Whispers Of Love, Jāē Goddard [best non fiction books of all time TXT] 📗

essay she read to the class about one of her asthma attacks. And you were so scared because just the panic was enough to set off an asthma attack and you didn’t know where she was and the teacher was telling you to calm down that she probably fine and nearby but you couldn’t because you thought she was probably half dead in a class somewhere gasping for breath. I don’t even think I had ever seen you and Alex talking or spending time together but you picked up on that because you’re caring, considerate even when you don’t need to be.”

After he said that I was left speechless firstly this bitch has been stalking me and here I was thinking it was only me. I didn’t even remember that I was ready to go back in the school though burning or not. It wasn’t anything memorable I guess I just freaked out because it felt like Brian dying all again but this time I could’ve done something. Selfish really.

“I didn’t even remember that everyone thought it was Drew and Aaron who set the school on fire for hopes of a vacation. I think you’re really blowing the whole thing out of proportion though I just remembered and wanted to see if she was okay.” I shrugged my shoulders it was making me uncomfortable really to talk about thought I was over it but like everything else in life with Giovanni Affini he puts all my emotion on high. It just soars over anything comprehendible.

“You’re so sweet and you don’t even know it.” He then kissed my head and pulled me into him. I was full on blushing. Yes I will admit I’m one of those lonely kind of girls who sits down and reads books and movies and cry like a wuss and just pray and anticipate that moment when I’ll meet my own price charming. So to say that what had begin to happen wasn’t a dream come true and heart melting would be a true statement, this was so much more it was euphoric my heart always felt like it was going through an intense training session for the Olympics my belly felt like it was hosting world cup. It’s indescribable cause I don’t even know what I’m feeling most of the times.

I bumped him with my hip, “Thanks you’re not too bad yourself.” I smiled and went on my tippy toes to kiss him on his cheek. “How old is your brother?”

“He’s seven months. But he gives enough trouble for a toddler on steroids.”

“I bet he’s really cute.”

“Yeah but he’s three handfuls and I don’t even have to spend whole day with him. Hmm bless my mother’s heart. What about your family, give me some names and history?”

“Amen well my mom’s name is Leyla she’s 37. My poppa’s name is Kenneth he’s 40. My sister’s name is Cateleina she’s 15 my two step-brothers’ name are Simon and Sean they’re 10 -13 I don’t really know my step-mother’s name is Rose and I don’t care to know how old she is.” After I said that you could see like everyone else he was wondering how I had a sister my age he’d never heard about and if I had a twin.

“No I don’t have a twin, no she doesn’t live with me and yeah she’s 15. My father obviously didn’t care for vows made in the presence of God and respect for monogamy. So yup I have a sister my age different mother and she lives with my father.” We were getting closer thank god because I honestly don’t know how long I could it’s okay answers when I wanted to cry.

“I was actually calculating an age for your step-mother but I guess the sister thing would’ve popped in mind at sometime. So where are we going we’ve been walking for a really long time now.” He was just so sweet.

“No I’m not going to tell you but we’re really close I think it would tickle your fancy.” He just laughed we were getting into the dark part of the forest now all you could see were trees. You could hear the breeze soaring through the wind the heart beats and chirps of the bird. The water lazily trailing down the stones and hills.

      When I was in fifth grade after my parents got divorced and school was crap and it felt like everything was going in the complete opposite direction from where I wanted it to be. I was just tired all the time I mean school makes us all tired but this was different. I just walked, walked going nowhere but desperately needing to be somewhere to run away from it all. I stopped in this part of the forest and breathed for like the first time in weeks. I just looked around and realized how fast I was trying to go my heart, brain everything felt like it was on overload. I was drained and I was done making myself feel this way over people. It was my rebirth that was July the 16th .  Through running away from it all I found this place I don’t know exactly what it is, if it’s a river or a beach. It’s found in a part of the forest, in like a cave kinda thing. I remember the day I was just walking into the forest feeling like for the first time I could laugh, cry do whatever I like and not feel scared to be judged and criticized. Like I could be me.I would just come back and walk, sit, talk to myself. I got lost a couple of times but I found it. I thought it was a cave but something was glowing it seemed to be calling me, lighting a way to something, something more for me to find. So I went in the first thing I saw was the water it was green but at points where the light from the cave opening at the top would hit it, it would be the deepest blue. Seriously I was expecting a mermaid, vampire, werewolf something to appear and say that this land is the land of their ancestors cause it was so beautiful and pure. It was beyond beauty that humans should be allowed to admire. I felt unworthy but I also felt honored this place was beautiful and I had the privilege of enjoying that whenever I wanted.

 It gave a kinda Gio vibe thinking about it. We finally reached he probably thought that I was going and rape and kill him as he entered but as soon as he saw it all ire thoughts failed.

“Skye…do you know what this is..My God…”    

Author's Note

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Text: Jael Goddard
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Editing: Jael Godddard
Publication Date: 11-04-2013

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