Beware Of Revenge., Chalen D. [book recommendations txt] 📗

It's been two weeks since the whole thing with Benton has happened. I still strangely miss Preston, but when i remember what he did i no longer do. Did he just say that he cared for me, is this what he always did, to every Pure vanity vamp- get close to them for his Fathers sake?
Tatum closed my Locker and spun around.
"whoa sexy!" i said.
she was dressed in a dress, had her hair and make up done, and she was yes, actually wearing heels.
"your sister got to me."
"you look good."
Marla barked in approval.
"thanks, see you in class." she said, rubbing Marla's head.
"hey, babe!" Tie said.
"hey love." i said, hugging him.
"walk you to class?"
"yep."
i picked up my bag.
"Come on Marla."
"so have you seen Tatum?" i asked.
"Yeah she looks like a girl."
"i think she looks good."
"me too." he said.
"sister." Evelon said, holding open her arms.
"sister dear."
we hugged.
i think I've come to deal with what i am- a vampire.
Bounce and Marla rubbed each other.
the school didn't have it's old charm but we where able to save the front wooden door's after the fire.
a note fell out of my locker, and hit the ground.
"Oooh someone has a secret lover!" Robby said.
i picked up the note, and shoved it in my pocket.
i hugged Robby and left for second class. i pulled out the note and read it, almost falling out of my seat.
"are you okay dear?" the teacher asked.
"never better!" i said, to fast.
the class slowly looked to the front of the class.
Marla sniffed at the note in my hand and gave a low grow.
i hushed her and tried to pay attention.
the note in my butt pocket seemed to way a thousand pounds.
i suddenly felt sick to my stomach, and put my head down.
"where you going?" Evelon asked right before bed.
"for a walk, Marla stay here."
she put her ears down and whined.
"i'll be fine." i said, kissing her nose.
i went out the back door, and into the pouring rain. i hoped the fence and took off into the woods.
"i'm here, what do you want?"
"i thought you wouldn't show." Preston said jumping down from a tree.
"i meant what i said, when i told you i cared for you."
"yeah, and i'm sure, that it's just not a ploy to get close to me for your father."
" it was, until i met you."
"oh that's real classic, Preston, you know i kinda liked you."
"you did?"
"wipe the grin off your face, the crush is gone."
"have my jacket."
"i'm a vampire remember, i don't get sick."
"when i turned you i was only protecting you."
"and Evelon?"
"shit." he said, raking his hands through his hair.
"you knew, what ever pain i go through she does to, cause she's my soul sister, and if one of us becomes a vampire the other one dies."
"is she?"
"no."
"good. look Deven, i really like you, and i want to make it up to you. I'm tired of being my dad's servant i really like you Deven."
i turned around.
"please forgive me." he said, putting an umbrella over us.
i closed my eyes.
"i can't."
he rapped his arm around me.
"yes you can, you have to let me make it up to you."
"let me go Preston."
"i can't." he said, sounding pained.
i put my hand on his arm.
"your just gonna have to."
in one quick movement i was facing him. he looked intently into my eyes.
"i want to make it up to you."
"why?" i asked, wishing he'd take his hands off my shoulders.
"cause i love you."
"oh that's rich, Preston." i said, trying to take a step back.
Preston pulled me to him and brought his mouth down on mine.
as soon as our lips touched a wild fire lit inside me, and rushed through my body. My head was screaming no but my heart was saying shut the hell up.
he pulled back, and i was shocked, to hear a groan of hate, come from my throat.
"you can't stay mad at me, we're jaded."
he kissed me again, this time deeper. he pulled me closer, as if that where possible. i rapped my arms around his neck. one of his hands, plunged through my hair, and the other traced the out line of my spine giving me chills. he pulled back, and looked down at me.
"i love you." he said.
i was Shocked to find it was me this time that wanted more of him. i wanted him closer. when we kissed everything had vanished.
my missing home, my wanting to rip this throat out, my worrying when his father was coming back.
he pushed me up against a trunk and i pulled him close. he took of his shirt, and started to unbutton mine.
"Preston?"
"yeah?" he asked, kissing my neck making me grow week.
i pushed him away. then not get what you want?"
i felt a tear slid down my cheek.
"i love you Preston, oh god how i loved you. But that was before you shattered me. Goodbye Preston."
"we can work it out."
"how does betrayal taste, Preston?" i asked.
i walked away buttoning my shirt.
"nice walk?"
"the best." i said, finding my self grinning.
"hey you got a note." Tatum said, pointing to my locker.
so i did, i thought cringing.
"you good?"
"yeah," i said, shoving the note into my pocket.
i read the note in second class.
'i love you, no matter what, and if i have to wait til your heart heals, i'll do just that.-p'
for the rest of the week i got notes from him. i even notice his smell on them is that weird?
i read the last one in class six
'i won't stop until your mine, i'm changing, just you see.-p'
Just then Benton burst into the room.
"put all fighting aside, i'm not here for Deven." he said, marching strait up to Gianna.
"my son has gone missing, cause one of your little witches has brain washed him."
"don't talk about my daughters, in that manner."
"he left a note saying he's leaving, and he's going to try to win her heart back. he said, that i have cause much pain for him, and he never want's to see me again." he said, eyes fierce.
"well i haven't seen him i'll tell him to go home if i have."
he started at her hard.
"thank you."
"i'll be coming for you." he said, as he passed me.
Marla snapped at him.
after dinner i sneaked out.
"your dad's looking for you."
"i figured."
"you gonna look at me?"
he kept reading his book.
"you sure know how to catch a girl."
he looked at me with a sly grin, he shut the book and came to me.
i held my breath.
"you came back didn't you?"
what a total hot ass.
"just to tell you about your dad."
"uh-huh." he said, his mouth coming inches away from mine.
the smell of him, came in a rush and i wanted nothing more than to kiss his sorry ass.
"what's wrong?" he asked, smiling.
"shut up." i said, getting nervous.
he smiled, and placed his hands on my hips.
my mouth fell open and i looked down.
" You okay?"
when i didn't answer he smiled.
"you know what i think?"
"no." i said, looking into his eyes.
big mistake.
"i think you love me."
"no i don't." i said, to quickly.
"uh-huh." he said, kissing me softly, melting me to butter.
he pulled away and stepped back.
"wait," i objected grabbing his wrist.
"yes?" he asked, smile hotter than hell.
"nothing." i said, crossing my arms.
he gave me a lop sided grin, and i bit my lip.
Stay strong Deven.
he licked his lips and that was it.
"you stupid, ass hole!" i yelled at him.
he smiled and i walked to him and pulled his mouth to mine.
he shoved his hand through my hair and traced my spine, smiling when i shivered.
"why do you do that?" i demanded.
"because you like it."
"how do you know?"
was i that easy?
"you also like it when i run my tongue along the roof of your mouth."
Damn, i did like that, a little too much.
he smiled and kissed me again. i pulled back and kissed his neck.
when he moaned i noticed how he bit his tongue, in annoyance.
"what's wrong?"
"nothing." he said.
"uh-huh." i said, kissing his neck again.
this time he didn't bite his tongue, he pressed my head into his neck.
"got you." i said pulling back.
"how long are you going to do this to me?" he groaned.
"until you hurt for me."
"oh i'm hurting alright." he smiled.
"not like that."
"you want me to be shattered?"
"no. i wouldn't even wish that on you."
"tell me you hate me."
"what? no."
"just do it."
"i can't."
"why?" he asked.
i sat down on the blanket he had layed out.
"just do it. it will make you feel better."
"not if it will hurt you." i lay back, and covered my face.
he uncovered my face and looked intently in my eyes.
"what's wrong?" he asked, pushing the hair out of my face.
"just say it."
"no."
"Why?"
"because i love you damn you."
the smile on his face could of lit up the world.
"i love you." he said.
"then kiss me."
"no more teasing? cause i don't think i can handle it."
"kiss me, Preston." i said.
he smiled and kissed me. he pulled me onto my side, and pulled my leg up to his hip.
i scooted closer, and he deepened the kiss. i know it was wrong, to give him another chance, but all the sadness from that day, left when he kissed me.
he flipped me on my back, and gave me a wicked smile.
"let's see how you like it shall we?"
"Preston, don't..."
i took in a deep breath as he kissed my neck and his hand went up my shirt resting on my hip.
"i really love you." he said.
"i love you." i said, nodding.
he kissed me again as his hand went further up my shirt.
"Preston?"
"nuh-uh." he said, deepening the kiss.
""i have to go." i said, pulling away. he unbuttoned the first button on my shirt and kissed my chest.
"well maybe i can stay a little longer."
"uh-huh." he smiled.
"where have you been?" Evelon demanded, when i came in at three
"i was studding."
the next day i couldn't wait until i could be with Preston.
when i got to the spot he wasn't there so i lay down, and waited for him.
"Deven hey..."
"what's wrong?" i asked propping myself up on my elbows.
"Nothing, i just hunted, don't worry it wasn't a human."
he lay on his back next to me, then turned his intent gaze to me.
"Deven."
"yeah?"
i asked on the bridge of hyperventilating.
"i want you to do something."
i stared at him, caught up in his eyes.
"kiss me."
i smiled and kissed him.
he moved around a bit so i was now half on top of him.
that didn't last long, cause his flipped me over not breaking the kiss. instead he deepened it.