Whispers Of Love, Jāē Goddard [best non fiction books of all time TXT] 📗

smirk still present on his face, wonder if I would ever hear the end of this.

      “So are you going to tell me how you managed to get up early and still leave your house minutes to 1.” He said the smirk still playing on his lips.

     “Well Mr. Knows It All I got up late.” I said, the annoyance falling of my tongue.

      “Right but your mom said you got up a little after 10, but you came downstairs minutes to 1. Seriously Skye I think that’s a new record.” He was clearly enjoying this. Wow I wasn’t even late all that stress I put on my precious over loaded brain and my moody hair.

     “Well I had trouble… (I didn’t want to admit that I was freaking out over something to wear and trying to fix my hair but I couldn’t even play like I didn’t care or wasn’t sure of myself with him it was like he saw straight through into my heart and my heart was unsure and overcompensating) finding something to wear and my hair has a mind of its own so yeah I’m sorry” I said truly sorry this time.

      “That’s no problem the trouble was worth it, you look really nice.” He said the smirk still playing his lips while intensely gazing me like he was looking straight into my heart again. After walking aimlessly just following his lead for five minutes I had enough. I needed to know where we going. “Umm where are we going?”

      “I honestly don’t know. I’m just killing time. I had something organized earlier but we can’t do it again the weather is not appropriate for it; maybe you’ll let me wake you up another Saturday morning. I’m just going where feels right. We could get to know each other.” He said smiling; I thought I knew everything about this boy but oh how I wrong. I also thought this was a sexy as it gets then that smile Whoa!!!! He had dimples. How is it that he could be so perfect it just was just unfair and he did it so…so in a way only Gio could so unassuming about it. I didn’t care though I would walk to the end town and back with this boy.

      I was smiling ear to ear right now I don’t know if it was because he was now holding my hand or what but I was happy. “That’s no problem but I think I know where we could go. It’s a really long walk though so how much time do we have? Oh and kill time till what where are we going?”

      “Don’t worry your safe with me. That’s okay we have time we can go whenever you’re ready. Just not now. Where do you have in mind though and when’s your birthday?” He said.

      “Don’t worry you’re safe,” I said a teasing smile on my lips “and the day I was born is the twelfth of February but I also celebrate my birthday on November the third and July the sixteenth. When’s yours?”

      “Wow three birthdays I don’t think you can just choose like that,” he laughed muttering soft but loud enough for me to hear that I was completely and undeniably crazy. I hit his arm playfully holding on for just a while stealing a feel on his muscle. Damnnn!!!! “My birthday feels lacking in comparison with yours though, alas I only have one day January the 26th.”

      “Yay you’re an Aquarius, yes I believe in astronomy we’re born by the stars and moons. It is said that...” I rambled on but stopped when he looked at me like I was crazy wow he was cute but a little slow it took him a while so I stopped on the astronomy he wasn’t awesome enough to handle it. “I have three birthdays because this level of awesome can’t be contained to one day and I really wanted to be a Scorpio.” I said it was the truth to a point.

      “Kay I’ll accept that but I don’t believe it. Wait did you eat?” He said looking truly concerned.

      “Umm nope I don’t eat in the morning. I’ll make up for it during lunch.”

      “It’s past lunch time though and you’ve been sleeping for how long you’ll make yourself sick.” He was sounding like an old man now.

      I smiled sweetly. “Well I’ve been living like this for as long as I’ve been in charge of taking care of myself. But the concern is appreciated anyways shush back to the questions. Are you happy in the U.S of A?”

“I don’t mean to sound ungrateful and harsh but no it is minute compared to the beauty and love you feel in Italy. Italy was built off the want no need to be more accepted, recognized not for themselves but for their family the people who would come after them. You just feel this kind of homely vibe in Italy. Love emanating from the people the food. The beauty crawling off the fine artistic built of Italy. I don’t know L'Italia non può essere spiegato solo visto e sentito.”

I was in awe I mean everyone knows Italy is beautiful there men are divine and their food heavenly. But the way he spoke it wasn’t just a want of mine to visit Italy but a need Italian is without a doubt the sexiest language that was ever spoken. I find French was to vuk, yuk and Pee-ear for my liking and Spanish sounded like gibberish carro come on really. But Italian sounded like a poem by the heart.

  “Well make me feel shitty about my country.” I said with a giggle. I held his hand so I could direct him to my place of solace.

“I didn’t mean to honestly and your country is quite known for a lot and enjoyed by many. Italy is just where my heart belongs but I have found something that caught my heart in the land of the free.” He smiled squeezing my hand.

I was blushing I bent my head trying to hide it of course. Just then a ball hit me in head. I wanted to cry but I tried to stay strong. He turned me towards him rubbed my head asking me if I were okay. No I was not those stupid boys hit me. Hit me very hard I might add. I told him I was fine I was trying to focus on something else but my throbbing forehead and my soon to develop headache. He picked up the ball the stupid boys came running over.

“We’re soo sorry. Jay didn’t mean to hit it so hard.” One of the boys said he was embarrassed by the whole situation so that made me feel better.

“It’s okay. Don’t worry I’m bad at it myself I understand.” I said just playing with him but I could’ve died at the look on his face. He was now red his mouth open to say something but nothing coming out. He was probably thinking of the world’s greatest string of curse words.

“I’m just playing not about the me being shit part that’s real but I’ve seen you guys playing before you’re okay.” He let out a breath and smiled at me. I haven’t really seen them played but whatever compliments make people feel good.

“Oh thanks think we’re better than okay though but whatever anyways we’re soo sorry.”

“It’s okay I’m a big girl. I’m Skye by the way this is Gio.”

He smiled shaking my hand.” Kyle. Yeah you go St. John right?”

This boy was stalking me. “Yup how did you know that?”

“Our school played yours last week. I saw you there.” He said smiling okay now for sure I knew they could really play.

“Oh yeah I remember now. Anyways nice meeting you we have to go though we’re late.” I smiled and walked away. Gio gave them their cursed ball then held my hand. I looked up and smiled at him remembering what we were just talking about.

“Well looks like you have an admirer.”

First I thought he was talking about him but the way he said it I knew what he was talking about well who I really found him to be quiet. But I don’t think it was like that though his friend hit me for crying out loud I think that deserved an apology and small talk.

“Oh really I always wanted one. I mean chocolate, notes and shit. Someone to watch my every movement and …” He cut me off by yes fricking kissing me and shoving his tongue down my throat. I was shocked yeah but that went out the window once my heart picked up on what was happening.

Well so much for being ‘friends’ the way we were kissing had no trace of friendliness it was heated. It wasn’t like it was the first night tender and sweet nuh uh it was sinful. He kissed me with a kind of hunger need for my body close to his, need for our lips together to tie this kind of bond. To make us one. Don’t get me wrong there was no complaints here but this kind of kiss belonged in private. Think I blushed just thinking about us in ‘private’.

I pulled away not offensively or anything but kind of like ‘WTF dude back up!’ but not offensively. He wasn’t even fazed by the whole attacking my tongue in public he just ran his hand through his hair the same blasted, shiver sending way. Hate that he makes me have no control of my body, my brain and heart around him.

“I like you. I really do unexplainably like you. I know you already. I don’t need to spend any more time with you to see who you are I’m already uncontrollably, stupidly in deep. I want you. I want you as mine. I want to be your one and only. The reason for stupid smiles on face. The reason for a glow of happiness. So give me a chance amore.”

Whoa I just stood there I was scared he didn’t know me how could he love me on purpose. Hell my dad was meant to love me and he chose not to. He’ll only get close and realize that I’m broken beyond repair. But come on that little declaration was sweet if his hand wasn’t on my lower back I think I would’ve fallen already. And amore whoo. I’m failing all my foreign language classes but I know what that meant. Cue the stupid smile that would remain forever. I want him in my life duhh he’s sexy. Really though he’s one of those people that you’re happy you’ve met but feel unworthy to have had the chance to meet. I don’t know but it’s amazing when I get to talk to him or he reads and essay for the class or poetry. It’s breath stealing, mind defying, heart capturing but leaves you feeling unworthy. I am unworthy.

“You don’t need to say these things Giovanni. You don’t know who I am, the things I do. What if after we get together you realize you’ve made a mistake? I don’t know if we should.” I was scared. I’m not really a nice person. If I could choose to be someone else I would I hate this girl. I don’t even know me I’m still struggling to find out. How could he.

We were approaching the forest now eeep we’re close. He held my hand and squeezed it. The insecurities rushing back.

“I remember when the school had that fire scare I remember seeing you so scared and worried. You were arguing with a teacher I swear you were ready to jump back in the school although we were on an alert for a fire. Then after I saw you with Alex all worry and panic gone. I kinda eavesdropped on your conversation not being freaky or anything but just worried I guessed and I heard you telling her that you remembered an