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I took my phone  running downstairs .

I entered the kitchen to found Sofia are talking on the phone with someone she didn't notice me I leand on the door way listening to her conversion she was saying to someone on the other line "oh you know how I love you babe " pissed then she spoke again "I miss it too babe but you know very well why am with him babe" in this I understand she's talking to a guy and she loved omg she doesn't love Ethan she's playing with him I don't know I have to be happy or sad ....she continues" okay babe good , if you want you can get his sister on your pants like this we be able to see each other more and get money more " laugh her evil laugh I can't believe that she wants her boyfriend to get me in his pants to suck with him more and get our money too shit I can't believe her this slut who she thinks she are ."okay babe I know you can do it and when you get this bitch Mila under you make sure to took video to I provoked her for money huh ....huh yeah of course babe....    like this I can be free from the asshole ...." I can't handle it anymore I shriek at her letting her phone dropped from her hand" slut whore who you think yourself are "

 

Ethan ( P.O.V )

 

I was in my room making out with my girlfriend when Eli shoot from behind the door telling me that he saw Mila and Luke making out in the pool my blood boil I pushed Sofia off of from me putting my clothes on I open the door Eli sign to me that he saw her entire her room .

 

Am angry from her I can't saw her with any man .

I can't get the idea of Mila making sex with any men .

 

I felt jealous started to  eating me oh god I know very well that wrong but yeah am in love with my little sister . I know that I have feeling to her from that day from that day I know that I love her more than brother love his sister , everything beginning in that day from one year and half.... Yeah one year and half ago...

 

 

                                      Flashback

 

 

 I been three days not home leving Mila home alone . I entered the house calling her name I was missing her she's funny person she like life she always say we live one time so we have to get fun love the life like this she will loved us too and  love ourselves . I like her words she's my best friend not just my sister am older than her but no time I think that am the older because she smart and her mind is older than her age . She knows who to toke with any person age in very pretty easy . I look in the living room and kitchen she's no sign .

I reached to her room opened the door to saw her laying in the bed wanna she saw me she give me light smile "you home" her voice like whisper . "Am home" I call reached to her she's sweat .

I put my hand on her forehead goodness she have fever " sis you sick " she nodd "go take shower and change your clothe they wet I make for you soup and bring some pills to get your fever down".

"I can't change I feel dizzy "

"let me help  "she nodded I helped her to walk to the bathroom "okay you fine with yourself I have make the soup " 

"Am fine go " I go understand to the kitchen I made for her soup I put it in the boll I took some pills form my room running to her room . I signed she's still in the bathroom I  knocked on the door ."come in E" yeah she call me E or baby .I open the door to see her just in bra and underwear " I forgot to took pj's and am very dizzy again "she sing "it's okay I'll  get it to you"

"Can you first took me to my room" I nodded before I carry her in my arm her body still wet "oh girl you wet " I murmured "it's feel good to me" she whispered in my chest .

I don't know what happened with me. me just from this little conversion between us sending shivers all my body why am not like this in normale I look in to her body between my arm god her body more sexy then I saw when her clothe on and she's more sexy with her dusty blonde wetter  hair oh fuck she's hotter  just I want to taste her now make her moan my name for pleasure her my body scream and my dick cry to fuck her now making her screamed to go faster in her wet pussy...oh no she's my sister impossible I can't think like that ... 

 

 

oh god but I need her now under me....Ahhhhh "what?" Her voice removed me from my thoughts

"sis"I told myself more than her to to remember myself she my little sister I can't think like this .

 

"yeah"she replied I get to her room putting her in the bed pulled my T_shirt off "I think you can put this on you for now" given her my T_shirt to covered herself steal the last glimpse in her curve sexy hattie body I ever saw before she pull it on  .

 

 

This night after I feed her and give her the pills she go to her beauty sleep. I stayed all night admiring the wonderful girl beside me her filled kissed pink lips just how good to  taste her them . everything in her turn me on fire I shook myself no..no... wrong feeling .....I have to stop myself .... before I did some thing  regret later..I know that's not going to be great . I took my phone calling Sofia asking her to be my girl and to move to my house like this I'll not be able to be alone with my sis.. . Like this maybe I'll stop feeling like this to my little sister and no problems will happen... Oh god why my sister? Why I have felt my sister ? Why i have to feel Like I'm crazy beside her ? And from this day till now I sneak to her room just to admiring her beauty. I love her Evey day more and more am horrified from this love ......

 

 

 

                                    Flashend

 

 

 I open her door shooting "what the hell Mila?" No sign to her I open the bathroom she's not there I closed it waiting for her am sure she knows that I know what happened in the pool because that she hiding in the closet . I was right she get out from the closet nervous start "Uh....Mmmm.... Hey you...call..me huh"her voice tremulous when my eyes land on her I forgot why am here . 

 

She get close to me putting her little hand on my hair. playing them I need her so badly  "who the naughty that make my baby mad like this "giving  me  her  best sexy whisper voice omg no if she stayed like this I'll lost my control .

I push her hand away to focus myself "Mila don't play with me like this you now what you did " I yelled at her face trust me I know some day she'll be with someone making love to him same day she'll not be with me she'll be with him in his house in his arms in his bed . but now am  not really ready for this .... my eyes land on her boob and there was a hockey my blood boiling in anger more again.

I hold her arm hard squeezed so hard I know but in this moment I just want her to feel some from my pain I  pushed her to the well , I can't hold the pain in my heart she make sex with Luke .I saw her pain and the  tears that run on her cheeks . That didn't stop my anger"Why you let son of the bitsh fuck you ?" I  yelled hitting the well beside her making her body shiver . I know in this time I didn't see her my sister I see her my girlfriend my lover mine.. that is disloyal for me for my love she cheating on me.... 

Suddenly a known voice came behind me  "Ethan you hurting her "I know that but I cannot stop "Eli "she  whisper to him like she asking for his help and he did " I know what happened she just taught him a lesson ......  let it go man he didn't make sex with her ....he  downstairs wanna toke to you he want to apologise"putting his hand on my shoulder.I  relax after that she doesn't making sex with Luke.I let go from her arm our eyes meet making my heart bombed .

 

I waiting to apologize I want to take her in my arms asking her  forgiveness  , But not from that happened I just stood looking in her eyes like idiot didn't found me voice I pretty sure she wanna me to apologize but she let him giving her big hockey in her boob of course he tease her. I can't apologize I turned to leave telling her the dinner ready without looking at her" thats it" she shot .

I know now I have to do it she's my little sister not my girl not mine and never ever will be  "Sorry Mila I lost control wanna I saw....the hockey " without looking to her I left her room with Eli on my tail....

 

 

 

When I enter the living room I saw Luke before he spoke anything I bumped him in his face "details now " I ordered him "Awww man what was that....Awwwww....  I swear I didn't  touch her pussy " he said fixing his jaw ."good details"I was happy when he said he didn't touch her pussy ."babe eveye one eat , lets us eat first " Sofia call " Sofia go feed yourself " I yelled how I can eat knowing Mila Starving I can't.

 

After Luke finishing  up what happened between him and Mila . I calmed down suddenly Eli shot me "man you know your sister one day will have boyfriend and I was wondering if you give me permission to dating her "

"Why you dick ?huh why not me , anyway I asked her first"Luke called

"Shut up "I yelled

"Man you know me..." Luke cut him"US" Eli nodd "okay us and you know how much I love her " Luke cut him one more " love her " Eli sign " please man give me ..US chance. " 

 

I know one day she will found her love some where and I trust Eli more than Luke and pretty sure she will be happy with Eli he loved her he'll never hurt her or broking her heart . But how I can see her in his arms ? How can handle that he with her touching her ? Making love was her moaning his name to please her ...I can't ....I can't .

 

Maybe this will be good to me to forgot her to remove this feeling getting back my brother feeling maybe .....or maybe not hell what I have to do ? I just  hoping one day I can remember myself to love Mila like my sister not like my girl and some days she will get to have boyfriend ... Fuck it's hurt to think that some days she'll get