BLUE DEVILS, CLOUIE JIM AGACOSCOS [black male authors .TXT] 📗

know it's all my fault.

If I had known too soon

that it'll lead to this

then I maybe not

too overprotective

as if I'm strangling your neck.

~melancholy

IT COMES AT NIGHT

 

It comes at night

a sudden sadness

It comes at night

a monster under my bed

waking me up every night.

It reminds me of all the things I had done

makes me reminisce all of my stupidity

under the scorching sun

I look around my room

and there was none

all I see is darkness,

there's nowhere to run

I held a pillow in my hand

a pillow is all I have

a pillow is what I hug

the stains on my pillow

caused by tears

the only witness

how blue life is.

~melancholy

MY GIRL

 You're my girl

the one I have

you were my first

the one I've truly loved

happiness is what I feel

everytime when you are near.

Every talk, every bond

and the good times we've had

is a treasure that is worth

to keep in hand

how happy i am

when I had you in my heart.

But everything changes

even seasons and weather

including the love

we've shared together.

Since you left

I feel sad

you were my first love

and my first break up

but I'll never forget

the bad and good times

and all the memories we've had...

I never will...

'cos you are my

first true love.

~melancholy

STILL

 

It's been years since we've been away

but the way I felt for you

since the day I started loving you

is still the same

it never fades.

What kind of spell have you casted upon?

that I'm still missing you

since the day you've been gone

what sort of potion would I use

to stop this madness for you?

~melancholy

THE SEA

 

Amazed by your beauty

I can never stop gazing

the reflections from the skies

makes your clear waters

amazingly blue.

Along with the sunshine,

the sparkles you make

is so much satisfying

the softness of the wind

that makes your waves

so peaceful and calm

is a soothe

to my lonely soul.

~melancholy

THOUGHTS

 

 

What good is a new day

if it's light doesn't even shine upon me?

 

or maybe... it does...

 

It's just that my own shadow's

too massive, too dark

that it doesn't let me see

even just a glimpse of light.

~melancholy

VALUABLE

 

Diamonds and golds
and precious pearls.
stunning and priceless things
worth keeping
just as you are that is worth loving
don't need to dig tunnels
just to find such gems
'cause I've already got
a real treasure,
and that is you...my darling.

~melancholy

WHERE TO?

Was I born to be desperate for life

always searching for attention

always seeking for love

I am a traveler that has

been lost from it's path

finding someone to act as

a northstar that will

guide me through my path

when will this journey end?

~melancholy

WHY I LOVE RAINY DAYS

 

Lightning strikes

thunders rumbling

across the skies

here comes the rain

don't let it go

just let it pour

I want it to

 

I wanna walk

in the rain

just to cry to

so nobody

could see

these tears

in my eyes flow.

~melancholy

WITHERED LEAF

I was once fresh, young and new

a bright color, greenish hue

I am one with the tree

a crown of it's glory.

People who sees as they pass me by

all of them had only one thing in mind

"what a beauty of nature,

how pleasing in the eye"

what a lovely word to hear

when they talk about me

I feel inspired.

 

WITHERED LEAF (cont.)

 

But seasons and weather

have change my beautiful color

once fresh and had a shade of green,

like a precious emerald gem.

and people had loved me then.

but now I am old and brown

just a little touch of wind

and surely I will tear down.

was once hanging in the tree

now I've fallen on the ground.

people used to raise their heads,

only just to see my beauty...

but now as they pass by

they just only step their foots on me...

I guess that was my fate

was once young, green and great

now I'm just an old brown withered leaf.

~melancholy

HOW TRUE

You're just a girl in stage of puberty

what you feel today can vanish one day

maybe in your heart it's not love that occur

i think it's infatuation what they call

how you see me today probably will

change one day

that day is when you find a

guy who's better than me

or when you realise that crushes are

normal in the stage of puberty

when you get older it will cast away

that's why think carefully

how