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Don't count me out yet

By


Deshon Porter AKA Prince Big D


don't count me out yet

table of contents

forward

everyone have a story to tell
　

chapter 1

rejected again?
　

chapter 2

the not so good life

chapter 3

my entertainment life the big d zone and Tyrone Jackson's breakthrough gospel fest being on radio

chapter 4

how did I survive that??

chapter 5

A good choice that I made

extra

my dating profile

bio of Deshon porter

chapter 6
an interactive chapter make your own story pages are blank so you can share your own story.

info also in book two songs and a poem that I wrote our wedding day my sweet

poem you are not alone.


deadacation

this book is dedicated to all the single ladies I do have a lot to offer beauty is found within. to my best friend Tyrone

Jackson for believing in me and telling me to never giving up to my new Disney family for giving me real hope after a

very bad storm in my life. to Jesus Christ still lord in my life but suffering have got to go. to all those who thought I

would never get this far and still live! thank you.

well well well lets see what the forward will be shall we?

never give up never quit.


froward

everyone have a story to share. share your story

life is a story and everyone have a part to play just like in a movie things happen in life

booth good and bad you are not always going to be happy sorry to break that myth that

everyone can stay happy all the time how is it that even if you are stuck in a traffic jam

late for work and you are happy? alone on a Friday night and you are happy? what????

we have feelings inside of us and sometimes we just have to let them out. whether you

are happy sad angry depressed how can anybody help you if someone ask you how are

you doing ? what do you say? I am happy? here is the but I am late for my bus for work

how can you be happy about that? you got to let out what you feel at that time at that

moment someone can give you a helping hand. well it is just like that with a story you

have dreams or goals in your story share them there is someone there who believe in

your dreams and goals if you are dating someone and you want a long term leading to

marriage tell him or her there is a good chance that they will believe you. if you have a

passion for you story write it in a book do not quit till it is done.

yes I am still in college and witting this book for a lot of reasons one I want to give this

book to all single ladies


to single ladies I want you to have this book free becouase I am looking for a wife who will love me for who I am and

what I stand for. I am very romantic careing have passion for the lady that I will love and a passion for the things that

I love to do.now back to sharing your story if you have a passion for something share it with the world if you have a

passion for preaching the gospel for example do that if you are a singer an actor a person who is self employed then

goodness go for it!! I am so glade to be writing this book about me but I got to tell you that I wanted to wait until all of

my dreams come true and I anted to leave the bad times out of my book but God hade other plans for this book first he
told me to write this book now and not to wait to my dreams come true you can always update your book I said OK you
know that I hate talking about the bad things that happen in my ife. like I was in the hospital sick for a week and no

one came to see me that will be in one chapter or how I walked away from a train accident comming home frome

school.I do not even like talking about my rejections that hurt me and everyone else is getting into relationship more

easily then I am right now.so you would think that I am nuts for even going ahead and writing this when none of my

dreams came true? well I even hade another name for this book it was going to be called the Big D Story but once

again God had other plans so I am obeying his plans for this book by not only sharing my own story but after that

inspire others to write there own book and share there own story who knows people might like your story and want

more you will never know now lets get on with the show! opps ! I mean story! It was so hard to even write the 1rst

chapter that I had to take brakes it hurts so bad! you will get to feel how I feel.


everyone have someone but me yes I have friends but what is missing is a lady in my life who will be there for me who

will love me for me whether I am sick or well rich or poor when I find her I will never ever going to let her go ! ever!

did I say ever!!


just a thought.


chapter 1

rejected again!!?????

Yes I am 36 still not married and no kids yet! why? too many rejections to count;

moreover it become real to me that I am just a friend to a lady then a lover. it hurts me

really deep inside to know that there are people on dates when I go out somewhere and

then I am ending up dating myself no fun at all! I though that you have to be kind

careing lovering just to find a girlfriend,

boy was I wrong every lady that I like every last one that I like is now eather friends that

I talk to it is no wonder why I am now called the last prince charming ladies just to let

you know that rejections do hurt like a knife that cut right through the heart that is why

it takes time for me to try again with another princess for fear of rejection now you will

get to know what it is like and how a guy feels when he is rejected by a lady that he likes


why do I get rejected all the time? where is my soon to bee wife? I am no way in hell

going to be single forever! I want a family I want someone to love me for who I am not

for what I do or do not have I am a winner ladies no I am not a looser you will all soon

see when my dreams come true !


curturn I am far from home I told her I have no wife or girlfriend I came here for help by my

self! I did not see that comming at all! this was at a hosptail in Florida. I will tell you what I tried
to do to win their love but lost it, and how bad I feel. OK take a deep breath this will hurt much!
back when I lived in NJ where I was born I was born in Newark NJ I try to date so that I can

marry and have a family there was one lady that I meet and liked very much we meet on a group

the turn around foundation I missed those guys we help turn a frown into a smile at nursing

homes and metal hospitals anyway the lady name was Sara she was beauty full just like all the

lady's that I try to date I look for beauty from within she was lite skin nice smile gold hair she

had a zest for life we even hade a part together on a TV show for the turn around foundation .

We dated 3 or 4 times she lived in Dover NJ she even came to a TV show tapping that I did in

NYC we hade lunch then played video games before I headed back to Newark, well one day we

was coming from an outing with the group and then I will never forget it it was like yesterday

she pulled me to the side and said that we can not see each other anymore but just be friends

even after singing a song to her but what she told me made my heart fell to the floor it quote( it

was nothing that I did in fact she wanted to see me but it was her father! that did not want us to

be together! what??????? she even said that she would not be happy if I found anyone else. but

I would have to) I did not feel good after that night at all. when I went home I wanted to run

away and hide it is hard to believe she let her father get in our way of what could have a good

thing in our lives.wow! I was sad.but I did not give up yes for me valentines day is very hard for

me for I am by myself forced to take my own self out on dates but I see dates on that day I

almost wanted to run away somewhere! it is all ways the couples that tell me to wait and she

will come to you news flash! she did not come yet! well we are going to