perfect disaster, Raya Arona [to read list TXT] 📗

breakfast "

he didn't even stop to answer he kept striding, only his thick voice reached me

"Knock yourself out princes"

I rolled my eyes hurried to the fridge try to make something easy in those left minutes I have, I stopped dead in my place, I gazed down with wide eyes, no kidding it happens again, I feel that wet again between my legs

I was wet too before and this thing happens a lot to me, and especially when I am with Fox, is it possibly because him, his touches driving me wild and turning my thoughts toward sexual things, I should be ashamed of myself to think like such things

uh, I don't know what's happening to me I need to find a way to know what wrong with me, am I sick or something worse maybe dying

chapter 15...The book

 well, I find that justified as I know that Fox is A'hole, so why would I surprised when he ordered, that I should Be Imprisoned with hard labor, As he said 'staying here won't be for free'

as I said ... A'hole

I stood on the back porch eating an oatmeal raisin cookie left over from lunch and watched Fox work. He was still shirtless. Easy on the eyes, but hard on the mind

yes I admit it ,it was a long day, but I will not complain spending my time doing anything is better than staying alone and frankly I agreed because I want to make my brain busy and away from Mr. Stainy or Frank or whatever it is, and from Fox and my stepmom and most of all... my best friend

Even with working here, the memories revive again, she was my everything and from the sunrise tell moon to show up I'm with her

I'm dying to see her again; having our little evil gossips and her swearwords whenever she goes off mood, only one question keep rushing to my mind ' how's she doing now'

Even when I know she is so tough, I was boosting my strength my patience from her she always keeps me strong, I wish if she was here so I can tell her everything storm in my mind

I know her she will beat me and she will yell, curse and it will end up eating pizza or some pasta on bed and laughing like to cracked girls

Suddenly I felt pushed, I smiled looking at him, rubbing my fingers through black thunder white coat and scratching behind his speckled ears.  black thunder never moved, but his warm body suggested he was still alive. Maybe. 

Oh, people meet 'black thunder' he is one of Fox's dog ... as he claimed

I take my hand brushed along his side, "Hey handsome", he is cute and lovely nothing like Fox

my voice was rasping and blocked with the prisoned tears, quickly I left my hand wiping off the tears, I don't want him to see me fragile even if I really was

 he soften at my touch and start brush his head at my neck, to tell the truth, I was scared of him , I thought he will bite me, but he didn't, I really miss my work in my barn, Technically Mathew's family barn, I was just worker there, as he said I'm nothing. Yes still mad at him

"I mean how he dares he called me a whore, I can't even get the man I love "

Even ' black thunder ' agree with me, or as I thought, his mouth is slightly open with tongue hanging to the side, I think I will take it as yes

"You know that you are not bad right "

He barked again, that makes me laugh even he can't really understand what I said but he seemed to know exactly what I was talking about

"You are nothing like your friend, he is such an ass, and total ass"

Thinking of fox, he is more than that, but those are the two things I'm sure he is

'black thunder' start bark noisily, hell what I did

quickly I used my hand brushing him again try to compose him, and after a couple of magical touches he stopped and go back again to the calm mood

I sighed came to be face-to-face staring at him, put my hands on my hips. I frown watching him

"So you are so mad at me for insulting him, but not mad at him, you are so hypocrite"

He broke that barley eye contact and shook his head ignoring me. Huh, he is so well at the good friend act

I huffed "Yeah I had a friend once and she was like you, easily burned."

I kissed his face. he digs his head to move it against my chest. I rubbed his ears gently and ran my hand along his neck.

The sun was setting in the sky. and I was really feeling tired as my leg was aching even with trying to put any weight on its still hurt.

I heard a voice arise, the sound of boots thudding the concrete. I jumped at the voice but turned to face Fox as he folded his arms above the door of the stall.

Fox didn't take his eyes off of me as I looked at him. He bit his lip as he looked down. I couldn't take my eyes off his teeth that were digging into his bottom lip.

his white shirt wasn't white anymore, it was mixed with black lines and dots even over his mammoth biceps after fixing his motorbike and there are some hays I guess still wedged his messy black thick hair all that was like a disaster the strange thing is that's making him more mannish even the dirty rag that was hanged on his jeans back pocket

It was when he looked up that I had recovered from my stupid school girl thoughts that had surfaced in my head and turned to look away

"Go to clean up, you stink"

A'hole

Slowly nodded before whispered my goodbyes to 'thunderstorm' and turn to leave

I walked away still ignoring his eyes though; I can feel his gaze like daggers on my back before he goes and give black thunder huge and whisper in his ears

Finally, I open the door to meet the unreachable freedom, the red color was poured in all the sky the view was breath taken I want to run wildly chasing the sun ride my way to the west take a trip to the endless

but I can't do any of that because out of I am trapped here unallowed to go back where I called it home and it is not any more; home is not a home anymore not mine

I know no other place to go and I have no money to fee a place or motel beside those people still looking for me

In fact, Fox didn't trap me here, life did

I turned giving my back to the inaccessible freedom and walk to open the main door make myself in, I close my eyes try to balance my rebellious feeling

Yeah, everything happen for reason let's hope it's for good

with that, I start heading to my room which I don't can't really remember the way, or maybe I don't want

Stopped to look around I don't know where I was heading, but I don't mind, he drew his lines where is allowed and not, let's try the not allowed I shrugged and continue

This place so confusing, so many rooms here and the walls were at the same design and same color which I can't really tell where I was last night or let me correct myself where I was taken

Yes, the room I'm in it's his room, how I know well, it's obvious that was his room; I mean who paints his room with black

But I never saw this rooms before, luckily the door open it's like his office, is it?

its big wide and full of shelves books and shiny dark wooden desk and his laptop, it must be his office, I never been in his office before this is my first time

I missed reading books, Melisa always used to bring me some books I love reading especially romance erotic romance, yes it's my secret no one know that except the two of us she read them with me, now I can pass my time here much easier , all I need to do is searching for the proper one

There was poetry, historical, it's almost shocking that man like fox read poetry

Then my eyes glimpsed a book by a strange name that was not like any other book. It looks smaller and without a title. Only the name E is written in the corner in golden color

I can't control the voice inside my head, it insists on me that I must take it, I pulled my fingers stepping on my toes, it's out of my reach, my fingers barely can touch the wooden shelf

"lost!"

I jumped when I hear his voice came out of the blue, I turned around to see him raising a brow with smirk dance on his face

"no, i" I tried to form a rational sentence but he cut me as he always did

"You miss me," he asked mockingly, I want to scratch his face, he is so cold and Provocative

obviously, I was in the wrong place because I want to go that way not because I'm lost and now busted but i want to read that book

I feel his curious gaze on me, without more words I walked out, I don't want to push my luck, yes I'm hidden here from Mr. stainy but he is still my capture in the other hand

Finally, I found my room or to be exact Eva's room but at least I will find some clothes other those shorts

I was so smelly, I didn't work much though, in fact, he did most of the work. I think he wanted to make sure I would not run away so he made up the work excuse

Don't worry Mr. Cold I will run again and again whenever I got the chance to

But for now, a hot shower is all of everything now

After Ten freaky minutes

Yeah the stupid rule

I was ready but I don't feel like going out, in fact, I feel much safer here since no one home only us, I want to stay here, but I'm too afraid of Fox twisted mind

Truthfully, I'm afraid of him

without more second thoughts I pushed the door open limping out, my face hit by a pleasant delicious smell

the smell of attacks my nostrils I hurried up to the kitchen, is boo here that's smell like her food, she is an amazing cooker

When I arrived, Fox stood at the stove wearing a black pair of cargo pants and gray tee with bare feet, his hair is still wet from his shower

He smirks and speaks in his usual rough tone. "I'd bet you're hungry, princess."

To tell the truth, the smell is irresistible, I don't know he can cook and like freakn' professional

wait .wait why he is cooking right now I mean he didn't make a breakfast for me when he made him this morning ...why now

Poison

he poisoned the food ... he got enough from the right so he will kill me, I mean look at me, a girl like me parley weighs 40k who will purchase her

I worth nothing

the food plated and ready, I was rooted to my place I can't