Life, K. Green [rosie project txt] 📗

...” she started

“I don’t want your apologizes. First place yourself in other people’s shoes, before you open your mouth. Let them kidnap you, I can even stay aside and watch them how they do it. Then I won’t move my finger to find you.”

 

I went back home without Styles. Why did had to get insulted and being hurt by one child? Child but she knows my weak sides, she talks like that everything goes personal, it doesn’t matter what others think about it. I am so close to go back and just kill her and send her in hell.

I walked inside the house. Marla was on the couch sleeping. I dressed up in more comfortable clothes, I woke her up and sent her home. She left the house, and now I am all alone in the house, my phone ringed. Message from Styles. “I’ll sleep in the camp tonight, I know you want to be alone. Be safe xx”. I turned off all lights. I wanted everything to be dark. Like I wanted to be in this basement again. Dark. Quiet. No sun inside. I sat behind the couch and I shrank and leaned my forehead on my knees. Just the light of the street lights came in.

The first memories came into my mind. The first months. The first rape.

 

Before 5 years

 

The columns keeping the 1st floor are all with lilac. When the flower dies, they putt new. The columns are getting rotten, I have the feel in any second the first floor will fall over me, and I’ll die on place. Maybe it’ll be better if it happens.

Upstairs… was loud. They are having a party while I am staying down here, hearing and feeling the bass of the music. I am starving and being thirsty. The door opened, first thing I smell is alcohol, then sweat and vomit.

The Metal Guy. I didn’t know their names… and I am calling them ‘Something’ Guy. He is drunk… and then he raped me.

He opened the door of the cage and I move in the edge of the cage. I wish I could be invisible, but I wasn’t. He tighten the chains raising my hands in the air. I knew what was going to happen. I haven’t been so frightened in my life.

“What are you doing?”

“I’ll get the pleasure I need”

“No...” he pulled me from my legs, making me to lay on my back, my hands were over my head. “No! DON’T!”

I am screaming, begging him, he didn’t stop. I am crying, trying to push him away with my legs, to hit… I am not lucky at all.

Then it happened. I am screaming and he covers my mouth, then I feel the pain between my legs. Pain is getting bigger and bigger.

The Lilac Guy showed up from the first floor, I thought double pain will come, but he didn’t do anything. He hit the Metal Guy who was raping me, started yelling over him on unknown language for me. He won the fight. He untied the chains.

“Are you okay?” he asked

“Do I look okay?” I answered “You, guys, raped me.”

“I’m sorry”

“But he doesn’t.”

“I’ll try to be around you, but… I am not promising.”

Yes, he was around me, like Guardian angel, most of the times he was saving me from them. I missed some beating with the whip because of him. I was really grateful, but I hated him same as others two men.

 

Style’s P.O.V

 

I am watching the fire, well she doesn’t feel like she’s wanted here. Seems like Ana really hurt her. Everybody were staying around the fire quietly. I know she wants to be alone for a while, so I won’t push her. I am playing with the ring in my hand. Maria is watching Ana with hate.

“What did you tell her?” she exploded with a scream “Again you don’t think with your head! She could kill you. What did you tell her?” she repeated

“I told her that, it’s better without her” I look at her. What? “And to get kidnapped again. She came and everything went upside down”

“What did you say?” I asked quietly, she looked me “To get kidnapped again? Do you have brain in your head?” my turn to explode with a yell.

“Ana you are terrible.” Scot said from the bushes and came to us “You saw everything in the past 6 years and you even said it.”

“It’s true”

“What she did to you?! You don’t even know her. With what she changed everything here?!” Maria asked her.

“Like you do Maria? Nobody know her. You proposed her? How long you two are dating? 2 weeks?”

“And who knows you Ana? Since when you are such selfish bitch and an idiot?” I asked “Do you know Sam, as a person outside of the bed? Do you know what he likes, and loves to do? I know everything about Catherina. I know when she’s hurt and she doesn’t showing it, when she’s pissed and she doesn’t show it. I can bet right now she’s fixing the wound on her shoulder and want to kill everybody here. I won’t be surprised if she made the house a mess” Everybody nodded even Sam. “Sam I don’t know how you can be with her. I will just leave her, and let her do whatever she wants. She doesn’t deserve you. She not watching at you, and you know mates does that, she watches after somebody else. Sam, you watch her back and she doesn’t turn around. Accept it Ana, he’s your man for life. You should watch him, like he does. Show a fucking respect.”

Sam was speechless, he even agreed. He didn’t said a word, accepting the rude words of mine. He was from other’s group in her pack, but Ana felt like to be in ours, so he followed her. Yes our pack is on groups, but we everybody was welcome in any group.

“Ana.” Scot said “You won’t come here, in the camp until Alex come home.”

“What?”

“That’s your punishment. You’ll wait to weeks. Think for what just happened, you’ll apologize to Caterina, if she doesn’t accept it, you’ll take the responsibility”

“That’s not fair”

“Go home. Styles you too.”

“I’ll stay here tonight, you can guard her.” I took my phone out and wrote to Cath.

“I’ll sleep in the camp tonight, I know you want to be alone. Be safe xx”

“Okay, thanks. Xoxo”

Chapter 17

Catherina’s P.O.V

2 weeks later.

 

 

When Styles came back from the camp, I was still sitting behind the couch. I think he saw me crying, well who wouldn’t, this words hurt. A lot. I feel like my heart is bleeding again. Like she opened an old wound.

He calmed me, and everything became from itself. I didn’t let him go even for a minute. We had sex way too much for normal people could handle, I suppose. I never felt so happy in my life, even if I know maybe somewhere my parents are doing the same thing as me. Styles gave me my ring again, I made it as a necklace around my neck, so when I decide to shift, I won’t need to remove it every time

My parents came back around 12-1pm. They went through front door, and I smelled intoxicant scent of a pine, from my mom’s side. Ugh they did it this morning. I stood from the couch and I hugged my mom.

“Brother ha?” I said “I know from where the 5th heartbeat comes from!” she blushed like tomato

“Yeah, I know”

“24years difference. Shame on you both!”

“And what you both did?”

“Nothing much, we were around” my dad raised his eyebrow, and pointed his nose. I waved him to shh “City center, camp...” I said

“I have to sit help me. I feel fat already.” Mom said “Wait what was that with the camp? You sure you did just this?”

“Almost to kill Ana so… and one in the city center.”

“What you mean.”

“She doesn’t like me, threatened me. I am not the only one wounded.”

“Is she that good in fights?”

“No she just shocked me with her words”

“What she said? Wait I’ll deal with it later. Are you sure you haven’t done anything else?” he giggled “Some things are not staying on their places, and your eyes shine like stars in the dark sky.”

I showed my mom the ring, she was so excited. I don’t want to know what she’ll do this time, with me. If she hears Maria’s plans… maybe I should hide now?

“Where’s Styles?”

“Taking shower”

“We should prepare the wedding.”

“Don’t pull me into this. Talk with Maria, she wants double wedding. YOU” I pointed dad with my finger. “You are dead. Marla?! On every 2 hours she was here.”

Marla is strange person. When I was little my parents left me to her for the night. I broke a glass and cut my finger. I had to cry, but instead she did. Fuck logic.

“I’ll call Maria” mom said and I followed Styles who went into the kitchen, he pulled me and kissed me slow.

“Where are the stupid chairs” he said and lifted me to sit on the countertop.

“I don’t know, and I don’t want to.” I pull him and kiss him again.

“We should find them.”

“I have no idea where are they, I don’t remember anything. I was way too drunk.” I told you, ‘the promise’ is broken. I closed my eyes and into his memories. I went 2 hours back.

Table was served, bottles of wine and whiskey were empty. I remember how we were drinking, drinking. We did it on the dinner table, countertop, and the tall and chairs. I went little further. I opened my eyes and laughed

“So?” he asked

“We’ll need new. We threw two into the river, and the third was burnt.”

“You did what?” my laugh stopped “You threw the chairs?” dad. He took deep breath. “Thank god you did it. I hate them.” Me and Styles laughed like an idiots with dad. “Come with me in the camp”

“I’m not coming, sorry” I said

“I am telling you”

“Like an Alpha or a father?”

“Both.”

 

Alex’s P.O.V

 

We are already in the camp, I helped Kate to get out of the car, and led her into the main hall. Catherina was walking behind us annoyed, all the wolves who saw me went into the hall. I heard a howl.

I sat on my place on the table and turned to Scott

“What happened?”

“I told Ana not to come until you come. I’ll call her to come.”

I putted 2 chairs front the fireplaces and made Cath to sit on the one, but before she do she moved it far from the other one.

“So I am punished, because I was going to kill one idiot?”

“Cath!”

“Ana will come in next 10 minutes.”

“Good. Everybody who were at the campfire to stand up. And go behind Cath.” Styles, Stefan, Maria, Rayon, Kody, Samantha, Tod, Sam, went behind her. “The one who were in wolf form, stand up and stay still.” Ana came through the door and I asked to her to sit next on the other chair “Ok let’s see what’s going on here. I am away for 2 days and you all start fights. Samantha?”

“Me, Kody, Tod and Rayon were sitting at the campfire with few civilians” she started “Cath greeted me, like everybody else. Some jokes started by Rayon’s