My Life Story Part 3, Nicaushio Espenvoll [read full novel .txt] 📗

My life Story
Part 3


Well *signs* it sure has been a while, I never expect to come across making another series
About my life again. Oh well…I suppose it better than nothing. Anyway lately
so much has happen during the times that I have not been writing nor drawing. Supposing to doing so but
I have been busy lately with school work.
The deadlines are really killing me right now as we speak and I have been under a lot of pressure also;
For those who are reading this new copy series, before I even explain or go into any farther details—for some of you I have told and yet though there are some of you that I have not told.

However the most amazing news you shall hear them pretty soon and as far as
My speech goes, this will be my last book for now until I have plenty of leisure time to continue writing this book as like as I would not only enjoy but to love doing it as I sit in my comfort zone
For the first time.

Well here goes I hope you enjoy the new series; the moment that you all have been waiting for
Is now here so let’s get started with the story shall we?


Chapter 16

The pressure and stress

Well as I have spoken from the previous book my first day for college has been going smooth
Until suddenly the days became a bit tight on me. During the times that I was going to school, this feeling on the inside of me kept pondering me....It was so strange to me. It seemed like no matter what I do to shake the feeling, the feeling just kept coming back again. Well not to mechion that I have not been doing so well in my classes especially in my reading class. I have been working on my math more than I did working in other subjects in school, afterwards during the time me and my ex girlfriend Sam were still dating. Soon when I got back home after school my mum came to pick me up as always, as I was getting into the car I saw that my mum had brought some luxuries and clothing for me to wear. So she told me, and I saw that she brought me some new vans, although once I open the box and the kind of vans I saw was the same ones I saw Justin Adams wore when I was in school (G.O.). Anyways my mum went to McDonalds, to pick up a friend of my sisters up because she was having a sleep over to our house. And I tell you my sister always have more people to come over then I do as far as the least person, that never have company anyway. So my mum came into the room and she wanted me to try on some clothes that I may or may not like. So after that she told me that she didn’t trust Sam, I asked why she does not trust her. And she wouldn’t tell me, the only thing she told me was something was not right about her.

I prayed and kept wondering what was going on. Well Sam sent me an email before she left off center to go home she left an email saying this:” I’m so sorry babe I have been busy packing when I get home I will call or email you because that is the day that I will be tired.” After that the next day I text her best friend Danielle and I was wondering if she made it home safely. And well later I text her wondering if she would like to read some of the books that I have made come to think of it, I have about two booking accounts one is bookrix.com…. And the other one is writerscafe.org. Of course I get on WC on regular basis though however a lot of individuals kept sending me book requests. Sometimes it really irritates me when other users are only thinking of themselves then to consider supporting other peoples work. But some people do not care anyways, so it matters little I guess.

Well so on, when I emailed some of my books to Danielle. Well the outcome of that was the fact that she didn’t like a lot screaming music, I was trying to distinguish the contrast between the two, but she compared every band to her knowledge as screaming bands to her (in her book). So afterwards I called Sam because she left an email saying she was going to contact me, and she never even called to let me know she made it back home safely or nothing. She was tired from the long trip back home though, so as I was talking to her on the phone we talked for about 10 seconds as usual and I heard her saying in the background that she was talking about going over to her friend’s house for about a week. So days went by and she went to her friend’s house, and I left a text often to check up on her on her friend Danielle’s cell phone—to check up on Sam. One Sunday morning I was in the middle of closing service. I began to feel a vibrating and I noticed that my phone was ringing. So I ran straight to the
Bathroom and answered her call, every time she emailed or called me I was happy to hear her wonderful voice. Then we talked for about a second or two, and well her friend’s phone signal kept fading away at least a little bit. And then I saw that too many people were coming into the restroom, so I went outside at the front back side of the church. I asked her that can she wait until I got home and I will call her back, well she told me that she doesn’t know if her friend Danielle will allow her to use her phone again. So I told her to give me a call once she was done having a good time. So after that we both hung up, my mum me and my sister and my mum’s fiancé went to the general dollar store for a few supplies that we needed. My mum’s fiancé Joe was being silly as him as always and well after that we headed back home.

So after that I left a text asking how Sam was doing only once. And then after that I got no answer, so I called on a Tuesday of the next week, and I called around 12:54pm. I assume that they would be up right about now. So after I called asking about Sam and checking on her. I saw that she got on the messenger, and well I waited for her to messenger me (Sam) but she didn’t, so I messaged her. And she and I talked for about 2 or 3 second the same as always. She replied back about my laying off on calling Danielle’s phone, and I thought,” well that was strange I only called once”. So I replied back saying that I only called once and I also in a since told her to tell her friend my apologies. Soon she said she was showing her mum about her dream university, I was thinking hmmm what does she mean by her dream university? Well I was thinking well maybe a site (random) or something. So on, Thursday I had to go to class to do a test for my quiz and I finished it and let’s just say I didn’t do so well on it; though I tried my best at it.
So I got on yahoo to check to see if Sam sent me or was on the messenger, and so I messenger her and we talked.


During our conversation, I asked her that I wanted to talk to her about our plans. She replied, what about it? And I told her that we should come up with a “backup” plan so that way if the plan of our first choice doesn’t work then we can have another plan to fall back on. Well she I asked her about her coming to see her coming to see me, and she was saying that she did not know because of her mum was eerie about it. Oh and just for the record her mum is racist why? I don’t know, racist’s people do not get far in life however it’s bad when you have two close friends to deny you and already judge you and yet they have never met you yet. And so she was saying that unless I find a way to get to Florida then she can’t be allowed to date on the phone and internet. At any case, she has changed just as Shannon told me, I mean her two close friends, and I felt that they were accusing me of over doing it with the calling and texting. And you know how some people just because they do not like you, they say things out of proportion just to make a person think that I was a “Dickwaud” and well Sam took what they said and ran with it or shown her prove of something that was a “false truth” proof is what I call it. It’s a term in my own way in which I call certain things. Anyways well she told me about a feeling on the messenger on yahoo about a feeling that she couldn’t shake away, I asked her what kind of feeling. And well she stressed the fact of her mum and her friends didn’t like me. Well of course her mum wouldn’t just because of a skin color of course, well she told me that she didn’t think that it will work out and usually at this point my heart would start pounding and so on. Well she said she wanted to keep the friendship in which she called it; “The Trio” Then I tries to make it work knowing me of a cause I do so anyways. And I told her this:” sometimes people don’t always see eye to eye on everything but just because your friend didn’t like me knowing that your mum is racists and all, and what happened to the Sam that I know at G.O.?” Well she shouted at me saying: GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE, AND DON’T GO TO MY FRIENDS ABOUT THIS EITHER!” And I was like what? No I would never and I afterwards I try to make it work, but she refused to talk it over and then she just got off the yahoo messenger and haven’t heard from her since then.

Well, after that it took me about 3 weeks to get over her. I told others about even her friends. People that I chatted with online were not helping, I mean have you ever been a break down situation, where you have to deal with people giving you passive stupid idiot advice telling you: “oh well I hope that everything works out” or I’m sorry to hear that or blah blah blah”. In this case I text Big Red and told him all that have happened (well a short version of it) and well he was going on about how Sam was annoying, and very irritating. And whenever she set her mind on something she doesn’t when she thinks it’s approachable for her. And well of course since he was busy, I didn’t get to talk to