I'm Yours Only, Sophie J Brain [i am malala young readers edition txt] 📗

his hand ran up her leg.

“N-now?”

“Later” he whispered in her ear as he pulled her top off, smiling when he noticed in her haste to get dressed she hadn't put her bra back on, his lips lowered down to her nipple.

“Oh gosh” she moaned quietly her back arching slightly as he flicked his tongue over her delicate nipple.

Chris smiled slightly as he sucked, licked and teased both of her nipples. Stopping for a moment he looked down at them, they were flushed and hard from all of his attentions, then he glanced at her face. Her eyes were wide and flaring with passion, her cheeks had turned an adorable shade of pink and red and her hair was hanging down along her shoulders slightly messed from when he had tousled it earlier. Rather amazingly she looked both brazen and innocent all at the same time, he smiled again and then he kissed her once more just because he couldn't resist her for another second.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter Three

“Oh damn!”

Nicky groaned and pulled the duvet over her head, she was tired and didn't have time to worry about whatever whoever it was was moaning about.

“Nicky you need to get up now!”

She closed her eyes tight, the voice was getting louder and more insistent, odd really no one ever told her she needed to get up, they all knew she was quite able to get herself up. She peaked out from under the duvet a bit to see who the offender was and then blinked. Her walls were red not white ah of course she had stayed over at Chris' house again. Her eyes flicked to clock a quarter to eight on... oh bugger what day was it? Her brain clearly wasn't working today. Okay she had met up with him on the Saturday and stayed over two nights that made today- she sat up straight, bloody hell Monday and she was running late she had to be in school in an hour.

“Oh God” she moaned why didn't her phone alarm wake her?

“It’s my fault” Chris explained putting on his tie “I fell asleep after I switched off the alarm”

“You are annoyingly fully dressed” she commented

“It doesn't take me too long and you messing around under the duvet for five minutes”

Sticking her tongue out Nicky quickly got up and dressed. The panicked rush meant that she did it in record timing and she was ready to be out the door in just 10 minutes “The bus I catch comes up here I think, it should only take me a few extra minutes”

“You are coming with me” Chris said quickly

“You know we can't be seen turning up at school together” she said sighing wishing there was a way they could and once again mentally cursing the fact that they were a secret.

“It is true that people would talk” he agreed “but there is no reason why I couldn't have picked you up as you were running late at the bus stop”

Nicky pondered this, it seemed innocent enough and she could always explain that she had had a fright on Friday and Chris had helped her clean up a wound and wanted to make sure she was ok and feeling safe. People would still talk of course but not so much and well anyone with general concern would do the same thing but that did mean going into some form of detail about the attack, however there was no need to say it was Kevin if someone did ask she could just say it was some random tramp or something. “I suppose we could find some way around it sir”

“Good then that is settled” he said gruffly “Don't want you walking around an area you don't know where men can see you and leer over you”

Nicky smiled “all right Mr protective”

He kissed her “I'm just looking out for you cheeky”

“I wonder why” she murmured

“Because I happen to care a great deal about you”

Nicky stuck her tongue out again and walked downstairs “When do we have to be going?” she called up

“Soonish” he replied “five or ten minutes. Do you want some breakfast?”

She shook her head “Nope thanks I don't eat breakfast”

“You should”

“Are you telling me how I should live my life?”

“Nope just making a statement”

Nicky smiled and hit his bum. She really did like teasing him and having tiny little arguments that meant nothing, the last two days had been pure bliss for her, the happiest she had ever had in her life and she hated that she had to leave. It would be hard to leave when it was just so natural that she should be there, it seemed the most simple thing in the world that she would be in this house with this man and just have fun and joke and spend time together. In that moment she truly hated all the reasons they had to keep it a secret and most of all she seriously hated that it was a secret because she knew in her heart that if it was all out in the open then she would probably spend most days in this house with this man.

“What are you thinking so intently about” he asked

Nicky sighed “Nothing really just school and stuff” there was no way she could tell him the truth, he would either think she was insane for thinking it at all or feel guilty about the secrets and Nicky didn't particularly like either option.

“You will be ok pretending everything is normal?” he asked

“I will be fine” she answered “I'm good at acting and well not like we see each other often anyway even with me avoiding you”

He nodding knowing it was true “Well we had better be off then”

Nicky smiled and followed him out the door “Indeed I don’t wish to be late”

“You won't be we still have thirty five minutes”

Nicky sighed a bit sullenly “I could think of better things I could do in thirty five minutes than waiting for school to start”

Chris looked at her as they both got into the car and just laughed.

 

Three hours later after hearing a knock Chris looked up from his work and looked at the door to the classroom he was in. It was Nicky “Hey Sir”

He stood up quickly “Nicky what's wrong?”

She shrugged and walked into the room “Nothing just I had a free period now and Mrs Watson needed to give you these worksheets” she held up her hand to show she was holding numerous papers held together with a paper clip “they weren't that important so I volunteered to take them. I wanted to see you”

Chris smiled he had been thinking about her all morning, they had had to part so quickly when they arrived into school, well in actuality Nicky had got out of the car just around the corner after he had taken a back road short cut but there hadn't been any time for a long kiss and a cuddle. He watched her as she walked in, placed the worksheets on the desk and smiled at him, he could watch her all day she was just simply amazing.

“So how much talking time do you think we can have?” she asked.

“Well you dropped off the worksheets so at least a few minutes” he smiled “Unless you need help with your work”

Nicky smiled and pulled up a chair “My maths could use some work” she said with a wink as she sat down “actually I really do. Mr MacDonald was supposed to help me on Friday but he forgot that’s why I was there so late”

“That’s bad” Chris said moving his head a bit too close to her “still no real harm down and the cut on your head is going away quite nicely”

Nicky nodded “Just the shock and memory that needs to go away now”

He hadn’t realised that she had been so badly affected by what happened. She had seemed so happy and carefree over the weekend that he hadn’t noticed it. Chris was ashamed of himself and he patted her arm lightly “It will, I’ll make sure it does”

“Thank you Chris” she blushed “sorry I mean sir”

He sighed and touched her hand before quickly taking it away “I’m sorry it has to be like this”

“It’s ok” she shrugged “Soon it won’t be right?”

Chris closed his eyes slightly as he once again remembered home, that had to be sorted as soon as possible. Why didn’t he just tell Nicky, she would understand wouldn’t she? She was smart and she knew him well enough to know that none of was intentional just something that happened, on the other hand how well did she know him by now? Yes they had spent basically the whole weekend together but their interactions before that had consisted of two conversations both of which ended in passionate embrace. If he told her the truth and she didn’t know him enough to know that he hadn’t meant it to turn out like this he lost her forever... well that was not an option he liked very much. Instead he just murmured “Yes darling very soon” deciding that he would sort it without her ever knowing, there was no reason to tell her if it could possibly cause her pain, the last thing he wanted to do was hurt her.

Nicky smiled “Good, soon is very good”

“Did you say you needed help with your homework?”

“Oh yes” she reached into her bag to grab her maths work and a pen “you see I don’t quite understand what this is” she pointed at an equation “well I mean I know what it is but I couldn’t quite grasp how to solve it. I’m sure it’s simple and I’m just going to seem like an idiot for not understanding but well can you help?”

Looking down at the equations he smiled “you’re not an idiot I used to struggle with this myself when I was in school”

“All those years ago” she smiled

“Indeed”

“So what do you have to?”

They spent the next half an hour doing intense working going over and over the technique until Nicky got the hang of it and then all of the work she had left was completed. She really had a thirst for knowledge and he wished he taught some of her classes because she was such a delight when she was learning something new really it was rare that someone was so keen and enthusiastic to gain some more knowledge.

“Yes!” Nicky cheered as she completed the last equation on her homework “Thank you so much”

“It was my pleasure” he smiled “You are easy to teach”

“I’ve been told that before”

He put his finger on her cheek but then pulled back when heat shot through his arm down to his mid-section causing his jeans to become increasingly tight. “It’s true” he said softly.

Nicky swallowed and licked her lips, which didn’t help his arousal, and then she stood up awkwardly “I can tell I should go”

Chris stood up after her “No really you can stay for another moment”

She gave him a tight smile “That is a matter open for debate, I can see you are getting quite frustrated with me being here”

“No” he said urgently “I’m not getting annoyed with you, at all.”

She glanced down at his mid-section and blushed “I was talking about a different type of frustrated”

Damn it! He needed to touch her again, he moved his hand up and down her arm “I can’t help it, you affect me this way”

“Well that’s why I thought I should go, so you could calm down” Nicky picked up her bag and started edging towards the door.

“There’s always another way I could calm down” He winked

Her eyes widened “We can’t do that here”

“I know” he sighed “Still would be quite nice”

“It would be” she agreed “but getting caught wouldn’t be fun because you would lose your job”

She was right of course so he took a step back and let her pick up her bag “I’m sorry about even hinting at it”

Nicky looked