Hope's Secret, Danea [books for new readers .txt] 📗

I was walking down the alise as I saw everybody dressed in black. I felt tacki and not wanted because I was the only one wearing blue and gray. I was at my best friend Hope's funeral. To be honest if she didn't die the way she had not this many people would be here. I sat in a pue were I was two seats down from her mourning family. I knew they hated me. As the cermon went on I had a flash back about that summer the last summer I spent with Hope. It all started when we were in Hope's backyard.
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Me: Hope look there is no way you are going to Las Vagas
Hope: Anything is possible
Me: Yeah but you going to Las Vagas isn't
Hope: And how do you figure that
Me: Look you need money, transportation, food
She had cute me off.
Hope: Josh my dear you think way to out of the box
Me: Well thats a good thing because if I didn't you would be a wild one
Hope: I like wild
She put up her fingers and meowned like a cat
Me: Why do you want to go to Las Vagas so bad
Hope: Look life is short and I have so many places I would like to go and Las Vagas is one of them.
I didn't understand her when she told me life was short but she was right.
Hope: Look no one will be here forever, so I made me a list of things I want to do before my time rises and lift me up and shift me off to a newer place.
Me: Were is all this comming from
Hope: Nothing I'm sorry if I freaked you out
She walked to her house and blew me a kiss as I walked in mines. Me and Hope had been best friends since forever and now everything has been takened from me. I had to snap out of it as we walked up to her white casket and saw her beautiful lifeless body waiting for us to see. It didn't feel real, nothing did. When I looked at her it just felt as if she was asleep and she would soon wake up and jump on my back like she always did. A tear ran down my cheek as I rembered.

Hope: Lets do something fun today
Me: Like what
Hope: Lets go to the water park or something
Me: I thought you couldn't swim
Hope: Yeah but I will have you there
I smiled and picked her up as the dress she had on twirled in the spring/fall breeze. Her hair wooshed back in forth in the sun.
Hope: Don't you just love life?
Me: Yeah
All these things Hope was saying were really confusing me. She talked about life a lot and now I know why.
Hope: So are you comming or what?
Me: Yeah hold on
I went in my house grabbbed some swim geer and walked to the water park.
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I was sitting on my bed when I herd a knock at the door. It was Hope.
Me: Parents arguing again
Hope: Yeah I just don't get it
Me: Well it's life right?
Hope: Yeah but why does it have to be this way?
Me: Your asking the wrong person
She laughed as she pushed me on the couch.
Hope: Don't you ever wonder whats it like up there?
Me: Up where?
Hope: Heaven
Me: Look why do you keep talking about this stuff?
Hope: Why not, we won't be here forever
Me: Shutup
I shedded tears as I remebered when my mom and dad died.
Hope: I'm sorry
Me: No your not, I'm tired of hearing about life and death.

I shedded tears as I remebered when my mom and dad died.
Hope: I'm sorry
Me: No your not, I'm tired of hearing about life and death.
Hope: Look I know you have lost two important people in your life but you can't keep hiding from it.
Me: Shutup
Hope started crying as she ran out the house. Then she yelled you just don't get it. I yelled get what, but she didn't answer. I walked back in the house and walked to the attic were I held all the pics of my late parents. I picked up one were I saw me and my mom and dad. I had to be like 6 because they died when I was eight and we hadn't took a picture since. But now I'm 16 and all grown up.

Me and Hope always walked to school together but since we got in that argument we didn't walk. I walked in the building as I saw Hope leaning on her locker.
Me: Hey look I'm sorry about yesterday
Hope: Everything is fine
Me: You look weak are you ok?
Hope: Yeah I just didn't get enough sleep last night don't worry
I snapped out of my daze and thought, Hope looked weaker everyday and I didn't think nothing of it. Then I thought again.
Me: Are you sure you don't want me to take you to the nurse?
Hope: No but if your my mom sure
I pushed her into the locker and we both laughed as we walked to our class before the bell had rung.
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I was at Hope house, We were sitting on her bed.
Hope: Umm excuse me I have to use the bathroom
Me: Ok but don't take to long
Hope: I will make sure I do the opposite
I laughed and layed back on the bed. It was 30 mintues now and Hope was still in the bathroom. So I got up and knocked on the door. But no answer.
Me: Are you ok in there?
Hope: Yeah I think the school lunch got me
I laughed then she opened the door. I grabbed her but let go.
Me: Whoa you are very hot
Hope: Yeah I know its hot in this house
Me: Are you sure your ok?
Hope: Why wouldn't I be its probably a fever my parents should be home they will give me some medicine.
Me: Ok but I gotta go
Hope: Bye take care
Me: You do the same
I walked out her house and walked to mines.

We were in class and Hope was not looking good again. I had saw she had rashes everywhere and she was pale.
Me: Are you a vampire or what?
Hope: No why would you say that?
Me: Your pale
Hope: Oh silly
Me: Hope I'm getting worried about you. I mean look at you, you don't look the same
Hope: I'm fine I just need some BOOM!!!!!!!!
I hurried and picked her up, Hope had passed out in the middle of the floor. All kids rushed over to her. The teacher steped in and took her to the nurse. I didn't want to let go of her.
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I had walked to Hopes house. She answered it.
Me: Look Hope I need an explanation you haven't been to school for weeks, whats going on?
Hope: Sit down
Me: No I don't want to sit down tell me now I had demanded
Hope: No you need to sit down
Tears started to run down her eyes.
Me: Why are you crying?
Hope: Just take a seat
I took a seat.
Hope: Look I umm
She kept studering I didn't know what she was talking about.
Hope: Josh I have Lekumia
My mouth had dropped opened.
Me: Your just playing right?
Hope: No I only have umm
Me: Stop studering and just say it!!
Hope: I only have 3 months to live
I got up.
Hope: Where are you going?
Me: Look right now I just don't feel like talking.
Hope: Look I need you Josh don't leave me
Me: Leave you, I could never do that but I see you can. Why didn't you tell me this. Everybody I loved so much and cared about are leaving me. This is what I was afraid of.
Hope: Afraid of what?
Me: I fall in love and then you leave. I thought bestfriends never kept secrets.
Hope: Belive me I didn't want to lie to you but I just didn't know how to tell you. I love you so much.
She kissed me.
I started to cry and so did she but I had to stay