Blood Moon Forest, falicity davis, falicity davis [read 50 shades of grey txt] 📗

I laughed and felt my eyes flash. "Your eyes are red." I felt a bit confused but I spoke and ignored what Vlad said. "No deal will ever be as good as your death, your death is priceless." He smirked, "And not in a good way." His smirk fell. Before I could say or do anything else he vanished.

"Come on Azreil, you know I hate that voodoo shit." Jairna's elbow came into contact with my rib and I felt the air leave me for a moment. I heard bones snapping and breaking. I looked over my shoulder and seen that my family had shifted. Zafara's pure white wolf walked up to me and growled up at what looked like nothing to me. In wolf form we could see him. I knelt down and let myself go. The snap that normally felt like a snap was more like a prick. I stood down and looked up at Azreil. My wolf matched Zafara's. Our wolves were exactly the same. Down to the claws and eyes. Azreil came back into sight and spoke.

"I've done it."

I lunged at him and felt my teeth sink into his arm. Rage. My claws dug into his face as he pleaded. Death. I was pushed into the darkest corner of my mind as my wolf took control of me. Hatred. Blood splattered against my fur. Disgust. his pleas died out as he looked into my eyes as my teeth buried into his throat. He gurgled slightly before my claws came into contact with his chest. Hurt. Sadness. Death. I let out a howl as I shifted back into my human form. I laid there, covered in his blood. Jarina ran off into the wood, being chased by Zafara and Nick. I stood up and looked down at him. I felt void of emotion.

"Are you okay?" I looked up at Kai and pulled his coat around me tighter. "I don't feel anything." I barely mumbled it. "It's probably be-" I caught him off and yelled. "No! I can't feel anything! I don't feel relived, I don't feel sad. I dont feel anything!" I screamed. I backed away from him. "Stay away from me." Kai held up his hands at me. My hear was pounding. I was dizzy. Damn it Zafara. Her emotions were being shoved on me.

"Your panicking. That's an emotion. Calm down." I furrowed my brows at him and stepped back. I felt arms in case my frame making swing my arms around.

"Relax." It felt like silk swam through my ears.

"Let go of my sister." Mikah's voice came from the right. "Believe me, Mia is the last person I want to hurt." I snorted and tried to pull away from him. "Pretty sure you already hurt me." His lips touched my ear as he spoke low enough only for me to hear. "Get ready for war. He has an army ready to come for you." I felt my heart race. "You need to be ready, Love." I smirked to myself, "You know me, I'm always ready." He placed a kiss on my neck and was gone. "Don't go after him."

"Why not?" I let a small smile crossed my lips.

"We don't kill allies."

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"I can't believe you! She is your daughter as well!"

"I have other duties! I have a pack to help run! You're being selfish!"

I was slightly shocked to see Mekeel and Jamie fighting again after yesterday.

"Like what? What is so important?" She was angry, you could see it radiating off of her.

"How about the fact that Jameela just killed one of the guys that took her captive yesterday, the other got away, my traitor sister has came back here and nine out of ten there is going to be a war. Now I have to go patrol because the Loners have increased. So I'm deeply sorry if I cant change as many diapers as you want me too!"

"I'm Pregnant."

His face showed no emotion. He turned and walked out the front door, leaving her there

I remembered saying the same thing and getting the same reaction. I remember the hurt I felt when his back turned from and he walked away. She wiped a tear and walked upstairs with the baby in her arms.

"We have to get ready!" Squinting my eyes at Zafara I spoke up, "I thought you were dreading this?" She smiled widely as she spoke. "You know why." I couldn't help but smile. She was happy, really happy. I couldn't Remember the last time I'd seen her this happy. "Well what are you wearing?" I shrugged and pointed to what I had on. Her eyes nearly popped out of her head. She mumbled under her breath as she went to her room. I laughed as she lugged in about 20 different dresses.

"The only time I'd be caught in that is if I had a half-assed lobotomy done." She was pissed that I had a snarky comment for every dress.

"That one is just straight up and down slutty." I said with a smile. "Ohh!" She yelled loudly as she dropped the last two dresses. Thank god. "Where is the dress I got you like two years ago?!" She was grinning wildly. "Honestly, I through the thing in my closet and haven't seen it since." She gave me an annoyed look. "Sounds like you." She shoved past me and into my closet. Digging around for about 5 minutes she fell and knocked her forehead on the shelf. I let out a laugh and walked over to help her up. "Where is the fucking dress!" She screamed as she stood up. I pushed a pile over and pointed to the fabric. "Idiot." She grumbled, pulling me along with her. I shook off her arm as I walked into the bathroom.
I turned the handle for the hot water as she blared music through a speaker in my room I never used.

"I love this song she yelled as she shuffled through the dresses on the bed and floor. "By the way, I have a nude dress in my closet I've never worn." I spoke as I stepped under the hot water. I heard a faint squeal before I heard a thud. "Did your dumb ass fall again?" I questioned. "No! But I did knock over about 20 books off your shelf!" I shook my head before grabbing the bright blue bottle of shampoo. "Who is Bram Stoker?" I rose an eyebrow and stuck my head out of the shower. "He wrote the original Dracula along with a lot of other classics." I spoke as I put my head under the water and rinsed.

"Okay, Who is Edgar-" I cut her off. "Don't finish that please. Go get ready." she huffed and left the bathroom doorway.

"Let me do my own makeup. I know you. All you have is pinks and shit." I grumbled as I sat at my vanity. I hadn't used this in a long time. I switched on the lights and stared at myself. My long black hair was up in a towel, a few curly pieces falling out. My tanned skin was perfect like every wolf. No acne or scars. We barely had scars, unless they were serious. " A dark gold look will look great!" Far announced as she grabbed a brush and turned me to her. So much for doing my own makeup. After 50 minutes of her scrubbing my eyelids clean off of my face and changing the song every two seconds, she said I was done. "I look, I look-" She cut me off. "Like you could cut a bitch with your wing and your highlight could blind a bitch!" She practically screamed. She shoved four different lip tubes at me. "Pick one!" I stood up and tightened the robe around me. I dropped them on the vanity and shoved her into the bathroom. I huffed as I sunk to the floor.

I didn't know how I was feeling or how I was supposed to feel. I do know that a small part of me was oddly excited. My wolf was terrified. How was he going to react? Hell, how was I going to react?!

"Why me?" Groaning, I went back to my vanity. I opened a drawer and rummaged through before grabbing a dark burgundy and black lipstick. The only thing I learned from Zafara makeup wise was a two colored lip look. I tried about five times before I screamed in anger. Zafara looked out of the bathroom before laughing. "If I could, I would go to this in a pair of i ripped jeans and a damn crop top with cheese fries in my mouth!" She laughed harder before taking the two stick and a wipe. "It's funny to see you actually excited." I glared at her as I spoke. "I'm not excited!" I rose my voice at her. "Did you forget we can feel each others emotions?" I grumbled as she finished and then did her own makeup. I flopped on the bed as she did her hair into waves. "I'll be right back. I'm gonna grab something to eat and my straightener." She said as she tied her yellow robe around herself. I nodded and grabbed my phone off of the floor. "What shall I do?" I mumbled as rolled onto my stomach. Before I could type out a message, someone hovered over me, there arms on either side of me. "I know what we can do." I smirk formed on my face as I rolled over onto my back. Nick had taken a shower, his blonde hair was wet and his chest still had water droplets. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I drew him in closer. "Yea, what is that?" His lips crashed onto mine. I pulled him closer and tangled my hands in his hair. I went to roll us over but he held me down, his hands in-cased my wrists above my head. A small groan came from his throat as I started grinding myself against him. He rubbed my arm, my rope slipping off my right shoulder.

"What the fuck?!" Nick set his forehead against mine as he rolled his eyes. "Get out Kai!" I said with a smile on my face. "Come on! I come in here to see what color tie I should wear and this is what I get!" I laughed as I shoved nick off of me. I straightened my face and spoke up again. "Can you give us a minute Kai, We really need to talk serious." Kai nodded his head and walked out of the room. I took a deep breath as I looked at Nick. "You know that if I find my mate, nine chances out of ten I'm going to have to go back to his pack?" He nodded, a grim look on his face. "When you find your mate tonight, make sure treat her how you treated me, Hell treat her a million times better." He smiled as he walked up to me. He placed a kiss on my forehead before he spoke. "I'll always have feelings for you." I smiled again, knowing once he found his mate I'd be history. Which was fine with me. He deserved to be happy with someone who could give there all. He turned around and started to walk away. I grabbed his arm and pulled him back to me. I placed my lips on his and pulled him closer. I was saying goodbye. Because tomorrow, Nick wasn't going to be here anymore. Yes, me and him were what you would call friends with benefits. But we were also close. I pulled away and gave him a slight nudge. He turned around and took a deep breath as he walked out of my room. He helped me feel again when I felt I would never be able to again. He helped me get over Vladimir as much as possible seeing as I would never be 'over' Vlad. After all Vlad was my first everything.

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