BLUE DEVILS, CLOUIE JIM AGACOSCOS [black male authors .TXT] 📗

true are your feelings can be

perfect love stories you've seen in movies

doesn't really exists

it's only a picture of the mind

that is called fantasies.

~melancholy

WHEN YOU'RE GONE

 

Come take my hand...

together let us gaze

upon the afternoon skies.

Where their colors turning oranges

into reds...

When the birds fly back into their nests..

Stay with me all through the night,

let the celestial bodies be our light.

Would you fit your hands into mine?

Let us go to a place where no one can find...

Stay there till the break of dawn,

make memories that we'll treasure all along...

'cos I'll miss you when you were gone,

I'll yearn for the softness of your hands...

Do you ever need to leave?

~melancholy

F.V.C.K

O life, why must you hit me hard?

why do you give me pain?

are you tryin' to worsen my life

that's already miserable?

please just make it bearable

you know, Im vulnerable.

~melancholy

REVERSE

Don't cry when my time must come

I'm not worthy for

your precious tears.

Don't petty me when I'm

broke and all alone

don't need you in this darkened room.

when I'm in despair,

don't comfort me,

I may not listen

to your words.

~melancholy

HOW I WISH

  Why'd you leave me mum?
am I not worth to love?
If so, why'd you let your insides
filled with daddy's cum?
Look at me now,
I'm a hopeless man.
I didn't have to suffer from
loneliness if I wasn't born.
I wish I didn't exist
if I'm gonna live like this
for all of my years.
I hope that someone would go to the past ,
turns back the time
and you didn't meet dad.
No meeting, fuckin' and bangin'
I wish it didn't all happen.

 

           ~melancholy

TIRED OF WAKING UP

 

I don't want my night to end
so I can sleep forever
and I'll have beautiful dreams
no more nightmares.
Waking up?
I'd forget it in my vocabulary
all I have to do is
lay in bed and there'll be no worries.
I don't even wanted to see the sun rise again
'cause if I do,
I might make another mistakes again.

     

     ~melancholy

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Publication Date: 10-15-2020

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