Book 1 [ The Untitled Series ], Brea Isome [best ereader for pdf and epub TXT] 📗

Symonee

I was nervous. Well, nervous would be an understatement to how I was feeling. I couldn't stop wondering if he would be angry, hurt, yelling, brooding. . .

Would he not want to see me yet?

I played tough but I really wanted Dryan in my life. He meant so much to me, actually. I mean, we had an eight month old daughter, Drayal, together. I knew he wouldn't just drop me because of one mistake, but how pissed of would he be?

I parked the car in front of Dryan's two story house that had a big and very green front yard and was closed in by a white picket fence. He wasn't the flashy type, more traditional than anything.

Everytime I came around I couldn't help but imagine raising our family in his home. It would make me happy, and I knew I would make him happy too.

I had screwed up, and I hadn't been thinking properly. Arguments between me and Dryan usually left my head fucked up, which is why a few days prior - after a huge back and forth we had had on the phone- I'd gotten drunk and done a couple of unsavory things in a club. I hadn't kissed or even slept with another man, but I knew that my ass grinding on another guy was enough.

I got Drayal out of the backseat, grabbed her diaper bag and strted to walk to the front door. Drayal was running in front of me as fast as her feet would take her- falling a couple of times from her wobbly legs but getting right back up. She just knew where we were- daddy's house.

I knocked on the door and Dryan opened a few seconds later. He didn't smile at me, but when he saw Drayal he did. He picked her up and began to play with her, walking into the house. He bipassed the living room where I could hear loud talking and laughing. I stuck my head in to say hello to his friends who smiled at me and I kept it movng. His friends absolutely loved me, atleast that's what they said to my face. There was no telling what they said behind my back. There was Roderick, Leon, and Omar. I loved them too though. When I was around they always made it a point to make me feel comfortable.

" so that's how we doin' shit now, right?" Dryan asked when we were In the kitchen. He sat down on on the edge of the kitchen table, bouncing Drayal on his leg. " when I'm not around you just, off with the next nigga, huh? "

" it wasn't like that, D. I swear I -"

" wasn't like what, though? Cause what I saw was the love of my life in a short ass dress, grindin' on another nigga! That's what I saw. But please, if I'm wrong correct me."

" how did you see that?" I asked, quietly, despite knowing that it was a stupid question. I just needed to stall for time.

" sweetheart, you forget who I am. You act like I don't got eyes and ears all over this town. If they see my girl out at a club, of course they gone record that and ima see." Not many people knew about the relationship between Dryan and i, so it had to be somebody close to Dryan - maybe one of his friends- who told. I wasn't upset, after all, I was the one who had fucked up.

I was quiet for a while. I didn't want Dryan mad at me, at all. It made my heartache. He meant so much to me. The last thing I wanted to do was lose him.

" I'm sorry." I took steps close to him until I was right up on him. I wrapped my arms around his free one and burried my face in his neck. " it was just one dance, it didn't mean anything. You know I love you."

" you think I like seein that shit, hearin that shit? It's crazy because I would never do no shit like that to you, ever. If you wanna go out, cool, but don't disrespect me like that, and put on a fuckin' longer dress next time." He pulled away from me and bumped past me on his way back to the living room.

What was I thinking? That he would just let it go?

When his friends left and Drayal was sleep then we would talk. And thats what happened. His friends left, I put Drayal to sleep in her bedroom at his house and went to his bedroom.

He sat on his side of the bed with his back facing me and his head down.
I closed the door behind me and went to sit next to him, laying my head on his shoulder. " im sorry." I whispered.  And I really was. I loved him so much, with all my heart. I didnt want to lose him, ever.

" then tell me why you have yo ass all up on that nigga like that? Why you let that nigga rub all on you like that? If I went to the club and pulled thus shit, how would you feel?"

" like I wanted to kill you." I snapped.
" exactly , I mean, is it me? Is there something that I'm not doing that you need me to?"

" nothing, its not you."

He looked up at me. " is it my age? I cant change-"

I grabbed his face in my hands, making us stare into each others eyes.

" I love you for you. It was just the argument we had that day- I just felt so over whelmed and- I'm sorry."

" you sure?"

" yes."

" good." He grabbed me by my neck and pulled my face cloer to his. His face hardened. " don't let it happen again."

I didn't say anything at first, just watched him. I was 21 and he was 29, our age difference sometimes made both of us a little insecure. But we were in love, regardless.

" yes, daddy."

I saw that look in his eyes, that look that made my pussy leak with juices. We hadn't had sex in a while, not because we didn't want to but because there had been so much happening lately with the baby. And we had had little to no time alone.

Dryan leaned in and kissed my lips, softly at first, and then once my lips parted our urgency became more apparent. Without breaking our kiss, I climbed onto of Dryan, pushing him backward so that he was laying down, finally cutting the lock of our lips.
His hands found their way to my hips and I found myself grinding on him. His hard dick was evident through both of our clothes.

" Symonee, take these fucking clothes off." He grunted, and I shivered.
I ignored Dryan's command, and instead focused on the the feeling of his rigid member rubbing harshly against my clit. It felt so amazing. We had made it to this point so many times in the past eight months, but something always happened. Always. Either his phone would ring or Drayal would cry- there was always something.

But if I could just get one orgasm before that something happened-
Before I knew what was happening, Dryan had flipped us so that he was now ontop between my legs and I was on my back. I whined softly at the loss of stimulation on my clit.

" ssh." He soothed softly before pecking my lips. " I want skin to skin, baby. Don't you want that too, Sy?"

" yeeeeees."

When he removed his body from mine and stood up to begin taking off his own clothes, I began to remove mine. My shirt first, then my bra. And before I could get to my pants, Dryan was already there, unbuttoning them and pulling them down my legs, dropping them on the floor.

" no panties." he commented, pushing my legs back and watching as I felt my pussy spasm and another wave of juices being released.

As soon as my pussy was covered by his mouth, an orgasm wracked through my body and if it wasn't for Dryan holding my thighs apart, they would have been wrapped tightly around his head.

" shit, shit, shit-" I screeched pushing his head- and his mouth, essentially- away from my sensitive and quivering clit.

I heard him chuckling as he got back up on the bed, positioning himself over me. My eyes were closed but I could feel  the head of his dick as it began to press into me. " oh my god, baby."

Uncontrolled, my back arched off of the bed as the head of his dick, stretched me so completely. It felt amazing, that almost burning sensation I felt at being stretched completely before he slipped into me felt like heaven.

" fuck." He whispered softly as he laid his head on my shoulder, burying his dick completely inside of me.

My body shivered all over again as he began to pump. But before his rythm got in good, just like I knew, something happened. The doorbell rang.

" no, baby, don't-" I begged, wrapping my legs around Dryan's waist to stop him from leaving me. He was still burried deep inside of me and I wanted to keep it like that.

Dryan ground deep into me. " you know I gotta get it, Sy." He moved back slightly, before jerking his hips forward hard, slamming into me. That move make my entire body relax and a moan belt from my throat.

Dryan used my temporary weakness to his advantage, pulling away from and out of me.

I sighed and rolled over onto my stomach, feeling the ache in my pussy where his dick was just moments ago and the constant throbbing. I slid my hand down to massage my clit softly and closed my eyes. I knew Dryan was watching me. " don't leave me, daddy."

" don't do that. You know I love that shit." I felt the bed dip behind me as his dick rubbed softly against my clit, replacing my fingers.

" then don't leave me, D."

Just as he slid back inside of me, the doorbell rang again, but we seemed to notice it alot less this time.

" arch." He demanded, pulling me up on my knees and pushing my face down into the mattress. " and don't move, baby."

I wanted to scream so loud that I had to burry my face in the sheets to avoid my screams waking our daughter. But Dryan felt so good, pumping into me so hard and so deep, making me cum so many times I couldn't breath afterward.

We collapsed on the bed, his dick still burried inside of me with his entire body weight pressed against my back and his head laying next to mine.

" babe-" I panted softly, moaning as his dick continued to pulse inside of me." I can't breath w-with your big ass on top of me."

Dryan chuckled and kissed my cheek softly. " you like it, cry baby."

" and you like me being a crybaby too so shut up."

After a few more seconds he removed himself from me and collapsed on his back at my side, throwing his left arm over his eyes.

I sighed as the cold air rushed around me in his absence. " I feel cold without you . Come back."

" you come here."

" babe." I whined softly, making him sigh before he flipped back over, not as on top of me as he was before but with a leg and arm thrown over my body. " thank you."

And thats how we slept.