Many Dimensions, Charles Williams [black authors fiction TXT] 📗
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had become gradually aware of how strong, within his public feeling and
his desire for the good of the common folk, had been the hope to save
that son who lay cancer-stricken at home, and also of what a strong
case Merridew might present for the suppression of the Stone. He had
supposed good to be single, and it was divided; to be clear, and it was
very clouded; to be inevitable, and it was remotely receding. With dull
eyes, and a heart almost broken by public and private pain, he faced
the Home Secretary.
“I have come to know if you have any news for me,” he said.
Mr. Garterr Browne shook a sympathetic head. “I am afraid,” he
said, “that What I have is, in a sense, worse even than you might fear.
In fact, we have discovered that the matter has settled itself.” He
paused and the Mayor stared at him; then he resumed. “Yes, settled
itself You see,” he picked up the stone that lay on the table, “you see
apparently this thing changes; at least, I mean a change comes in it.
It doesn’t retain its powers. Lord Birlesmere here will bear me out
that we have been very much startled and shocked to find that after a
while the qualities of the Stone, the special qualities both of
transport and medicine, disappear. It becomes apparently just an
ordinary piece of… mineral. We are, as I told you, having it
investigated, but our advisers report to the worst effect, and I am
bound to say that what Lord Birlesmere and I myself have been able to
see has confirmed us in accepting that report. It may be that the air
has a… a modifying effect or that some inherent virtue becomes
exhaustedlike radium, I mean like radium doesn’t if you follow me. It
may be that some central ray-diffusing nucleus disperses itself
gradually. I couldn’t say. But as a result—well, there we are. Nothing
happens. I chanced,” Mr. Garterr Browne went on suddenly, apparently
resolving to do the whole business well, while he was about it-“I
happened to have neuralgia early this morning rather badly, and so of
course I thought… But there it is, my neuralgia didn’t stop. I’m
very sorry to have to tell you this, for I know what you must be
feeling, what indeed I’m feeling myself. But there it is. Truth will
out.”
With this sudden peroration Mr. Garterr Browne put the stone back on
his table and looked at the Mayor. The Mayor, without invitation, sat
down suddenly. He stared at the stone which, up to now, he had not
seen.
“This is it?” he asked.
“This is it,” Mr. Garterr Browne said regretfullly, while Lord
Birlesmere inhaled audibly and thought of that earlier moment when Lord
Arglay’s secretary had made a scene in a Government office on behalf of
the Stone of Suleiman. How much quieter things were, he considered,
round Browne’s stone! If only it could be kept up, and after all there
was no reason why it shouldn’t be. No one could tell, except by the
general growth of peace and quiet, which stone had really better exist.
Strong measures perhaps, but difficult times required strong measures.
The Mayor said slowly: “Do your scientific men, your doctors, assure
you that this is quite useless?”
“Alas, yes,” Mr. Garterr Browne said reluctantly.
“And what of the other Stones?” the Mayor asked. “Have they also become
useless?”
“Well, so far as we can test them,” the Home Secretary answered, with
an air of complete frankness. “There are one or two we haven’t got, of
course. There’s Sir Giles Tumulty’s; he’s working on it, so no doubt we
shall hear.”
There was a short silence. Then the Mayor said, “It is certain that
this Stone can do nothing?”
“It is perfectly certain,” Mr. Garterr Browne answered, tasting the
words as if he were enjoying the savour of the truth that they
contained, “that this stone can do nothing.”
The Mayor stretched out his hand, picked up the stone, looked at it,
turned it over in his hand, and then sat for a moment holding it. At
this last moment of his hopes, when he realized that, in consequence of
this new discovery of the mysterious nature of the stone, he was about
to return to Rich disappointed and crushed and compelled to crush and
disappoint—at this moment it was impossible for him not to make one
last personal effort. It was useless, of course, but if any virtue
remained, if, defeated in the State, he could still succeed in the
household by some last lingering potency, if he could help his son.-He
shaped the wish to himself and put all his agony and desire into it,
clutching tightly the useless bit of matter meanwhile,. and the two
Ministers watched him with rather obvious patience. At last he stirred,
put it down, and stood up.
“It seems I can do no more,” he said. “I will go back to Rich and tell
them that there is no hope.”
“A great pity,” Lord Birlesmere said, speaking for the first time; and
“A very great pity,” said Mr. Garterr Browne, adding, both to create a
good impression and with an eye to any extremely improbable future
eventualities, “Of course, if any fresh change should occur, if (for
example) it should be in any way cyclic, I pledge you my word to let
you know. But I haven’t much hope. A most remarkable phenomenon—that it
should have reasonably aroused such hope.”
“A very common phenomenon—that the dying should hope for life,” said
the Mayor, and with one abrupt farewell went out.
“And now,” Garterr Browne said, leaning across his table towards
Birlesmere, “now for Tumulty.”
The Foreign Secretary in turn leant a little forward, so that to
observant eyes, perhaps to Lord Arglay’s, the two might have seemed as
they bowed towards each other across the office table and the mock
stone, like two figures of cherubim bowing over another Ark than that
which was in the Temple of Suleiman, and over the false treasures of an
illusory world. The light of the Shekinah was hidden, but there was
something of a light in Mr. Garterr Browne’s eyes as he said,
“Birlesmere, now we’ve got rid of him, now he’s been worked, is there
any reason why we shouldn’t have it”-he dropped his voice a little”and
stick to it? You and I and Sheldrake if we must, and Tumulty to
experiment? It may be able to do very great things. Life—for all we
know; and gold—for all we know; and control.”
Lord Birlesmere paled a little, but he also had felt during the last
few days a small and strange desire moving in his heart, and he did not
dispute with his colleague. He only said, “Can it be done?”
“Let us talk to Tumulty,” Mr. Garterr Browne answered and took up the
telephone.
It was, however, much later in the evening before Sir Giles could be
got hold of. He had that day been again to Wandsworth considering the
detestable bed where the living and broken victim-of his experiment
lay, sustained against all likelihood in a dreadful mortality by the
rigorous operation of the Stone. He had then proceeded to a hospital
where he proposed to institute a series of experiments to see how far
health could be restored or abolished, and to note the effect of the
Stone upon the bodies in a state of disease, and he had made
arrangements to visit a madhouse on the next day, where among the
merely imbecile he hoped to be able to measure the degree of personal
will necessary for any working. He was consequently both tired and
snappy when the Home Secretary began talking, and shut down on the
conversation in a few minutes.
“It’s always the same damnable chit-chat,” he muttered as he went up to
his bedroom and flung his Type on a table by the bed. “Always this
infernal control. I’d control them fast enough if I could. If I could
get past whatever sailor’s knot the thing tied itself into the other
day when I wanted to try it on that bitch of Arglay’s. Can’t that hog-headed paroquet of a Secretary have Arglay and her jailed for something
or other? I can’t get rid of a notion that she’s peering over the
blasted thing at me. Am I losing my nerve and beginning to see things?”
He had sat down, half-undressed, on the side of the bed, and in a
sudden outbreak of rage he picked up the Stone again. “Damn you,” it
was Chloe whom he half-unconsciously apostrophized, “are you tucked
away in it as if it was Arglay’s bed? I only wish I could get at you.”
As he spoke the Stone seemed to open in his hand. He found himself
looking into it, down coils of moving and alternated splendour and
darkness. Startled, he dropped it on the table, or would have done, but that, as he loosed it, instead of falling, it hung in the air,
dilating and deepening. It was no more a mere Stone, it moved before
him as a living thing, riven in all its parts by a subdued but
increasing light. He sprang up and took a step or two away, nor did it
pursue, but he somehow found himself no farther off. He backed,
cursing, to the extreme other side of the room, but there once more he
found himself close to what had by now become a nucleus of movement
which passed outward from it into the very walls and furniture. They,
so far as the mind which was now striving to steady itself, could
discern, were themselves shifting and Curving. He put out his hand to
the bed and found himself
holding the cord of one of the pictures; he stepped aside, and one foot
was on the pillows of the bed and one crashing through the glass of the
wardrobe. “The damn thing‘11 get me down if I’m not careful,” he
thought, and made a great effort to hold himself firm, and see in its
natural shape the room he knew so well. But whether within or without,
the awful change went on; it was as if the room itself, and he with it,
were being sucked into the convolutions of the Stone. Its darkness and
its light were no more merely before him but expanding upwards and
downwards till they rose to his head and descended to his feet; he felt
himself drawn against all his efforts into some unnaturally curved
posture—he knew of pain somewhere but could not keep his mind on it.
For before him in arch after arch, as if veil after veil were torn
swiftly aside, that which was the Stone was opening its heart to him.
His eyes could not properly see, nor his brain understand, what those
swift revelations held; he thought once or twice he saw himself, he was
sure he caught sight of Lord Arglay moving in some abstracted
meditation upon some serious concern. And then suddenly he saw her; he
saw her lying in bed asleep, far off but very clear, and felt himself
beginning to be entirely drawn down the long spiral passages through
which he gazed. He set, in one last gigantic effort, his whole will
against this movement and for a moment seemed to stay it. So clear was
the vision that he saw Chloe stir and turn a little in her sleep. In a
suddenly renewed rage he felt himself cry out at her, “O go to hell,”
and as the words, from within or without, reached his mind, Chloe
stirred again and woke. He saw her wake; his eyes met hers; he saw
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