When The Light Falls - Book 3, N. Y. [good beach reads TXT] 📗

didn't think this through.

 

In all my 3 years with him, we've never thinked to have a a moment like this.

 

 

My breathing was silent, I had my hands graze over his chest.

 

I partially unbutton his shirt.

 

Jacob bites the bottom of his lips, and I smile.

 

 

I guess he took as a sign to continue.

 

 

I smile as I bite my bottom lip. Jacob responds happily to ignite our kiss again.

 

His hands graze my waist inching up and down again.

 

I smile as my neck cranes down to kiss him.

 

 

Suddenly Jacob pulls away, amd i'm in sudden shock. 

 

Did he not want to continue? It was getting good.

 

 

''Are you sure you want to do this, because-,.... if you don't want to,'' he says.

 

 

I look back into his eyes again.

 

Did I really want to do this or was my body taking over?

 

I didn't even know anymore.

 

 

We continue to look at each other.

 

His partially open shirt looms in the darknees and light from the window.

 

The moon was out tonight.

 

 

His every strong curve of his body comes into scene as I stare up and down at him.

 

 

I snap out of it as I try to say something

 

''I knew it, you're not ready and I practically tried to force an answer-'' he says.

 

''No.'' I finally reply.

 

''Please tell me, I need an answer.'' he says.

 

 

I sttuter a little. His face was so close to mine, I couldn't help but look down at his lips.

 

I re-imagine our encounter in the elevator.

 

 

Intense and hot.

 

I wanted intense and hot tonight.

 

Jacob leans in, his fingers caressing my chin. I look back up to make our eyes meet again.

 

 

I take a sharp intake, as he lips breifly graze over my cheek. He kisses me sweetly.

 

I tried so hard to not kiss him back.

 

I needed to make up my mind. Did I want this?

 

 

He asked if I wanted to, do I say yes or no?

 

I totally think we should wait, but what if I can't wait any longer?

 

What if he can't wait any longer?

 

 

 

''Elle, say something?'' he interuppts my thoughts.

 

I turn back to him, his face is so close to mine I slightly stare in awe of how beautiful he looked up close.

 

I bet he's thinking the same thing as me.

 

 

I love him, I really do.

 

But is it enough for us to wait?

 

 

He leans in to kiss me again, our lips reconnect. Lust finally comes back into motion.

 

We move side to side, not controlling our thoughts. I pull away.

 

My eyebrows frown in confusion. Did I really want this?

 

 

I look back to his concerned face. No response yet.

 

My eyes convince him to re-connect our kiss. He leans in, and finally I give in.

 

 

He hesitates to kiss me again and I reassure him by wrapping my arms around his neck.

 

He holds back one more time before our lips lock again.

 

 

Jacob wraps my legs around his waist, lifting me up against his body.

 

Our lips never leave sight of each other.

 

I cling to his body as I take off one button from his shirt. He returns the gesture by slightly lifting my black top.

 

 

His hands linger back to my thighs as we continue to kiss. Intensely we touch each other.

 

And i've never been more surprised by what we're doing.

 

 

He unlocks our lips and I breath heavily as he stares back to me.

 

 

''Do you want this?'' he asks.

 

I was eager to be back in his grip again. I nod my head in response.

 

No time for a real answer.

 

But then he speaks.

 

 

''If we do this, we don't tell anyone. Okay.'' he whispers.

 

''I promise, our secret.'' I replied.

 

 

''Alright....since w'ere doing this, I want to make sure you're ready. Because things may get out of hand.'' he says.

 

 

I had to be honest.

 

I was ready to give my all.

 

 

I smiled in response.

 

 

He smiles then chuckles.

 

Jacob nears my right ear, I stay steady.

 

I was scared for a second.

 

 

What kind of things did he do with other girls, or am I the only one?

 

What if it's not his first time and i'm finding this out now.

 

What if he had better with other girlfriends?

 

 

What if I turn down what he wants me to do?

 

 

All of a sudden, these questions came to mind. Did I really think it was going to be fine?

 

Was I re-thinking this and regretting my answer?

 

 

I turn back to Jacob. I tilt my head to his direction.

 

''You're my first, and I promise you'll be my first.'' he whispers.

 

 

I smile eagerly, relaxed at his response.

 

I turned my head back, facing his lingering body.

 

His soft breath brushes against my ear with little shocks.

 

 

''And I promise, that you'll enjoy it. I'll be gentle.'' he whispers.

 

 

And he was confident.

 

I was in awe.

 

 

He leans back from my ear to my face. His lips part, then he bit the bottom into his mouth.

 

He was dominant in this position. 

 

I stare up from my view.

 

 

Jacob looms over my body, making me lean back on my elbows. I stare up.

 

Part of me was ready and also scared.

 

 

He leans back up and pulls me to sit up on my knees. I stare back into his eyes.

 

The lights from outside covers his body in depth. His sculptured body being revealed.

 

 

I'm now watching Jacob reach to unbutton his shirt.

 

 

Once Jacob's down to the last few buttons, I help him with the rest.

 

There's no telling what might happen.

 

And i'm not going to sit around and wait for him to strip in front of me.

 

 

This would have been embarassingly seductive if I were as immature as I was before.

 

 

The last button on his shirt is undone in a second. His hands reach to uncover his body, waist and all.

 

He was perfect.

 

 

I've never seen him like this. Underneath all of this, was an amazing body. Probably from playing sports or working out in the past.

 

 

My eyes examine his body, rippled and gorgeous.

 

My hands began to linger and wonder up his abs.

 

 

Jacob's quick to remove his shirt finally and i'm slightly embarassed, as he's shirtless in front of me. His beautiful body revealed.

 

I look away in embarassment. I was stunned.

 

Maybe i've been looking at his body for way too long.

 

 

And he was probably watching me, watching him.

 

He waits patiently as I look into his eyes again.

 

 

Was it my turn?

 

 

I tried to think up of ways that I can take off my shirt.

 

Maybe I can be more sexy.

 

I slowly withdraw the hem of my shirt. I watch Jacob's eyes linger over my movement.

 

My eyes watch him, and he bites his lip.

 

 

That made me work more effortlessly to take it off seductively, like how he did.

 

 

Finally I get the shirt off. He stares up and down at my body.

 

Part of me felt like he was violating my privacy by looking at me. But part of me wanted to show him my flaws. I wouldn't say I had an attractive body.

 

But by Jacob's seducing smirks, he liked it. That made me happy and smile.

 

 

 

He smiled back as he notices me shy away from my embarassment. He touches the bottom of my chin with his finger.

 

I kiss his fingers slowly, he responds by pulling my body to him quickly.

 

I was embarassed by the skin on skin contact, his stomach grazes mine. He removes my hands from covering my face.

 

 

 

He holds my hands in his left hand in full grasp. His other hand rises to caress the small of my back. I'm slightly stunned by the touch.

 

 

I've never be treated like this before. He was definitely doing this right for a first time.

 

He assures me to inch back to him by pulling my waist to his from my attempt of escape. Our skin re-connect as his lips inch to mine.

 

He finally let's go of both my hands in his grip. His left hand joins the other around my waist.

 

 

I look up to him, our pants were still on but I could feel the heat rising between us. Our lips lock again, this time we kiss more intensely.

 

I had forgotten the sweet taste of his lips on mine from our constant stopping in between.

 

 

My hands go through his hair as his hands snake around my thigh pulling it up to his torso. In one swift movement my legs are around him again.

 

Our kiss deepens, i've never felt more wanted in my life than now. His lips move up and down against mine never leaving each other.

 

 

He pushes a piece of my hair back as i'm tightly in his grip. 

 

I loved how beautiful I must have looked to him right and how comfortable I was in his grasp. A big smile returns to his face.

 

I slightly smile back. Even in dim light I could tell he was just as happy as I was.

 

For once we took the risk in our relationship.

 

 

I just wonder if it'll be worth it. But I know we both love each other.

 

And it's totally worth it.

 

 

''Ready?'' he asks seductively.

 

 

I smile and bite my bottom lip. Let's see where it goes.

 

I giggle into the comfort of his body holding on to me, my face buried into his shoulder.

 

I smile as he continues to hold on to his grasp on me.

 

 

This was just perfect.

 

Chapter Thirteen: Yours Truly

 

   

The sound of the birds and breeze outside was relaxing.

 

The birds were chirping loudly, but I didn't mind.

 

 

I breathed in deeply as I felt around the bed to reach out for Jacob's arm.

 

He wasn't near.

 

I stretch my arm back to my side and unravel from my crouched position.

 

 

The bed was very comfortable. I couldn't resist and smell the covers to sulk in paradise for one last time.

 

I smile slightly as I set myself back into a comfortable position.

 

 

I suddenly open my eyes to the sunshine seeping through the room.

 

I slowly lift myself up with my arms and a sigh.

 

 

The door from the bathroom opens. I turn my head from the windows to see, a shirtless Jacob with a towel wrapped from his waist.

 

He ruffles wet trickles from his hair.

 

 

I examine his body. He looked amazing.

 

 

Then his attention is brought to me, I cover my face with the sheets.

 

 

A breath of relief comes from within him. 

 

I noticed the white t-shirt I had on yesterday was still on. I was surprisingly comfortable with knowing that I wasn't bare naked.

 

I look up to see the sight of Jacob nearing me.

 

 

I hide the smile I wanted to return with the sheets of the bed.

 

 

Jacob walks over to pull the sheets from me, he strips the comforter from my body.

 

The cool warm breeze of the air flows over me.

 

He chuckles slightly then sits down near my legs.

 

 

I sigh in response. I lay back and face him.

 

He returns to me a look, then caresses my legs.

 

 

He wraps his left arm around my legs, he kisses it as I feel the tiny hairs from his face. The feeling made me flinch.

 

 

 

A small grin slips out of his mouth.

 

Jacob looks up to my surprise, and leans in to kiss me on the nose. Our skin breifly touch each other. I felt goosebumps flare up as we stay still.

 

Just silence and our faces together.

 

 

''Did you sleep good?'' he asks.

 

''Yeah.'' I reply with a smile.

 

 

We let our lips touch before we part from each other. A smile on both of our faces. after

 

He walks over to his suitcase to partially pack and get dressed.

 

And I however, sprint to the bathroom.

 

 

I take my time to get ready this morning, no rush or anything. Today, we get to go back home.

 

I don't exactly remember, but i'll have to check with Lauren during breakfast.

 

 

 

The hotel wasn't so busy this morning, barely anyone was running around. Me and Jacob enter into the breakfast hall holding