Fools luck, Kerri Morgan [each kindness read aloud txt] 📗

right in - I said in so much sarcasm
I haven't heard from jasmine and Lena .
You know everybody need there time alone I guess . Chapter 7 - Dont Play Fool

 Walking to work I was thinking about a lot

I always thought would life would be like without the things I was going through. You know what fucked me up dealing with this Johnny shit. We tend to put our all into our relationships all the time and not take time out to see what we want. I hated that shit. That was my downfall. Why do women always put the nigga feelings before hers? Like wtf be on our minds man.

I walked into work with the sad face.  I miss the thought of being held at night and just vibing with my nigga. Most of all I missed my bitches, ever since that bull shit been happening everybody went their separate ways. Shit I don’t blame them, that shit that went down with me and Johnny was wack as fuck. Then my bitch dying, lord that shit was wack. Speaking of that I need to go see her grave site

My boss was just talking all damn day; this bitch really need some dick or I need to hit the lotto because she just talking to damn much. I got my work done and was ready to be the fuck out. I dint even take a lunch break, because I was working so damn hard.

I finally finished my work at 6pm on the dot. Traffic was killing me I just wanted to lay down. I call Johnny but he didn’t pick up as always. That wasn’t nothing new. (rolls fucking eyes). I can’t lie, shit has been changing for the worst, but I just thought that he’s bored, but fuck it. That’s men, truthfully men never know wtf they want. You could give them a red carpet and some A1 pussy and some bomb d.com head.  Niggas just be ungrateful these days but look at us we love them right?

I turn up the radio, because I was falling asleep. I’m scrolling through my phone just looking and I see some wack shit. Why Johnny ass flirting with every bitch on Instagram, like bruh, grow up! aren’t you supposed to be in love. I sent his ass a text “you a corn ball, stop playing with me, when you get home imma fuck you up” I politely sent him a screen shot of the wack shit he was doing. Yall guess what? the nigga replies with a LOL. That was it! I drove so fast home. I got myself ready for work, I cooked something really quick. As I was watching some movies, Johnny walks in.

First he tries to kiss me, I mushed him. Why is this nigga acting like were good, like he wasn’t just embarrassing me?

So you think shit is funny, you want me to do you how you do me – I yelled

Do what? – said Johnny

Now you want to act stupid, bitch I just showed wtf you were doing, can you stop playing with me – I said

Why you take this social media shit so serious? – he laughed

Why I take it serious? why because your embarrassing me and you giving these bitches a reason to feel as if they have a chance with you, it shouldn’t even be like that. I shouldn’t be feeling this way. – I cried

Nobody knows they don’t have a chance with me - Johnny said so nonchalantly

I just walked away, and ran my shower. Truth to be told he would never understand where I’m coming from because in his eyes he’s not doing anything wrong. I undressed, grabbed my towel and went into the shower. Johnny being Johnny, he tries to shower with me, I told him no its none of that. I quickly washed up and he left the house as always. His ass always running away for some shit he caused. How can you create an issue and not solve it? Typically, nigga shit. I was in need of an ear. I gave in and called Lena.

Hello – Lena said

Hey girl how you been? I miss you, you okay? – I asked

Yeah, I got something too tell you. I’m sorry I been distant, I felt we needed to get our shit together. I feel so bad because you know, you needed us and we left you. We really all we got -Lena said

I started to cry

The phone got silent

Talk to me – Lena said

Bitch I can’t with this nigga Johnny no more, he thinks everything is okay and I cry all the time, I’m just not in the mood for this love shit, he doesn’t see how much his actions has caused me to not be happy with anything that’s been going on.

Well you know Johnny is a god man but you need to put your happiness first, I know he loves you. But Johnny Is Johnny, he’s not going to change unless he wants to. – said Lena

I cried loudly

I know man, I just love him and I would hate to have to leave his ass – I said

Well you have to do what you have to do, wait come get me, let’s go get a drink you don’t need to be alone- Lena said

Alright, imma throw something on right now, I’ll call you when I’m outside – I said

We both hanged up

 

I then threw on some Nike spandex, a hoodie and some prestos. I went outside to see that Johnny took my car, so then I walked back in the house grabbed his keys and drove off. He’s going to be so mad, oh well, sis will be alright! You hear me?

I got in the car, started it and drove off.  I sent a text to Lena “come down”. Even though this bitch took 10 minutes to come down, I was happy to even be outside, I got a piece of mind. We then went to a bar on bond street. It was some event going on, and it was happy hour all day. We both looked at each other and was like yeah we bout to get tore.

My phone rings.

RING, RING, RING

I looked down at the phone, and its Johnny

Where you at? he asked

I’m out with Lena, wassup? I asked

Oh iight, later

He hung up.

Fuck he wanted? – Lena asked

Bitch he just want to be nosey, regular Johnny shit

We Walked in the spot, the music was good, it wasn’t that packed. We found a spot next to the bar. We then order two shots of patron and 2 frozen margaritas’. We began talking about everything, we caught u on every little thing and even reminisced about Steph. We had some tears, but it felt good talking to my bitch, we haven’t caught up in the longest.

I feel someone tap me on the shoulder. I look over and its jasmine.

I jumped and cried!

BITCH!!!!! WTF! WHERE YOU BEEN?

We just group hugged.

Give me 3 shots! – jasmine yelled

Bitch, let me tell you, I started fucking with some guy, I been doing great. he has been helping me open u my clothing store and investing into the right shit for me. The only thing is that he has a wife yall.

We gave her that look

Fuck you mean home wrecker – I said

We bust out laughing

Nah seriously, what you mean? – Lena said

Bitch he got a wife, a full wife – jasmine said

GTFOH – I said

Well bitch as long as he investing in your future, do your thing – Lena said

Well take a shot to that – I said

This was our 5th shot of patron

I was a little nice, hey girls let head home before we can’t get home.

Yeah let’s go – Lena said

Lena got in my car, jasmine got in hers, we blew the horn and went our separate ways

It was good seeing yall, I said

Yeah we need to get it together and come together again – Lena said

We just listened to some music on our ride back to Lena house.

Lena got out, and said I love you girl, text me when you get home.

Alright boo

 

I drive into my drive way, I seen my car, aww fuck this nigga is home

I walked into the house, Johnny sitting there with his two friends. I said hello and he smacked me on the ass and I slapped his ass in the face. Little dumbass.

Bitch don’t play with me – he yelled

Yeah right – I said

I then walked into my bathroom, showered a little and cuddled in the bed with my 80 pillows.

Johnny comes in the room; I could smell the alcohol on him.

I kept on watching tv.

His ass rubs on my butt

What Johnny? – I said

STFU – he said

He started kissing me and out of nowhere I was naked, with a snap of a finger. Damn this nigga was quick as hell. Before you know it I was griping the sheets. He was so rough today; it was so weird but it was good. About time he tares this pussy up. He then gripped and slapped my ass. He then started playing with my pussy from the back. Lord! He ached my back lower and spread my ass cheeks like they were butter. He went faster, slower, circle. You name it, he was rocking this boat. He then came, and laid down for a few.

The sex was great and all but he still disrespected me. Now he think everything is all good because I give the kitty up. Bitch snap out of it, I said to myself.

You know I love you right – says every nigga that does some fucked u shit.

Yeah I know - I said

That shit aint about nothing, them bitches don’t mean nothing to me – Johnny said

Johnny, I hear you but if the shoe was on the other foot I would have been by myself – I said

Yeah you would because you not going to disrespect me. Or have me looking dumb in these streets – Johnny said

Wait a minute, you have me looking dumb, you know that right.  – I said

Nah you don’t look dumb – he said

Johnny bye – I said

Fuck you mean bye – Johnny yelled

Get the fuck out – I yelled back

Bitch this is my house – Johnny said

Bitch idc, go to them little bitches on Instagram house – I said

Alright I will – he said

I ran back in that room so fast and knock the fuck out of him. He then grabbed me by my neck, I couldn’t breathe. I then knocked the lam over. His friends came in the room to stop him.

Chill bro you bugging – his friend mike said

Fuck you bitch – Johnny said

Fuck your mother bitch – I said

Johnny jumped so fast, and began to choke me again. I cried this time, I had no more fight in me.

I’m not going anywhere – Johnny said

GET OUT!!!! – I yelled

His friends then took him out, the house.

After that I didn’t see Johnny for a whole week, the nigga hasn’t called me or even gotten clothes. In my mind I thought he found someone else. I was fucked up! Badly. My love, really left me over some shit he did. If I didn’t speak up about it,