I can't, S.H Moonlight [feel good books TXT] 📗

I stood beside the pool admiring Ethan playing was his girlfriend Sofia in the pool splashing water on each other .I hate har don't get me wrong she's cute sexy she not tall she's 56ft  brown hair with light brown eyes her curve body not like me but it's sexy girl any guy dead for her make me get crazy jealous. Yap you get me , am in love with Ethan you get it right .
Who can't !? I mean his sexy , handsome and hatter. His 6'5 ft wavey black hair charming  blue eyes that you just wanna stay all times staring on them ,his face heart cover his chin was his beard make him more sexy . body was muscles not over but in perfect was 6 pack his skin sunkissed Evey girls wishes just be one day in his boots am one from them oh and his 20 years ago his in collège .

Suddenly voice get me out from my thoughts "Mila ..Mila" I turned snip"what?" He laughed "you out from world more than two minutes I was asking you if you wanna me to order your food" raise his eyebrows "yeah ...uh ..yeah chicken salad thanks" I answer Eli one from Ethan bestfriend "anything for you love" kissing my cheek "Awww Eli stop call me love am not " don't got me wrong his handsome 65ft his 19 years ago , muscles body 4 pack blond hair brown eyes his sexy in himself but his not Ethan .

"Whatever you say I know you like me "Winking before I repeat he run to order our food .
I turned my focus on Ethan he was making out with Sofia my heart squeeze in my chest It's hurt me saw think like this all times.I wanna him from me all him I felt am in the edge of crying no ...no. .no Damn Mila stop thinking about him you can't think about him like that.... Sofia his girl he can do whatever he wants with her ...you Know he never ever ever see you like you see him ... It's wrong Mila my goodness ...I can't ... oh goodness I can't feel like that to Ethan that a mistake....I think it's time to stop myself from loving him to make control on my feeling I remember myself jumping in the pool splashing all water on Ethan and Sofia .

"Oh sorry guys "I shot smirk am not sorry at all because they pulled a part ."I can till you not"Ethan smirk I know he Knows me very will more than anyone in my life "really"I called turned my back to them swimming to Luke way "really Mila"Ethan called behind me I didn't reply I stood beside Luck his sexy cute guy really his me and Ethan best friend "hey cutie" jumping on his shoulder "hey sexy" smiling I like his smile his 20 like Ethan sexy in his way baby cute face brown eyes matching his green eyes . He turned me to face him .

"fuck man every day you look more sexy "whisper in my ear I giggled I know very well he like me he asked me to be his girlfriend from three weeks ago but I told him I have to think about it.

I know Ethan will not like the idea his little sister dating his best friend and older then me in three years too . Yah you heard me right Ethan my older brother even so that doesn't stopped me to have feeling to him more than brother and sister . I get that feeling from two years ago first time I dream we making love together and this dream never stop for that day . I know a stranger no sis can feel like that to her bro but I do ...
"What you say?" Luke wake me up
"About what?"am confused I think am so deep in my thoughts to heard his question.

"About going to club to night " give me confused look
" of course not alone"given him confused look his hands still around my waist "If you want I'll till the other" in whisper I look in his eyes I see lost need I nodded okay "I like it so  sexy "he say looking at my breasts I look around no one there anymore just two of us I get nervous I have to pulled a part  I push on his chest to let go but this just make him push me hard to him "don't"he ordered" let it go asshole"push him more oh god that just make him in more lost and pleasure he squeezed my ass pulled me more letting me wriped my legs around his waist  "I think you want to play huh" I song " I need you Mia " looking on my lips .

 In no time our lips meet he bit my bottom lip sucking on will drawing circle around my breasts and squeezed them hard I can't catch my moan he pulled a little whipping whispering in my ear "you wanna that huh you like it huh you want me to fuck you ahhhhhh" moaning squeezed them more putting his hard dick between my legs pull me a little down to let  my pussy on it I moaned softly his name" yeah babe "under his breathing I want to stop him but my body like it "fuck Luke " I moaned he smirk.

kissing sucked my neck running his lips all the way to my breasts kissing sucking them pulling one out from my bikini bite on my nipple hurd let me moan he stop Looking in to my eyes before he started sucked my breast again I moaned more  running my hands in his swim shorts feeling his dick it's very hard and thick "oh babe we have to give little Luke what he need"I play his eyes get bigger "I wanna see you naked now"I play again he sing quickly removing his swim shorts I put my hands on his chest "I have to be naked I guess"he nodded " I can't wait do it quickly babe" he said in rousing voice "turn around"I call in my sexyes voice "why ?"he shot"because I want so"he sing turned his face I quickly pick myself out from the pool shooting"see you babe " taking his swim shorts with me " fuck you Woman come back you can't do this " he screamed like a baby token for him his chocolate chip"watch me babe"Winking continue my way to the house.

"stop it now Mila come back"

I laugh before to get in side leaving him screamed yap the pool in my house we are rich people like you see my daddy have nine companies around my momma stay beside daddy in his trip and she also fashion designer. Me and Ethan didn't see them just one or two weeks in all the year . But we are okay without them everything we want we get and I really don't remember the last time they stayed with us more than two consecutive days it's sample now to us to live like this.

I reached my room get outfit to hooping in my closet to pick outfit before I  getting a shower .I dug in my closet took shot black leather shorts I have a amazing curvey body so the leather shorts will show more from my beauty , with white tank top . I get my bra and underwear white silke color I just want to complete my outfit with shoe.

When suddenly my door open and angry voice yelled " Mila?"I still in my closet I think it's better to be quite till he go or he will fuck the hell out of me .I heard the door open and close I sign in relief he gone . I know I'll be able to see him later but not now , not when he is piss off.I think now the best is to wait till he calm down a bit . I get out from the closest and here we are the anger man waiting for me was cross hands , eyebrows knotted and drop it jaw .oh goodness did he know what I did god knows what he will do now ."Uh....Mmmm.... Hey you...call..me Uh"my voice tremulous I tried to act normal I get close to him playing with his hair "who the naughty that make my baby mad like this "given him my best sexy whisper voice . He push my hand away "Mila don't play with me like this you now what you did " he yelled at my face trust me no one hope to see the anger side from Ethan . He stare at my breast and his anger hit more . I bit my bottom lip I know what he saw I was still in my green bikini that help him to  see my  hockey that  Luke give it to me  I'll  dead now . he hold my arm hard squeezed so hard punching me to the well , I can't hold the pain that hit me in this time my back hit the well pretty good .my tears roll on my cheeks "Why you let son of the bitsh fuck you ?" He yelled hitting the well beside me making my body shiver . I try to find my voice to explain to him I don't but no use .....

Suddenly a known voice came behind Ethan "Ethan you hurting her "I look up to meet big brown eyes "Eli "I whisper he smiled" I know what happened she just taught him a lesson ......  let it go man he didn't make sex with her ....he downstairs wanna toke to you"putting his hand on Ethan shoulder. Ethan relax after that he let go from my arm our eyes meet . Am waiting for apologize we stood looking in each other eyes for minutes the silence started to be uncomfortable to me .the first one who broken it was Ethan "the dinner is ready" great he didn't apologize to me "thats it"I shot  I look to my arm his cave handheld left printed in red  on it . "Sorry Mila I lost control wanna I saw.....the hockey" he didn't  without looking to my then he disappear from my room taking Eli with him.

I sign getting on my bathroom to taking my shower letting the hot water relaxing my body .

When I finish my shower I put my outfit on looking on the clock it's 4:00 I decided to call my friend Emma .from the first ringing she pick up
Me: hey bitch ( yeah we toke like this to each other you get it )
Emma:hi slut ( I giggled)

Me: we going to club to night you in

Emma: of course I miss E ( she have crush on him like for ever )

Me: his not available Emma 

Emma : whatever see you later bitch

Me : see you slut

Emma: bye

Me:oh ask  Karen if she wants to bye

Emma: okay bye

I jump getting my high white Converse put it and black long necklace I put it on I reached to my make-up I just put a fine line eyeliner was some mascara covering my lips with red lipstick I have long silky dusty blonde hair that reached the middle of my back I leave it like that . 

I look in the mirror I really like myself not cocky but am really sexy I have curve body in a good place I have 3 pack my skin sunkissed was gray blue eyes am the only one in the family that have gray eyes and dusty blond hair my momma say I get it from my grandma my momma have brown hair with blue eyes in