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feeling these horrid symptoms as you call them, then i'm all in." He furrowed his brows at me. "Wh-" I cut him off before he could finish the obvious question. "Because none of your concern. Besides, I thought you didn't care about me. Don't go asking to many questions. I'll start think you care." I said with a sarcastic tone. His face was emotionless while he spoke. "I don't care about you. But like I said, I plan to take you to my pack. So I need to know all of these curve balls you like to throw around." I scoffed at him, told him to piss off and found my way to my brothers. "Someone carry me." I laughed at Zafara's dramatics. Then laughed harder at her blush as Kai lifted her up onto his shoulders. I knew she must have been dying inside. And I was right, she sent a ear splitting squeal through our mind link. I watched as Raymond glowered next to Ashton. Good. He was a dick to her. Even before they had met at the mating ball. "Want a ride?" Nick asked with a wink. His boyish grin made me grin. I looked over at Ashton. He watched me. Daring me to go through with it. So I did. I ran and jumped on his back and whispered in his ear. I climbed higher up onto his shoulders and let my hands run through his blonde hair. His hands gripped my thighs. I almost fell off as he used his wolf to speed through the woods. Everything was a blur. It was surreal.

Something you'd see in a movie.

"When do you plan on taking our daughters?" I choked on my asparagus as my mother talked bluntly as always. Ashton slowly look up at her. "I'm not an idiot. So just tell me when you plan on taking them." He glanced at me before looking back at her and speaking up. "I need to be back to my pack in a week. Our wolves need,to take what is ours." I felt Zafara's anger rise.

"I'm not leaving."

Everyone's eyes went to her. Kai especially.

"I'm not chew toy that is waiting to be claimed. I have a choice. I'm not leaving my pack." Her anger was turning to rage. "Zafar-" She cut off her mother as she stood up, her chair screeching against the marble floor. "No!" She yelled as she stormed put of the room. I dropped my fork and stood up, gripping the table for balance. "I'll go calm her down." I said as I closed my eyes for a moment. "Jameela. Your nose is bleeding." Ashton was next to me in a second. I felt the burn as he grabbed my arm. I pushed it down as much as I could. Everyone spoke and questioned each other what was happening. "Why is her nose bleeding?" Ashton demanded as he held a tissue to my nose. I wanted to shove him off and hold the tissue my self but at this moment I needed to keep my grip on the table or I would probably fall over and crack my head open.

"Zafara's emotions. She isn't controlling them. My body is being overwhelmed." I said as I looked up at him. I thought I seen a glimmer of worry in the ice blue eyes but I knew that I must have been delirious. But as I looked into his eyes, I lost myself. I found it was so easy to loose myself in them. They were like galaxies.

Zafara grabbed me and shoving Ashton to the side. I felt the connection break. God was I an idiot. "Don't touch her." Zafara helped me sit in my seat, pushing Ashton away from me. "I will put you down if you put your peaky hands on me again regardless of you being my Beta's mate." I think the part that sent a shiver up my spine was the fact that his face was so void of emotion. His voice was chilly as it entered my ears. "Don't threaten her." I shot back as he stepped to her. He took a step back as he looked at her. She glared harshly before looking at me. Her gaze softened as she handed me a glass of water. "You need to try and keep your emotions to yourself to a certain degree." Jade said as she sipped a glass of Chardonnay. This happened frequently. Not the bloody nose part, but the overwhelming emotions part. It barely happened to her. I learned how to keep myself in check. But she could read me easily. "Don't over think." Like I said, she could read me. All I could think about was how badly I wanted to leave. It flooded my mind out of no where. I never wanted to leave but in this moment, I wanted to leave. I wanted to just go without a destination in mind. But I couldn't. So instead I stood up and ignored what everyone said. I walked up the stairs to my room and sat on my balcony like I did every night.

"What purpose do I have?"

I didn't want to do this anymore. I felt myself unfolding. I bound myself so tight. I told myself that everything I did had a reason. I told myself I had to train, because the day would come to kill Azreil. But right now, I stared at the blue and pink sky that swirled with purple so flawlessly and all I wanted was to die. I have a purpose. I'm on a road to nowhere. His pale face came into my mind. All of my knots came loose. And as I pictured my sons face, a tear fell. And then another and another. "My son." I whispered to myself as the sky got darker.

"Jameela?" I felt myself shiver. This man was the reason I lost it. He was why my control was unwinding. I looked over my shoulder at him. He watched me carefully. "Zafara is worried. she said she is-" I cut him off and looked back at the sky. "That she is reading me. Yea, it's never ending." I wiped the tears from my face in a haste. "What's wrong?" I sniffled, contemplating if I should even tell him anything. "Why? Oh that's right. You need to know everything about me so I'm not a complication to you or you're pack." I was snippy. "No. I honestly want to know what's wrong." I looked up at him. For once I saw a emotion on his face. I sliver but it was there. I sat down on the balcony, my back leaning against the wall, he did the same.

"When I told you my 'life story', I said that what Vlad and Azreil did to me wore off. It did but it wore off because I was pregnant." His face contorted to shock then confusion. "I had a son. He was only two months old when he died. Vladimir named him Demetrios. God I hated that name at first." I said as I recalled the memories. "But it fit him so well." I felt my eyes sting and burn. "Azreil wanted to test him. To see if what he did to me passed onto him. But I refused. I killed four guards just get to him. Everyone said that a mother would kill for her child, I never knew how far I'd go for another person until I had him. I would have moved mountains for him. And Azreil knew that. He sedated me for a week and when I woke he was gone. I don't know exactly what happened to him." My hands balled into fists. "No, I don't want to kill him because he took me or Zafara. Or because I was his lab rat. I want to skin him alive and throw him into a pen of rabid dogs because he took my son." I looked him right in the eyes and waited for his reaction.

"Then you'll need me. I happen to know a lot about torture." 

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