Many Dimensions, Charles Williams [black authors fiction TXT] 📗
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with an infinite departure; she exclaimed and swayed where she stood,
and Lord Arglay, leaping to her as she fell, caught a senseless body in
his arms.
THE PROCESS OF ORGANIC LAW
Cecilia Sheldrake was always, everybody said, extraordinarily kind to
her husband, which may have been why he committed suicide some ten
years after the vanishing of the Stone. No one quite believed, and very
few people understood, what her hints to her intimate, and indeed her
less intimate, friends exactly meant; that she and he had possessed
some marvellous thing by which anyone could go anywhere, and that,
having nearly lost it once in a motor-car, he had shortly afterwards
entirely lost it in her drawingroom. She never reproached him, or not
after the first year or two, and even then never with the virulence of
the first week. They had, people gathered, been looking together at
whatever it was—nobody remembered and nobody cared to remember, and
then he had mislaid it. At least, for the first year or two he had
mislaid it, and after then nobody ever understood quite what he had
done with it—sat on it or swallowed it or sold or secreted it,
according as it seemed to the hearer most like an egg, a bon-bon, a
curiosity, or a jewel. But somehow he had got rid of it, and Cecilia’s
life was ruined. As, very justly, it actually was—first, by the
discontent which she perpetually nursed, and secondly, by the drastic
financial rearrangements which followed on her husband’s suicide.
Mr. Garterr Browne, being unmarried, and having definitely himself
preserved the Type which he had had, found himself in the difficult
position of having nobody but himself to blame His position therefore
was so far worse than Mr. Sheldrake’s and it was for a few months made
worse still by his having at odd times to deal with the doctors and
scientists whom he had summoned to report on his own substitute for the
Stone. Fresh reports kept arriving for quite a long time from
scientific men of whom he had never heard, but who (with an indecently
unselfish ardour) kept on taking an interest in the remarkable cures at
Rich and their relation to the wretched fragment which Mr. Garterr
Browne had handed on to his earlier advisers and they had passed to
their friends who were interested. Exactly how it was that he and Lord
Birlesmere could never afterwards be persuaded to take the same view on
any question, not even the Prime Minister, whose Government was twice
wrecked, ever properly understood.
Between those two politicians, between Sheldrake and his wife, between
Carnegie and Frank Lindsay, there lay continually suspicion, anger, and
hatred. Negligent of them and their desires, the Mystery had left them
to their desires, and with those companions they lived. For it was not
in the nature of the Stone to be forgotten, and even in her village
Mrs. Ferguson entertained her friends with the tale of her recovery
rather from an unappreciated love of it than because she was as
talkative as she seemed.
The Persian Embassy fell silent; Professor Palliser fell silent. Only
one event caused a common flicker of satisfaction to rise in the hearts
of the professor, the millionaire, the thwarted General Secretary (who
never understood what the trouble had been about), and the politicians.
That event was the sudden resignation of his office by Lord Arglay.
For in the house at Lancaster Gate Chloe Burnett lay, uncomprehending
and semi-paralysed, for a long nine months of silence. On the same day
when at Wandsworth the unhappy wreckage of a man passed into death, and
his bed lay empty, the wreckage of his saviour was carried to a bed in
the Chief justice’s house. Her mouth was silent, her eyes were blank,
and that whole side of her which was not for ever still shook every now
and then with uncontrollable tremors. The doctors stated that it was a
seizure, a verdict on which only once did Lord Arglay permit himself to
say that, whatever it was, it was precisely not that. All the rest of
the time he maintained a silence—his secretary had been taken ill while
at work, and since Apparently she had no relations and no friends with
a better claim, and since he felt that it was probably his fault for
overworking her, and since the house was large, it was better that she
should remain. This was the general interpretation which Lord Arglay
allowed to arise. “For if,” he said to the Hajji before the latter
returned to Persia, “if we profess that this is the End of Desire,
fewer people than ever will want to experience it.”
“Her spirit is in the Resignation,” the Hajji said.
“Quite,” Lord Arglay answered. “So, you may have seen by this morning’s
paper, is mine. As entirely, but in another sphere.”
“Did you not hold,” the Hajji asked, “that your office was also of the
Stone?”
“I have believed it,” Lord Arglay answered, “but for one thing I will
not now make that office a personal quarrel between these men and
myself, though I think that otherwise even the Government would find it
difficult to turn me out. But the Law is greater than the servants of
the Law, and shall I make the Law a privy garden for my own pride? Also
since this child has come to such an end I will have none but myself,
so far as is possible, be her servant for the rest of her time.”
“I do not understand your mind,” Ibrahim said. “Have you known and seen
these things and yet you do not believe in the Stone?”
“Who said I did not believe?” Lord Arglay asked. “I believe that
certain things have emerged from illusion, and one of them I have
resigned for its sake and the other I will watch for hers.”
“You are a strange man,” the Hajji said. “Farewell then, for I suppose
you will never be in Persia.”
“Do not despise us too much,” Lord Arglay said. “It is our
habit here to mock at what we love and contemn what we desire, and that
habit has given us poets and lawgivers and saints. Goodbye, Hajji.”
“The Mercy of the Compassionate be with you,” the Hajji said.
“And even in that, for a reason, I will believe,” Lord Arglay answered,
and so they parted.
To Frank Lindsay Arglay sent a short note, saying nothing of the Stone
but only that Miss Burnett had suffered from—he paused and with a wry
smile wrote—a seizure, that she remained at Lancaster Gate, and that he
would at all times be very happy to see Mr. Lindsay there. Frank
however did not come. For a number of days he intended to answer the
note, but he could think of nothing to say that seemed adequate. If
Chloe wanted to see him, he argued, she would send a special message;
it was not his business to intrude. So safeguarding himself from that
intrusion he safeguarded himself also from any, and all that he might
have known of the conclusion of the Mystery was hidden from him. He
passed however a not unsuccessful life in his profession, and the only
intruder he found himself unable to cope with was death.
But every few days through months Oliver Doncaster called and saw Chloe
and talked a little with Lord Arglay, and it was to him only that
Arglay on a certain day sent a note which read:
“MY DEAR DONCASTER,
“Chloe died yesterday evening. The cremation will be on Thursday. If
you could call here about eleven we might go together.
“Yours, C. ARGLAY.”
There had been no change and no warning of that conclusion. Whatever
process had been working in her body, since the day when her inner
being had been caught with the Stone into the Unity, closed quietly and
suddenly. The purgation of her flesh accomplished itself, and it was by
apparent chance that Arglay was with her when it ceased. He had paused
by the bedside before going to his own room next to hers for the night.
As he looked he saw one of those recurrent tremors shake her, but this
time it was not confined to one side but swept over the whole body.
From head to foot a vibration passed through her; she sighed deeply,
and murmured something indistinguishable. So, on the moment, she died.
Arglay saw it and knew it for the end. He made no immediate move until
he touched with his fingers the place where the epiphany of the
Tetragrammaton had appeared. “Earth to earth,” he said, “but perhaps
also justice to justice and the Stone to the Stone.” His hand covered
her forehead. “Under the Protection,” he murmured. “Goodbye, child,”
and so, his work at an end, left her.
In the car, as they returned from the crematorium, Oliver Doncaster
said to him, almost bitterly, “Was it a wise thing to tell her to do
it?”
“Why, who can tell?” Lord Arglay answered. “But she sought for wisdom,
and what otherwise should such spirits as hers do upon earth?”
“She might have had love and happiness,” the young man said, “and
others too. There was always a light about her.”
“Why, so it seemed,” Lord Arglay said, and after a moment’s
pause, looking out of the window of the car, he went on. “But who can
tell how that light came to be? It is but a few weeks since I gave
sentence upon a man before me who had murdered through some sudden
jealousy the girl he was to marry. And when, as is the ritual, I asked
him if he had anything to say, he cried out that though I might hang
him justly, for he confessed his crime, yet that there was a justice
against which he had sinned which was greater than I and had already
purged him. And though I have never made it my habit to do as some of
my brethren do, offering their own moral opinions and the ethical and
social rules of their own world, and condemning the guilty by such
verbiage as well as by the law, I answered him that this also might be
possible and that such a justice might already be fulfilled in him. But
if indeed there be any such sovereign justice, may not this child have
found a greater thing than either you or I could give her? Could she do
more, while she was upon the stepping stones, than smile at the water
that ran by her?”
“Must the water always run by?” Oliver said.
“It is its nature, as it was hers to pass over it,” Lord Arglay
answered. “And it may be that she has come into the light that was
about her and the God in whom we determined to believe.”
At Lancaster Gate he bade Doncaster farewell, came again into his
study, and stood still to look round it. His charge was at an end, and
for all he could tell there were still before him years of life.
Something must be done, and instinctively he looked at the MS. of the
Survey of Organic Law which had laid so long neglected, then he walked
over and picked it up. The type-written sheets bore in places his own
alterations and in places hers. There were sheets of annotations she
had typed and sheets of references in her writing. Lord Arglay looked
at them, and for a moment it seemed to him an offensive thing that
another handwriting should be mixed with theirs. Yet after a moment he
smiled: to accept
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