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last shelter in NJ before

heading to Boston I hade no clue that finding a place in Boston after a move in November my

birth month was so hard. I would never forget the shelters in Boston I wish that I hade more

money to stayed at the hotel that I was in my first five days.it was the comfort inn in Boston I

like staying at a Marriott hotels myself almost getting free night there when I really need them

but it was the only hotel that hade a good deal on five day stay.After that I have stayed in other

shelters in the city of Boston and yes I hade my scary times there too I used to like staying at a

shelter near the Boston harbor for I like looking out in the water but I was hit on by a guy who

liked only men then that was when I got really scared then I stayed at pine street inn yea some

inn! they get you up at 5am! yes I said 5m! what?? first of all almost was scared to sleep there for
sometimes there would be fights there but thank God on that night there was none then for

some nights I tried to stay at bristol lodge man it was like every place else hade to be in by 8pm

then they forced you to take a shower with other men watching you if that was not bad enough

you try to tell someone to stop coughing for that is how you got sick and then you get in trouble!
I was even told that I could not get mad when my health was on the line wow! I could not get a

transfer for I got written up just for being mad at someone coughing all night when I was just

trying to sleep? and just when you thought it could not get worse before I moved into a room

before I got ready for my internship they forced me against my will to go to a hospital just for a

common cold!! I was so mad! and that night it was storming and they said I could not finish the

night there if I did not go to the hospital! I said fine! so I went the only time that I came back

was to get the rest of my things !!! I never went back there again ! when I was homeless again I

stayed at login airport till my internship in FL!


chapter 3

My entertianment life the Big D Zone TV and Radio show Tyrone Jackson's

Breakthrough TV show and my short time on radio.

I was and still am an entertainer I was even in a movie an independat film that the

trailer of the film was seen on cable TV and online the film is sold on netflicks and my

face is on the side of the box! I was very excited about that! I want more of that and

trying to get back into that even if I have to do more indie films I also like to host and

help produce TV shows for other people and for a short time I was on one of my fave

shows the doghouse with JV and Elvis they helped me get through a bad day I missed

there show! as a matter of fact they got me interested in doing radio in the first place

when it was by going on there show and see what fun they hade I wanted to have the

same kind of fun. you can say that they are my first radio heros. so I want to get back to

my first love singing acting TV then radio it is what brings me to life kind of wish that I

can marry someone who is a entertainer as I shared in my first chapter then I always

have a guest co host or can take over for me when I am doing a film or something else.

but as you read that did not happen at all but this is one of my positive chapters in my

book thus far if you like happy stuff keep reading this chapter and another chapter a

good choice I made.

I was trying to be involved in entertianment eather in acting or in singing after high school I

wrote my first song our wedding day witch the words are in this book the song was origanoly

for my first love my high school sweetheart yavannda but her mother got in the way of what

was going to be something wonderfull in my life but every time I sing that song people say

that they love the song I even won 2ond place in a radio contest with the doghouse it was my

first time ever on the radio I was also on TV I went to the maurry show ricki lake booth shows

I went to a lot! I was in a church play at the fellowship empowerment theather if your

depressed you are lesening to the wrong voice here is another fun things that I love I hade my

own TV show in Newark NJ then later help out my best friend tyrone show tittled

breakthrough witch is a very very good show hade fun helping with the production booth on

and off camara one funny shoot I will never forget we was at a church in Bloomfeald NJ and

we filmed a christan rapper and he was doing well or so I though the next thing that I know he
did not finished his lines or verse instead at the very end he froze said oh nooooo! then left the

stage without us expecting it I busted out so hard that I thought that I was going to have a

heart attack! that is how funny that was I hade to put it in this book or another time we was

doing a special on the hurricane katrinena and he was reading a letter from a viewer from the
show and read the wrong name and yelled cut!! another very funny moment! thereareso many
that Imight have to write another book. I loved hosting my show I interviewed a polotition

and that is what got me! anyway I loved scouting out for guest for booth shows there was no

compition. I was in my first indie film special needs I was able to play my self going for a TV

show handycaps it was a talent based show and one of my shoots of me looking at the judges

made the traler! the traler was shown on cable online and the movie was played in NYC and in

LA as a matter of fact is out now even on netflicks! for proof you can go to www.

specailneedsthemovie.com they even made my face on the side of the box!! boy was I excited!

still am every time I share it with someone! I was on online radio with the big d zone first on

blog talk radio then I entered a radio contest who want to be a radio stair? came in 2ond place it

was on global talk radio and for a wile I was on army radio as we keeped our dreams of being on
radio even after the doghouse was forced off the air I still hated that I was almost a regular guest
I interduced JV and Elvis at a radio event I hade so much fun! it was at a strip club but it was

a station free fm's sponsor it was a fun night. then we went to an event in long island I went up

there and sang to a guest booker of the show that I liked this was fun times missed it so much! I

was an extra in a movie the inteperter it was very fast but I only played a person walking up and

douwn the streetbeingan extra in a movie is fun and when you get paid to be one it is even

better! I will get back to more entertainment and I would like to help other people produce there
own TV shows and radio shows I would like to have my own indre or major record label and

make music and help out sign other artist give tours and let them be on me and my friend's TV

shows I have even done poetry at gospel fest at the theather at Madison square garden it was very big for

me! I read my poem you are not alone witch the words are in this book. I even voulenteer my entertianment talent

with the turn around foundation it was fun helping out others and they enjoyed it I even got to sing my own song. it

was not easy adutioning for movies or shows you do not know even if you will get a callback but when I did I was very

happy! I may not be a star overnight but I want to be at least a working entertainer and would give of my time as well.

this is my acting resume the only place you will see years on this book ever!


special needs the movie 2002 last ditch pitchers

one of featured extra


the inteperter 2002 inteperter films

extra


the big d zone and the Deshon porter show TV and online radio show TV show 2001-2009 radio show 2010-2011

2place naborhood mention who want to be a radio star global talk radio army radio bbsradio.com


tyrone Jacksons breakthrough co-producer co-host founding co-producer mc warm up person for shows 2001-2009

audience member 2001-2007

marry

ricki lake

IMX


the people's court one show


poem

you are not alone


1 verse

if your havering problems coping with the pain if you feel you won't make it through another day don't think your the

only one crying in the rain he'll be right there if you just hold out your hand

you got to understand God always have a plan you don't have to cry no more couse you are not alone


chorus


never give up you can make it never give up you can go all the way don't think your the only one crying in the rain you

don't have to cry no more couse you are not alone


2 verse if you lost a loved one or have a broken heart if you think that your world is falling apart you don't have to

worry or ever be afraid he'll be