your hands at least use them properly.

If you get fooled, it's maybe from too much data ... too much of it could kill ya.

But before all and as overall let me tell you one lesson

 

 

"None is as smart as the dick... think about it... You are now want to fuck because the dick is up... when is out... Which means that you can't fuck anymore.... mhm.... mhm the answer is that you stop there and you just try something else. There isn't anything bad about sex... and fucking... sucking dick nothing is better than this, but the whole truth of the wholly spirit of god is that.

You fuck so far up to one level... after you pass that level.. you just can't do that... you should try something else. You ain't biatch... if you were... if you weren't fuckeable... you could be at least make few deep throats... get few times choked by a dick... then as you put it footjob... blowjob and you know that. We ain't here for first time, everyone has been here... you or me... or they."

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"But the problem of dick is that it controls your mood it makes you think that everything is good fucking a dead body is good... great state level of pussy... everything around that body is okay... still fuckeable. That you throw your food, doesn't mean that there isn't somebody around there... who is going to eat... Just what you throwed. We are the reason that so many people these days are alive... they are alive because of you and me... We throwed food and they were eating it.

We were making mess around the streets buy throwing our useless trash... but somebody tries to trade it for money. That's the cycle... you are already have buckle up in this car and you can't get out in the mdidle of nowhere, just trust me... sucking cock in the night is like fucking a biatch and don't giving fuck that she have aids or other kinds of diseases. YOu can suck a cock... but still at least look it, few times... smell it... try it... see if it's fresh... lick it... few times... don't go so fast in the blowjob... Slow or nothing... fast is an equation of the worst levels of the human race which could get."

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No Time

There isn't time to stay here or there, I should go and drive with my car somewhere around my next victims. To be honest here I like randomness, I like to choose victims = random. Not somebody who is knows me or somebody around my family friends... but somebody who is too... too far