Fools luck, Kerri Morgan [each kindness read aloud txt] 📗

he would have kept on doing the same thing. I can’t allow no nigga to walk all over me, I been through too much shit to allow that.

Funny thing is, I haven’t gotten my period……

Chapter 8 - palm trees

 Just my luck right ?
I still haven't got my period and I'm sitting here stressing over some dude . See the things is that right , females always do this shit and it's like the guy is having fun enjoying life while we home stressed. And niggas wonder why females become hoes ! Shit I don't blame them. Even though johnny left my house , it's been actually quiet . I could concentrate on work and just rest . I can't lie , Im so lonely . Johnny comes over once a week to pick up clothing and money that he always has laying around. Whenever he tries to come over he always tries me and it's like i don't have it for you no more bro ! It's a weird feeling, because I love him but I just don't want to fuck him. But anyways let me snap back to reality . Work has been whatever , I need a day off so I can chill with my bitches . I work 7 days a week now just to save money because I would never know if johnny wants to stop deciding to pay my bills . Shit can't depend on no nigga to make them feel as if they putting you on your feet . But today I might have to take off , my body is just so tired . It's Monday , love and hip hop comes on , sip me something nice . My food is on the stove , I just made some rice , chicken and corn , something real simple . As I'm taking the last batch of chicken out my door bell rings . I'm like who the fuck can this be ?!? So I walks to the door , opens it up and it's this nigga Fred . Let me give y'all a little insight about Fred . 5 years ago I was fucking Fred , he was moving weight out of state had me living with him . Nigga was pulling 200,000 a week . I didn't have to pay for school or work . That was the life . He wasn't on my back or anything . Until I cut my hair and he beat the shit out of me . It took him to beat me 5 times to actually get the fuck out of his house . Y'all know how dudes are ! They beat you and then buy you some nice shit , sweet talk you whatever the fuck it is to get you back where you belong . So back to Fred being at my door !
Wassup pretty - Fred said
What do you want ? - I asked
I just wanted to see if it was true , if you left me for some bum ass nigga that got you home alone - he stated
Fred listen, I owe you something ? Because if I don't get the fuck off my door step - I yelled
Matter of fact it's not you , it's your little pretty ass boyfriend . Tell that nigga the deal didn't go through and we need a meeting. He looked at me , kissed me on the cheek , pulled me closer and whispered "the only reason he got you was because I let him " . Fred slowly walked away
I closed the door and was standing there like what fucking deal ? Why is johnny dealing with him knowing what he did to me ? Is everything a lie ! Johnny said he was working in a company ! Crazy thing is I been to his job. Something ain't right , one thing I hate is a liar.
I picks up my phone , dialed johnny number
RING RING RING .
After three rings some bitch picks up ,
Hello ? - she said
Hello , put johnny on the phone thanks you - I said with a little frustration
Bitch who the fuck is this - the girl yelled
Listen bitch , if you don't put him on the phone imma pushed the phone down your throat - I yelled . PUT HIM ON THE MOTHER FUCKING PHONE !!!!!
The line went dead
I looked around to see if she really hung up on me . This bitch has to be out her mind ! So me being me knowing where johnny is at . I gets the fuck dressed ! I got dressed so fast ! I jumped in my car . I was speeding to johnny a little bum ass condo . I parked in the visitors section even though they already know my face and me.
I walked into the lobby and they was like hey ma Bianca , how are you , you don't want to go up there .
I looked at the two guys sitting at the desk and said give me my extra set of keys please .
They couldn't refuse because my name is on this fucking lease to . Shit what they thought !
They kindly gave me the keys , I kindly walked to the elevator. While I'm in the elevator I'm thinking about ways imma fuck both of them up . Man I should of called my bitches because I don't know what I'm walking into. But sometimes you have to do crazy shit alone.
The elevator stops I walk out . Walked to my door puts the key in . Why I see on the couch hugged up , his two bum ass friends and like 6 bitches. I walked in everybody got quiet , johnny didn't notice me yet , until I slapped his ass . The bitch got up so quick ! I pushed that bitch right the fuck down .
So you got this bitch talking crazy ? - I asked him
You really got this bitch answering your phone - I yelled
Fuck is you talking about and if you put your hands on me again imma fuck you up bitch- he said
I began to pace ,everybody standing around looking at me . I then pulls up my piece . Nice little glock 22 . I told everybody to just come to the couch . I just want to talk.
Johnny started laughing like this shit was a joke . I slapped his ass again . He tried to jump up I pointed the gun at him .
You think I care if I shoot you right now. ! Nigga I'm on this lease ! This is a break in ! I don't know none of these people I'll shot them.
The girls started crying .
Bitch don't start crying , y'all better have that same energy as your friend when she was on the phone .
Baby what's wrong ? - Johnny said
Don't baby me nigga -I said
Now I want all the bitches out the house before I shoot every bitch in here .
They got up but that little dark skin bitch that was talking crazy , I punched her ass so hard and was fucking her up with the broom. I know y'all like where she get the broom from . I didn't want to beat her with the gun so I grabbed the broom that was closes thing to me to whip her little ass . Funny shit is her friends was laughing . I looked at them like what the fuck is funny anybody want next .
Now get the fuck out !
I walked back johnnys little entourage was sitting on the couch stand next to him . I slapped his ass again for making me sweat my edges out .
They grabbed me so fast before I could slap him again . He started getting mad but at the time I didn't give a fuck.
I started crying . "You fucking embarrassing me while I'm home worried because Fred came "
He cut me off .
He jumped up , Fred what ? Bitch you let Fred in my crib ? I knew you was a lying ass bitch- he yelled
First of all shut the fuck up. He said the deal didn't go as planned and you better fix it . He also said he let you have me
They all looked at each other
What does that mean , he let you have me ? I asked johnny
I don't want to talk about it yet - Johnny yelled
I should of sent his ass here since you don't want to tell me nothing , you bout to have me dead on somebody news because of a fucking deal and you suppose to be some type of business nigga. You was lying about that too right , just like how you all in love but hugged up with some wack bitch. - I yelled
Honestly shut the fuck up , please I'm not trying to hear that shit right now - he said . I'm upset that someone told me where I rest my head at . He could of saw me in the streets and then he comes to you knowing what he did to you - johnny added on
We all sat in silence for like a minute before the door bell rang . I went out to the door and it was Fred and some niggas like 5 of them .
I turned off the lights and ran back and told johnny .
Johnny and his crew got their guns , and told me to run out on the balcony and go through the other apartment . I couldn't leave johnny like this . But what the fuck was I going to do . Johnny almost pushed me out the fucking way because he didn't want to get hurt . We looked outside and more cars was arriving ! I thought to myself those bitches was a set up or they was following me . Fuck it ! That's now the point.
I whispered, y'all we need to get the fuck out of here ! It's to many of them . I whispered
They all was like fuck that
No seriously these cars pulling up - I mumbled
They all looked at me and jumped to the balconies with me . We ended up in the staircases . I could hear them breaking down the door . We get to the staircase in the lobby and the two men at the desk is dead and their are some people in the lobby waiting for us .
We then ran down the other stair case and when through the back way got into johnny car and his homies got into their car.
We drove past the condos , they didn't know it was us thanks god . My car was broken , they smashed the shit out of my car . Johnny was so tight he lowered the window and started to let go !
Boom boom