Fat Me, Atolani Azeez [the reading list txt] 📗

Weight: 187 pounds which means I'm fat. :/
I hate my life. Mum is here and there leaving me alone with Isabella who sometimes can be incredibly annoying! I just ate 2 whole Papa John pizzas without anyone else with me. Ugh I hate how fat I am. I wish I could snap my fingers and my fatness would be gone. But I always get slapped back to reality by the girls in my school, Monique,Andrea,and the meanest bitch of them all Chelsea. They say they run the school but we all know that's a lie, well at least I do. But me I cal them the Beetches. Why I hate them so? Well they always torture me because I'm...different. As in different I mean FAT! For example today I was going into the lunchroom with Jessica, my best friend. I got my food and went to our table. Of course Chelsea was there with the rest of her crew smirking at me. I thought, "What are these bitches up to now?!" I sat down carefully and felt something squishy on my bottom. I stared at them in horror as I realized it I had sat on the brown pudding Chelsea put on my chair. Wrong day to wear white! I got up with my bag covering my bottom when Chelsea screamed, "Eeew look Emily sat on her food. Now she's going to the bathroom to try to eat it off!! Fattttyyy!" Tears raced down my chubby cheeks as I stumbled out the cafeteria door. I sat in the bathroom stall and started hitting my self, slapping, and kicking. Why was I so fat? How can I get skinnier? What do I do?


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Emily Sanchos changed her profile picture

Chelsea Lontingun: EWWW I looked at her profile and I got blinded!!

Ryan Sonkri: Why do you pick on her I think she's pretty.

Jessica Randla: I know right! Chelsea is just a little bitch!

Chelsea Lontingun: Whatever!

Weight: 190 (FATTER THAN EVER BUT IT'S GOING TO CHANGE!)
Ok so I'm still fat but at least Ryan thinks I'm pretty. Well I checked my Facebook and of course Chelsea's saying something about me... but Ryan stood up for me. And he called me pretty. That made me smile like an idiot to the screen. Also I figured out that in order to lose weight I'll just eat and then throw it up. I can take weight loss pills and everything. Yay I'm going to lose weight! More importantly I'm going to be SKINNY AND BEAUTIFUL like Chelsea!!! But I still think she's ugly :).
I can't wait for prom which is in 2 weeks. I'm going dress shopping with Jess in 3 days. Soo hyped. Well time to make dinner for Bells. Luv her<3

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Emily Sanchos is going dress shopping with her best friend, Jess in 3 days!! :DD

Chelsea Lontingun hopes you can fit in at least ONE of the dresses.

Ryan Sonkri has changed his relationship status to Taken to Chelsea Lontingun.

Weight: 147 pounds (Chubby but better than fat.)

Taken.Taken.Taken. That word keeps replaying in my head. I can't believe it. The one guy that called me pretty is now taken to the top bitch. Great just great. Well I guess I'm going to the prom...alone. Like I was ever going to go the prom with Ryan anyway. Uggh fml. 2 more days till I go dress shopping and by that time I will be skinny and get my Ryan.

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To: Jessica Randla
From: Emily Sanchos

Hey Jess! Did you hear what Chelsea said about me with the dresses? Gosh she is such a bully! I can't believe Ryan is going out with her. She doesn't even LIKE him! I don't want to see him heartbroken for something that could never be. Can't wait to go dress shopping though! Also wait till you see me I'll be sooo skinny and pretty! Ryan will NOT be able to resist me! TTYL Bella calls.

Weight: 120 pounds (YESS SKINNY!!! FINALLY VICTORIOUS!)

Yess I'm skinny now! Can't wait to go to school tomorrow (Monday). But I keep throwing up and feeling nautious. Is that okay? I think it is but I'm starting to feel faint and weak. Maybe I'll go to the hospital but let me see if I get better. I can start eating without throwing up now! But only little meals so I can maintain my perfect weight! Now got to get ready to go dress shopping.

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Emily has just changed her profile picture/

Chelsea says oh now what your a vampire? Have you ever heard of...MAKEUP?!

Ryan says babe just leave her alone. She looks great! And she lost weight....but your right she is a little pale... well A LOT. Are you okay Emms?

Emily says Yup I'm Great! I know I've gotten paler but it's nothing to worry about! :D
Can't wait till prom!

Facebook Message
To: Jessica
From: Ryan
Subject: Emily

Hey Jessica! It's Ryan but you probably know that! I know you're Emily's best friend and so I was wondering if you knew how she was. Is she okay? I mean she got skinnier but she got really really pale. I'm worried because you know I may have a crush on her. /).( Please write back soon!

Weight: 127

Ahhhh! Ryan has a crush on me!!! Now all he has to do is break up with Chelsea which is gladly done. Today was GREAT! So of course it's Monday and the bitches are back in action full effect. I walked into class with my friend John when all eyes were on me. At first I thought it was because of how skinny I looked but then Ryan told me that I had three bloody pads on my butt! My head snatched up as I heard three giggles. Of course... Chelsea and her bitches. I was so embarassed, but then Ryan did something incredible! He stood up for me! Ok so here's how it went. He finally figured out what was going out and so he went up to Chelsea and said, Chelsea you know what? Your a true BITCH. I can't believe I even went out with you when I'm really in love with someone else. Chelsea stood there with her jaw dropped. But she quickly snapped back well that's why I only used you to get to Jamie!(His best friend) She got up walked over to Jamie and kissed him! Right on the lips! He swung around at me who had taken off the pad while they were talking and kissed me. On the lips! It was so magical! Chelsea was sooooo jealous. You could tell by her face! I can't believe I'm actually going out with Ryan! And tomorrow's the Prom!! Yippeee!

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(Ryan)
Wow. I can't believe it. Prom was yesterday and it was tragic. Emily...oh Emily. So here's what...happened. Emily arrived in a beautiful purple gown that was strapless, had a bow belt, and the rest was ruffles. It was truly amazing. When I saw her walk in with her black pumps and beautiful straight hair I was speechless although she was very pale she still looked like an angel. So Chelsea came over and coughed but said eww ugly bitch. So finally Emmy stood up for herself and said Chelsea your look a bit dry! Let me help you! Then Emmy poured red punch onto Chelsea's head. Of course Chelsea ran crying with her stupid bitches behind her. Then everyone applauded! It was soo amazing! Her smile and blush was so beautiful! Then we started dancing. On the third dance it was a slow dance she was in my arms and everything was right. Then I twirled her and she fainted. She never woke up.... She's dead. The doctor said she wasn't eating and it wasn't good. She noticed how pale she was but she still refused to eat. She knew what was happening but judging by her journal she did it to get...me. Which means I caused this. I caused the greatest girl in the world to...die. Wow I really suck. I have no hope now. Why should I be alive? No reason. At least I can be with her in heaven...Or should I?


The End

Publication Date: 08-13-2011

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