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Broken

Broken into so many pieces,
Hurting inside,
Judgement clouded by the betrayal,
By the lies.

Thought you were here to protect me,
To defend me,
To make me whole again,
But all you've did was cause me pain,

You tore down my world,
Ripped my heart apart
And left a void in my life.

I never thought that one person could cause you so much much pain,
With nothing to gain,
Guess you just racking up the broken hearts.

Thought that I could trust you,
But you were a sham,
All you've ever told me was lies you never cared.

How did i fall so fast?
I'd never not it,
I just expected it to last.

For this i could forgive you,
Just know I'll never forget you,
You scared me for life,
And i just wanna make it right.

Black Rose

Deep in my heart a seed I sow,
A seed of hatred watch it grown,

Blossomed and bloomed,
The black rose grew,
Hidden away where no one knew,

Black and beautiful it did grow,
Filled with hatred,
A sorrowful soul,

Wonders of horror,
It did look,
Thorny and dangerous,
A beautiful show,

Then you were born,
My beautiful sun
And filled my life with your bright light,
You gave me hope in my disastrous night.

And in the dark you showed me the way,
While my black rose just withered away.

I'll love you forever,
I'll forget you never,
For you gave me my happily ever after.

Simply me..

Heart filled with sorrow,
thoughts of despair,
Tired of this lonely feeling,
This dreadful Longing,

Is this what is destined for me?
This shallow pit that you see?
Do i mean nothing more to you,
Than a platter of goo?

Look at me, do you like what you see?
Look harder, sniff longer i reek of sadness,
Yet i filled you life with gladness.

You think me a happy being,
But you do not see,
Me in my empty moments,
Breaking down where no one see.

Pitiful it may seem,
but this is my life,
My terrible dream.

Painful memories are my walls,
Hatred are the nails that holds it together,
Depression provides my roof
And distrust is my floor,
My solid house of sorrow.

Don't pity me,
Accept me,
For my life is reality.

Someone to love

I wanna die,
I wanna lock myself in a room and cry,
I want someone else to feel my pain,
To be happy if only for a day,

I wanna be able to look forward to tomorrow,
To not think that every other day is nothing but sorrow,

I want my friends to see my pain,
To know that I need their care,
To know that I feel all alone in here,
In a place where I feel like I'm drowning in despair.

I want someone to love me,
As I am, the person I'll always be,
I wanna feel accepted and not hated,

But mostly I want one thing,
The one thing that may seem strange,
But the one thing I need the most,
Someone to love

Goodbye

To all the things you seemed to be,

To the littel things you didn't seem to see,

To all the times you made me cry,

To all you thoughts, your every lie.

 

To all the joy you ripped from my life,

To the time you carved my heart out with a knife,

To the foll I seemed to be,

For ever believing you loved me.

 

To every dream that was crushed,

To a love I should have never trust,

To all those things I say goodbye,

In hopes of start a new life.

 

I may not always remember to let go,

I may just sometimes put on a show,

But in your heart you should know,

A new day always begins tomorrow.

Conflicted Believer

God I wish you'd speak to me,

Show me the person I ought to be,

Open my eyes to the things I need to see,

Help me to just be a better me,

 

Hollow in my heart I feel,

Whispering prayers you don't seem to hear,

Struggling everyday,

To somehow make my own way,

 

Lost in this world I am,

Looking for the sacrificial Lamb,

Hoping that my prayers are heard,

That I won't get lost in this hateful world.

 

Show me the path to follow,

Where I can look forward to brighter tomorrows,

And erase the pain of yesterdays.

Piece by Piece

Music turned up so loud my ears hurt,

But I'd do anything to keep your voice out,

To keep from screaming out how much I fucking hate you,

To just let you know how miserable you've made me,

 

Like you'd care,

Like you'd notice how much you shred my soul piece by piece everyday,

But it doesn't matter to you, just as long as you've got your way,

 

Well I've got my way too,

I aint staying here,

I'm moving on, moving out and moving up,

I'm giving up on you,

Moving on to something new.

 

You broke me down piece by piece,

And now I gotta pick me up piece by piece.

Screams

I've got screams locked up in me,

Begging me,

To be set free,

And yet you still don't see.

 

I've got some many things to say,

But I wonder if you'll ever hear,

You're stuck in your belief that you're doing it for us,

But you don't see your destruction.

 

You don't notice the gaping holes,

Or the markings on our souls,

You don't notice how much you've hurt us,

Cause you're too caught up in you,

 

But if you haven't lost them yet,

Then you've lost me,

I'm not on your side,

I'll never again be,

All be cause you couldn't see.

 

Now I've got screams locked up in me,

Hurting me,

Breaking down me,

All because you couldn't see what you were meant to be.

Book Cover

Look at that smile on her face,

Hear her laughter,

Look how her friends surround her,

Never judge a book by irs cover.

 

When she walks away,

Hear what they've got to say,

The friends that are