Blood Moon Forest, falicity davis, falicity davis [read 50 shades of grey txt] 📗

wolf take over. I squeezed the chair harder as I tried desperately to control my breathing. The scent of vanilla was so potent, it made me clench my jaw as I tried not to inhale again. I failed miserably. I bit my cheek so hard my teeth stained. Zafara grabbed my arm. Her touch was like ice. She pulled me towards the stairs. She nodded for Kai to sit down. I couldn't help put look back him. His grey eyes pierced mine. They looked straight through me, right into my core. I felt a shiver roll down my spine. He stood in the same place. I looked straight ahead and rushed up the stairs in a flash. I could smell the dominance rolled off of him in waves as he stood stock still. I watched him from the balcony. I was yanked into the bathroom. "Oh my god." I said out of breath. Zafara handed me the flask. I held it in my shaky hand. I tried to ignore the grey eyes that were now burned into ny memory. Why was this happening to me? Why couldnt I be the girl who didn't find her mate. I wished I could go home, crawl into a pair of sweats but I realized I was up here while feelings of putty washed over me.

"What's happening?" I asked. Before she could respond I had started to talk. "I'm up here whining. My father would be ashamed." I said. After few more minutes of pity and the flask  being emptied. "Fuck this." I stood in front of the mirror and fixed my dress. Reapplying my lipstick And fixing my hair so it was straight and no hairs stuck up. I stood straight and opened the door. Walking down the middle of the stairs I looked around and spotted him talking to a blonde haired male. "What are you doing?" Zafara asked. "Don't talk to me. I'll back down." I said. I walked right up to him. My head high. Taking one last drink. I slammed the bottle down on the table. I smiled at the table and grabbed his suit jacket. I spoke up as I dragged him to the door. "I'm borrowing him for a minute." They all nodded or rose there brows in concern. Some where down the line of me pushing him to the door, the roles reversed and I was being pulled along. He pulled me around the corner, into a garden area, and pushed me up against the wall of the building. I waited for him to speak. Being this close made sparks fly, like forth of July in times square, sparks. His hand let go of my wrist. "I don't know weather you brave or stupid." He spoke. His voice was husky and intense. His voice caused me to push myself into the brick wall.

"What's your name, rank and pack." It wasn't a question, it was a demand. "What's yours?" I said with a smirk. His face stayed emotionless. "Jameela Rose Madden. I'm of Alpha blood and I'm from the Blue Moon Pack." I said and then I added. "Oh! And brave, at least I hope so." He rose a brow at her. "And you?" I said. I tried my best to keep my face straight. It seemed as much as I tried he could see through me. "Ashton Xander Magni. I'm the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack." MY breathing stopped and I suddenly pushed him away. I tried my best to ignore the sparks that flew up my hands, "Oh so you do know of me." He said. I ignored the urge to let my hands browse his body. "Stay the fuck away from me." I hissed at him. I tripped slightly as I tried to gather my dress in my hands. "Don't look at me like the bad guy." I caught him off. "Shut your mouth. You kill off packs. you torture people for fun." I may not have been the role model wolf or the most caring person. But he for sure wasn't on my list of people to meet. I tripped over stones and his hand went to help me. I slapped his hand off of me. "I told you not to fucking touch me, you animal." I was suddenly slammed into the wall and gripped my throat. Not squeezing, just there to show me he was boss. Well he thought he was. "Now, green eyes. First I'm not going to roll over like your boyfriend. Second I will don't push me. I will hurt you and not think twice about it. Your a prissy little girl who thinks because her dad died she can act like a spoiled brat." My jaw dropped. My mouth opened. "Close your mouth or I'll fill it with something else." I clenched my jaw as he released my throat. "See, already listening." My fist connected with his face and I stepped away from him.

"I'm not acting out cos' my dad died, bitch. And I'm not your slave." I yelled harshly. "I'll leave my mouth open as long as I fucking please! And whatever You stick in my mouth, I'll bite the fuck off." He raised a brow at me. I fixed my hair and and fixed the sleeves of my dress. I walked away from him. He snatched my hand and twisted it. "Ahh!" I tried to muffle my scream as he squeezed and bent it harder. "Be nice, Killer." He dropped my hand and I marched into the room. I found my family and stomped up to them. "How is he? He looks dreamy!" Far said. All eyes were on me.

"I'm going to kill him."

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I wasn't sure how to feel. But at the same time I knew exactly how I felt. I never wanted a mate anyways. I just hoped it was a psycho. I was angry no I was pissed, livid even. Was I perfect? Hell no, but i didn't deserve to be stuck with a killed. And the nerve he had to call me a killer. Yet there was something so dark about him. The same lop sided man, known as the king spoke again. I'm angry, I was going to call shit as I saw it.

"Its time for the knew mates to share a dance." I swear to the holy ghost of do I'd slit his throat if I had to look at him again. But that was only what half of me thought. The rest wondered. How he was going to look at me. What he thought of me. But then I remembered that he said I was a brat, acting out. My blood boiled. How dare he? I was slowly forgetting that he basically killed for sport. One of the men that had sat as his table walked up to Far and took her hand. He looked different then he did the first time I seen him. His face held no emotion. She sat her clutch down and went with him. I looked to Kai who rose a brow. Biting my lip, I stood and and walked to the dance floor. He stood in the middle of the dance floor waiting. He held out his hand for me, as did every other male. Each and everyone asked the same question, which the girls answered with a yes, "Can I have this dance?" I glared coldly at him. "If you couldn't I'd be at my table being a 'spoiled brat' as you kindly put it." I snapped and slapped my hand into his. heat spread through my hand. I tried to pull my hand away but he yanked me closer to him. MY chest hit his and I ground my teeth. He was man handling me like a doll. I stood up straight, trying not to seem like a dwarf next to him. These heels my mother shoved onto my feet did absolutely nothing for the high difference. He placed a hand on my lower back as I placed a hand on his shoulder. He led me across the floor. I looked straight at Far. I could feel her anxiety spiking. I ignored the fact that I was dizzier then a fuck carousel. The spinning didn't help. As we brushed by her I whispered for her to hear, "Keep the emotions at bay please," I hissed. she gave me a puzzled look as they danced off to the left. When her and Kai tried to mind link me at the same time, it felt like a brick was bouncing off my skull. My nails dug into his shoulder. He looked down at me in question as he picked up his pace. "What is wrong with you?" He asked. His voice held no concern. It was a blank question. "It's not your concern." I said bluntly. He let go of my right and and spun me out. If he hadn't pulled me back into his chest I'd of fallen flat on my face. I gripped his shoulder and felt my claws elongate slightly and dig into his skin. "What the fuck Zafara?" I said to myself as concern rolled into my like a tidal wave. we and the rest of the dance floor stopped dancing. I blinked tried to regain composure. I walked towards my table and seen Kai and Nick come towards me. They both graabbed my arm, but they couldn't do much. Far pushed them both away. She could sense my distress.

"What the fuck is going on? And don't give me a shit reply." I glared at him harshly and felt the urge to snap his neck. "Piss off, Alpha boy." I hissed at him. He growled and pushed Zafara away from me and grabbed my arm. I growled showing him my canines. "You could be Lucifer or God, Put your hands on her and I'll rip your head off." My eyes brightened up at him as I stood up on my own. The dizziness was there, but my wolf helped me suppress the emotions of Zafara. I stood In front of her and stared right into his grey eyes. They flared dark with anger. "IF you were anybody else I would have killed you the second you came up to me and laid your pesky little hand on me. Don't talk to me as if i'm beneath you." He leaned down slightly as he spoke to me. I took a step to him and spoke to him. My lip curled up slightly as he word spilled from my mouth.

"You are beneath me."

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"Were you trying to get yourself killed?!" Kai yelled as we walked down to our car. "Maybe!" I yelled at him. He went to grab my arm but I shoved him off of me. "You have mate, you have to deal with that. You can't push everyone away because of what happened to you! Stop keeping it inside!" He yelled at me, I spun around and met his argument head on.

"I never wanted a mate damn it! You want to know why?!" I yelled stepping closer to him and stepped to me as well. We were about a cars length apart. "Because I'm to fucked up for people to be around! You know that very well Malikai!" He wen to speak but I cut him off. "And as for me keeping it inside. I keep it inside and let it destroy me so you and the rest of the fucking pack don't have to suffer from the shit, you fucking asshole!" I could tell he was pissed. His resolve was slipping. "You act like your perfect, You know our family is all way to fucked up for love." That was a low blow. He stepped to me, about two feet away and looked like he was going to hit me. "Dad was right all those years. You are weak." He said brashly. I punched him in face. I put all I had into it and felt his nose crack