Heartless This HATE, Amber [book series for 12 year olds txt] 📗

a fry at her and begin laughing. "Okay, thats not me, but I tried." She says, eating the fry I threw at her.
"Of course," She continues as she gets some ketchup. "I still hate you, but that doesn't mean I can't hang out with you-right?" She looks at me. When I just smile an, I-can't-believe-this-shit smile and don't answer, she shrugs. "Right...And lets go over why you hate me." I say. "It was a long time ago." She says. "Ah. My f*cking point exactly, Brandy!" I say. She rolls her eyes. "Keep it up and your not getting a ride home." She says, eating another fry, avoiding my gaze. "Why are you so stupid?" I ask. She looks up. "Stupid?" She asks, hurt and dumbfounded. "Yeah, your hanging on a grudge..." I say. She smiles a sad smile. "Yeah, but its not like your adding fuel to the fire, huh?" She asks, angry.
"What does that mean?" I ask. "You sure as hell didn't want to become friends a few years ago, a few months ago, a few weeks ago, a few days ago!" She yells. poeple look over. "You didn't either." I say. She snorts. "Remember when I tried to wave at you? Uh-uh, becuase you didn't and wont care." She says.
"The only reason-" "Why do you want to talk to me now? Becuase you FEEL bad, well I'm sorry, I didn't think THAT, because I didn't know you FELT things, not unless-" I get up. "I just don't understand." She finishes. "Either do I." I say. "I'm leaving. I tried." I say, anger building.
Damn Her. Gawddamn her for being so difficult.


Chapter 2 ((Difficult so very difficult))

(Brandy)
I'm not used to you. I'm not used to this. The ass. I sit and munch on fries as I cry. "Stupid idiot." I try to say. I pay for the bill and don't bother to wipe my stupid little tears away. "LABEL me!" I scream. I get in my car and sit there. There is a knocking on my window. I turn and its Eli. He looks cold. "Wouldn't make a difference. He is cold hearted.
I roll down my window. "Get in the car, Eli." I say, unlocking my door. "Brandy?" He asks, surpirsed. "GET.THE.F*CK.IN THIS CAR." I order. He stares for a minute and then gets in the car. He goes to touch me, but the thing is? I don't mean to flinch, but I just don't flinch, I practically push my self against the car, looking scared. "Don't touch me." I say. He slowly pulls away. "What the hell is wrong with you?" HE asks. I laugh and snort. "Can't you see? Everything." I turn to him.
"I hate you! Can't you let me hate you? It's hard when your being so...so Different from the last time. I-I-I can't comprehend!" I yell. He sits there silent. "It's so damn easy when you are easy to hate, but now, I want to be friends. and I can't." I say. I mean, you can't be friends in like, twenty minutes after you've hated a boy for three years. Can you? Or maybe I didn't hate him. I shake my head and sigh. I then wipe my tears and start the car. This is stupid. He is still stupid. This is stupid. I go as fast as I can and when I get to are houses, I park in my space and he gets up, walking into his door. "Of course." I mutter. H then turns and waves.


(ELi)
She wants to be friends. Do I want to be friends? Maybe. No. Yes. I don't know! Shes so mean. so stupid. I hit my head on a pillow. My phone rings. I open it.

HI!


It reads. I then reply,


WHO IS THIS?????


UR WORST NIGHTMARE< BABY


FREDDY CRUGER?


UH. YEZ LETS GO WITH THAT.


OKAY. FINE. FREDDY. WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TEXTING ME


BECUZ I WANT TO HAVE DINNER.


OH GOD. NO. WHO THE HELL IS THIS


USING GOD AND HELL IN THE SAME TEXT IS JUST WRONG


SHUT UP AND ANSWER MY Q AND, NOT SO BAD URSELF.


HEY, II'M A FREAKIN JESUS FREAK, BABE.


I LIKE GIRLS WHO WEAR A CROSS. WHO IS THIS?


THE GIRL NEXT DOOR.


I freeze. brandy?


JUNO?


NO


What the hell?


BRANDY, IDIOT.


I laugh.


ALRIGHT. BRANDY. WHATS UP.

THE FRICKEN SKY. FORGET I CRIED, KAY?


I WOULDN'T COUNT ON THAT.


WHY? =[


BECUZ. THATS THE ONLY EMOTION YOU HAVE SHOWN FOR ME.


JEEZ. YOU DAMN LOOSER!


YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME.

THATS WHAT I'M AFRIAD OF.


She sure could text fast. she seems nice though. I don't know what to say, so I ask,

Y????

BECUZ, WHO WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND?


ME. BFFF!


IT ONLY HAS TO FS, GENIUS.

BEST FRIENDS FOR EVER & EVER!

FU

HA. HA. FUNNY.

IDIOT.


FIND A NEW NAME. THATS BORING.


DAMN YOU!


THATS NOT REALLY BETTER.

SMARTASS

I LIKE THAT.


GOOD.


GOODNIGHT. HAVE GOOD DREAMS.


RIGHT. U TOO.


I can't stop smiling. I think I fall asleep smiling.


I'm in a rain storm. By the dark beach. I don't usually dream like this. I turn. "Your in my dream again, idiot." She says. I smile. "Your cute when your angry." I say. She smiles. "And your ugly when you cry." I laugh. MAn, she is so mean. "Lets make the best of this, like you said, this is a freestyle dream, i guess, MY freestyle dream." I say. "It's mine." She says. "No sense to argue with what my imagination thinks you are." SHe says. I laugh. "What?" I ask. "Nothing." She mutters. "Alright, I'll prove to you, I'll ask you tommorrow." I say. She laughs. "Alright." she says.


I gasp. Damn. again.


(BRandy)

My phone rings and I pick it up. I groan with grogginess.


WHAT DID YOU DREAM OF?


I reply,

YOU

half joking.


I DREAMT OF YOU.


RIGHT. AND UNICORNS FLY


THEY DO


ITS 4 IN THE MORN. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?


TO PROVE ITS MY DREAM. IT IS MINE!!! HA!


I freeze. Holy shit. I don't text back.


YA RIGHT, DICK FACE.

I say.

ITS MY DREAM.

I add. no reply.

a few minutes later....


WTF?


I KNOW.


HOW ARE YOU IN MY DREAMS?

HOW ARE YOU IN MINE?

WERE F*CKED.

YUP.


LETS GO GET F*CKED UP AND DIE


I add quickly, joking.


WHAT IF WE JUST ACCIDENTLY THINK...THINGS.


CAN YOU READ MINDS?

HE replies with a,


I DON'T THINK SO


THEN ITS NOT ACCIDENTAL. I CAN'T READ MINDS.


GUESS NOT. LETS TRY AGAIN TOMMORROW. I'M NOT SURE THIS IS ALL VERY TRUST WORTHY.


YOUR JUST NOT TRUSTWORTY OF ME
I LOVE YOU, BFFF


2 F'S IDIOT.

NIGHT

NIGHT


I put my cell down and stare at the ceiling. Were probably freaking out.


I woke up with no dreams. NONE. just proves my point, and his. We just had the same dream. He talks to me quickly before running away to class. I sit in my desk, not wanting to go through the day. I groan.


(ELI)

I sit at the table and wonder aboiut last night. Texting her is fun. She is more, herself. As for the dreams, I don't want to know. I'll just not bring it up or anything.


...............


I sit by by the ocean, pretty ocean. I see her and smile. "I think we share dreams." She says suddenly. When she sees my expression, she rolls her eyes. "Everyone shares dreams, we just so happen to meet up." She says, smiling in triumph. "Lets go do some cool things, just let go, or whatever. C'mon." She says, running into the water.
I follow her, and as I do, I notice the purple dress she wears. Then I hit the water, and it's dark now. Midnight. "Whoa..." We both say in amazement. "This is so, unnatural!" She yells, splashing water at me. I laugh and do the same.


.....................


(BRandy)

I wake up, smiling. I giggle. I hurry and grab my phone.


(Eli)


My phone rings.


I DREAMT OF THE BEACH && YOU

I smile. I forward her message back to her.

NICE. WHATS ON YOUR SATURDAY SCHEDULE?


UH. SLEEPING.

REALLY?


SURE.


YOUR THE ONE THAT SURE-NESS IS NOT BEING SURE???


ALRIGHT, WHATS UP?


I'M BORED OUT OF MY PANTS.


WE COULD MAKE A PORNO >=]


UH. I'M NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL, ELI. BUT i'LL MAKE A PLAYLIST.


ELI AND BRAnDY'S INFINITE PLAYLIST?


YEAH.


SOUNDS LIKE FUN. MEET ME OUTSIDE IN TWO MINUTES. 2!


ALRIGHT, ELI. JEEZ.


I hurry and get ready. I meet her outside. "Whats up?" She asks. "We are going to the carniville!" I yell. She laughs. Hands in her pockets, hair in her face, and her breath visible in the cold air, she looks really pretty.

Pretty....


I get my car and move all of my junk out of the way so she could get in. We go to the carniville. I park. We get our tickets from an annoyed looking woman. We go on the ferris wheel first.

"Ahhh!" She screams when it stops. "Okay, I just wont look." She says. I laugh. she hits me. WE go on like this until late. She ends up puking, and I hold her hair back, then I puke and she holds my things. We laugh really hard all the way home. "good night, Eli." She says. I smile.

"Good night, Juno." Her old nickname feeling right on my lips. She turns and walks away, then she turns to me and walks backwards. She gives me a small wave. "See you in my dreams!" I yell, seeing my own breath in the cold air. She laughs. "Think of somewhere warm!" She turns and starts to run up her stairs. I run into my house and lay on my bed, smiling.


It's dark, but there is a little light...
I can tell becuase there is heat. skin that shines and looks so smooth. so soft.... My hand caresses the skin. I'm breathing....shes breathing. Were gasping for air.... it's dark, but light. Shes soft and pretty. Who is it? Who is it? My lips connect with hers, and it's like I'm connecting to her.
I bite her bottom lip gentelly. I hear her soft sigh of need. MY skin against hers...were the only ones...only ones...hearts beating....


I wake up. I've always had that dream. I never find out who it is. I scare myself into laughing when I think aloud, "Juno." I